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Sixteen-year-old Neil Josten's world shatters when Nathan fatally stabs his pregnant mother, Mary. Her water breaks in the car, forcing Neil to race to a hospital. Mary dies in childbirth, leaving Neil with an unexpected responsibility: a newborn baby girl. Now, Neil must navigate his dangerous life on the run, not just for himself, but for his infant sister, forever changing his path and connection to Exy.
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09 Jul 2026
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Neil has a sister and she comes storming into PSU
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- Part 4 of TFC Mini fics
- Part 1 of That TFC Sibling AU
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08 Jul 2026
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Nat arrives in January to wish her brother a happy birthday and the Foxes make a new bet. Exactly how old is Neil Josten?
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- Part 2 of That TFC Sibling AU
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08 Jul 2026
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“You’ll probably never meet them,” his mother said one day at a diner in Texas. It caught him off guard.
“What?”
“You’ll probably never meet them,” she repeated, nodding in the direction of the lilac bruise splashed across his forearm. “Your soulmate. You’ll most likely never live that long.”
“I know,” he said, and hoped that she believed him.
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In which bruises and scars from your soulmate appear on your skin, and both Neil and Andrew paint each other like a canvas.
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- Part 2 of Dear True Love
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08 Jul 2026
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“N’drew? Are you there?” Neil’s voice came out slurred and weak and Andrew immediately felt himself stiffen and go on alert. Because it was 10pm. And Neil didn’t drink. And Neil didn’t party.
“I’m here,” Andrew said instantly. Something felt wrong. Something was wrong.
Neil’s breathing was labored on the other end of the line and his words came out slow and stilted as he spoke, “I’m- Something’s wrong with me. Can you pick me up?”
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08 Jul 2026
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Modern Lockets by princepixel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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“Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”
A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”
“I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.
In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.
…At least, not yet.
(AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)- Language:
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08 Jul 2026
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Game of Survival by HalfpintPeach for exy_shmexy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Dec 2023
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When he wakes up he's in a car. It's not the half-reclined seat or the seat belt digging into his shoulder that immediately sets off alarm bells in his head. It's the fact that he's in a car. A moving car.
He's on his back and only has to shift his head to look at who is driving. There's a twinge in his neck as he looks to the side.
He frowns. "Neil?"- Language:
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07 Jul 2026
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Years after their first Halloween together, where Andrew found Neil hiding under a table and vowed to protect him, Neil still finds solace in his best friend’s steadfast presence. But when a cruel Halloween prank traps Neil in a dark storage closet filled with spiders—the one thing he fears most—he’s thrown back into memories of his painful past and the terror he thought he’d left behind. In his panic, Neil clings to the one constant in his life: Andrew, who has always kept his promise to protect him.
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- Part 2 of Monsters, Friends, and Candy
- Part 3 of Halloween Anthology
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07 Jul 2026
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You have my heart (So don't hurt me) by WitheredCarnelians
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
26 Feb 2026
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"Hi dad, do you have one of those granola-" Kevin noticed Neil at the same time as Neil turned around in a panicked flourish. Neil stiffened at the sight of Kevin, as if he was almost bracing for impact. Kevin's face in turn shifted from surprise, to recognition, to sheer disbelief, to something like solace.
Only one second later,Kevins was running forward and his arms wrapped around Neil in a hug so tight that it looked painful. Kevin was fresh off a growthspurt and had to bend his back to be leveled with Neil, but he didn't seem to mind; his only focus was on the boy he was currently engulfing. Neil was tense for only a moment before hugging back with the same ferocit
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Six months after Mary's death, thirteen year old Neil gets taken in by Kevin's family where he'll maybe learn how to be safe for the first time.
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It's fics like this that let you know the author used to be really into the DreamSMP/j
Title from the song Dreams by the cranberries
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- Part 2 of AFTG Bang Fics
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07 Jul 2026
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Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ by hermacology
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.
Who lives in Canada.
Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.
The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.
Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.
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- Part 1 of they haven't connected shit
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07 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's Goodreads Reviews by Promised_ivy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jul 2026
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Several MLH players have their phones hacked.
