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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    "You're so used to surviving at a level of distress most people can't even imagine; I don't think you can even fathom not existing in it. It is killing you and you're letting it." Jack waited to catch Robby's gaze. "Are you asking me to watch you die, Misha?"

    Robby flinched and averted his gaze further; he felt a surge of all the horrible feelings inside him wash over him, and the monitor's beeping stuttered.

    Jack turned inward; he couldn't bear to look at Robby. This is the precipice; the liminal space where Before becomes After. There's no going back. It is out of his control. Robby either jumps off the roof or he doesn't. Robby either lives or doesn't. Then what? Jack relaxed his grip on reality, simply letting it all fall away with his breath.

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    Robby finally has a breakdown two months after PittFest. Jack fights like hell to keep him safe and out of hospital.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Victoria has never celebrated Halloween before Mateo decides that won't do.

    Featuring the Pitt crew fed up with them.

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    03 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    Months after PittFest, Robby is still struggling, still drowning. But time should heal all wounds, as the saying goes. Except he is really starting to doubt it.

    Thankfully, Jack still has faith and he is determined to get Robby help. If Robby is willing to accept it, that is.

    Robby's backpack slipped from his shoulder and he let it drop next to his feet. He couldn’t take his eyes off the river below. The Allegheny river flowed tirelessly, had been doing so for centuries, for longer than the United States had existed.

    It would be easy to slip. The railing wasn’t even that high. He didn’t mean to imagine himself falling, but the image imposed itself on his mind. He saw his torso leaning against the metal. He saw himself slip forward. He saw his body slice through the air. He saw it land into the muddy waters. He saw it disappear below the surface.

    He didn’t see it go up.

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    03 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    "It happened fast, like violence often does—one second the space is tense, the next second it’s physical.
    Frank stumbled back as the man grabbed at his collar. Robby moved on instinct. He stepped in, hard, grabbing the man’s wrist and yanking it away from Frank. The man’s eyes went cold. And then—because humans are unpredictable and rage doesn’t follow clean scripts—he grabbed the first thing he could. The metal IV pole."

    A confrontation in the Pitt turns violent and Robby is forced to make an awful decision - protect himself or protect Langdon.

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    "'Hey, Robby! Look at me.' Jack instructed firmly, taking Robby’s hands in his own. 'Squeeze my hands, Rob, right and left.'
    Panic, sharp and hot, shot through him and Abbot flew through the rest of the neuro exam. One pupil looked wrong now—larger, sluggish. Robby’s gaze drifted, unfocused."

    A freak accident on Robby's day off has severe consequences

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    22 Feb 2026