Clay_beloved
Fandoms
- Minecraft (Video Game) (1)
- Dream SMP (1)
Recent works
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You'll Wish You Believed Me (If Not, Make A Fool Of Me) by Clay_beloved
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
22 Feb 2023
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Life had always been a cruel thing.
but this? this was just unacceptable.
I mean, come on? getting placed into a house with a bunch of weird religious people who force their religion on you, and are overall just really weird people? uh. yeah. no thank you, life. do better, come on!
but hey! new school, new people, maybe this house can be worth it? maybe this was the one (he silently hoped it wasn't the one. they sucked)
What could go wrong?
OR//
I just shove a bunch of manipulation, abuse, religious trauma, and more angst into C!Tommy because I need to project somehow. <33
(currently on hiatus until I figure out how the hell to progress with the plot-)
(Author update - ((as of 07/11/23 DD/MM/YY)) it's probably abandoned at this point. If you'd like to continue this fic, just comment and add the little 'this fic was inspired by;' thing, and go on your marry way. :> )
Series
- Part 1 of I Fear That Love Is Violence
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this series follows Tommy though, well, quite a bit. it starts with leaving a foster home, seemingly new change, oh, would you look at the time? its trauma time! and then he gets the comfort he needs, but not without more angst, and trauma. whats the fun in writing if you cant stuff your favourite charaters full of angst?
reading order and completion
You'll Wish You Believed Me, (If Not Make A Fool Of Me). status: in progress, not finnished (Chapter cound; 15)
Give Me What I Need status: not started, plot in progress (chapter count; 24)
Tuck Your Chin And Tumble Status: not started, plot undetermined (chapter count; 20)
Let Me Dream A Moment More status: not started, plot in progress (chapter count; N/A)
- Words:
- 13,698
- Works:
- 1
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Simon plucks you from the side of the road when your truck breaks down. You fall down a rabbit hole of sick affection before your untimely demise.
(Alexa, play Dead Girl by Acid Bath)
Bookmarked by Clay_beloved
02 Feb 2026
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Simon Riley who is quite the anomaly of a man, or human, rather. Your lieutenant who’s only spoken a handful of words to you.
Simon Riley who happens to be sat at the only open table in the mess hall.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,172
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 161
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- 1,128
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- 256
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Bookmarked by Clay_beloved
05 Jan 2026
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Do You Picture Me Like I Picture You? by oshikiri_toru
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
01 May 2024
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After surprising Soap at the bar, unmasked for the first time, Ghost doesn't expect to be rejected, let alone called unattractive. As Ghost deals with his feelings, Soap tries to figure out why Ghost is pulling away.
Bookmarked by Clay_beloved
30 Oct 2024
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It’s not until he’s seen you fly through the training course that he understands where your callsign came from. Small, fast, with a head of curly brown hair and a dangerous glint in your sharp green eyes as you tackle each obstacle with ease. Just like a sparrow, your namesake. Agile, fast, but so painfully timid.
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You, Sergeant Sparrow, are the newest member of Task Force 141, a group of the most elite military operators in the world. Except your longing for companionship, for the closeness the four men in your unit share... that's not in the field manual. Or is it?
Series
- Part 2 of little bird
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Incentive (Unknown) by anonperegrine
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
02 Mar 2023
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“Insanity,” he says, eyes flitting across the milky-white pages. “Nothing but insanity.” Mirage smiles and flips a page. The book opens to a charcoal drawing– a faceless void with a sharp grin, and streaks of black across the page in distressed lines without rhyme or reason. Inside the creature’s hands
death blooms.
“I think it’s beautiful,” Mirage lets out a breathy voice, studying the art and running his gloved hands over the marks. “There’s always insanity somewhere inside the tortured artist.” He looks at Tommy with a soft honeyed gaze. “At the intersection of art and humanity, there is madness.”
or;
Your average vigilante!Tommy fic, but the villains are actually villains.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 138,147
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Collections:
- 12
- Comments:
- 908
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- 3,022
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- 619
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Bookmarked by Clay_beloved
04 Sep 2023
Bookmarker's Notes
This fic is my pride and joy, but also my 6th reason.