Most people find embarrassing photos.
Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.
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You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?
Yeah. It's that.
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06 Jul 2026
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Two Track Mind by ashestoashes7 for nefelibatas_zephyr
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Oct 2024
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It's Neil's first game as a professional Exy player. The Foxes are all in attendance, Andrew has a stolen sweatshirt with a particular six-letter last name on it, and Kevin has a number face-painted on by said sweatshirt thief. Lights, camera, action!
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06 Jul 2026
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He sucked heavily on a cigarette and was thinking thinking thinking.
“You shouldn’t smoke,” a voice came from the window, and Andrew ignored it as Neil climbed next to him with a blanket around his shoulders. “I hear it gives you cancer,”
Andrew inhaled so he didn’t say anything he’d regret. In the end, he reverted to the most honest thing: “I hate you,”
He could hear timidness in Neil’s smile. “Mm-hmm.”Neil has cancer AU. Set in canonical world, six years after tkm. :)
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06 Jul 2026
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pointless traditions by DesertLily for andrewiel
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
31 Dec 2022
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Allison adds a piece of mistletoe to the doorway of the locker room and chaos ensues amongst the Foxes despite Andrew refusing to participate.
Though, as he so often was, Neil Josten finds himself the exception to the rule
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- Part 13 of Gift Fics 2021/22
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06 Jul 2026
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Things were going too well for Jean Moreau. He should have known it was about time for his life to colossally fuck itself up again.
OR - Lola Malcolm kidnaps Jean and Neil after a Fox/Trojan game, and chaos and angst ensues.
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06 Jul 2026
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Kevin shifts under Neil and Neil looks back at him to see confused green eyes opening, realizing he’s holding someone, and then panicking a little as he releases Neil’s body. At that, Andrew wakes up with a startled jump, squeezing Kevin’s leg tightly, obviously not aware of his surroundings.
“What happened?” Kevin asks, rubbing a hand over his face.
“You two are clingy drunks.” Andrew mutters, shaking his head.
(in which Neil gets drunk around the foxes for the first time, and wants Andrew to hold him).
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05 Jul 2026
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Neil has his eyes clenched tightly shut, his entire face screwed up, every muscle in his body tense and taught with a herculean effort to stop shaking. He was shaking when he woke up, he was shaking when he stumbled his way out of bed into the bathroom, but he swears he almost shook all the way apart when he caught his own reflection in the mirror.
Dead eyes stared back at him.
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Neil has a nightmare and, despite his best efforts to handle it on his own, Andrew is there.
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05 Jul 2026
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“Andrew,” the man said, adjusting his recorder, his smile that of someone who had just struck gold. “If you don’t mind me asking… is there an enthusiastic girlfriend we should know about?”
Andrew, for his part, looked directly at the reporter with a flat, bored expression.
“This?” he said, pointing at the mark with one finger, his voice devoid of emotion—though there was a glint of amusement in his eyes. “Josten did this.”
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05 Jul 2026
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“Let’s make a bet.” Allison says, and Andrew rolls his eyes, staying silent, but the rest of the table agrees. “First one that can get him to get his number gets 50 bucks from everyone who joins?” She asks, and everyone seems to be immediately interested in that.
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Neil Josten is a server at a diner off campus, the foxes all agree that he's hot, and they make a bet to see who can get his number.
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05 Jul 2026
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“He’s hot, right?”, Nicky tried again, arm reaching out to the screen. “Look at that jawline. Look at the abs! What else do you need to see?! He’s so hot, Neil.”
Neil just shrugged. “If you say so.”
“What does it even mean! You have eyes, Neil, use them!”
“Chill out, Nicky, I think that’s just not his type.” Allison sneaked a glance at Andrew and smirked. “He’s too tall.”
Andrew didn’t dignify that with a reaction.
Nicky deflated against the back of the couch. “Neil, I swear, you’re terrible at being gay.”
Ah, that was the wrong thing to say. Andrew’s eyes snapped over Neil’s back just in time to catch the sudden tension in his shoulders. “I told you, I’m not gay.”Neil doesn't swing. Andrew wants to understand.
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05 Jul 2026