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the world is scared of hesitating things by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Once, years before they got their shit together, Ilya had spent a very boring physical therapy session thinking about what it would be like to fuck Shane in front of an audience. To have that beautiful, infuriating boy in front of everyone, to have everyone able to see him fall apart.
It had seemed hot then.
Now, having seen Shane actually fall apart—seeing him tear down the shroud he’d kept up, the perfect smile, the bravery—the very concept makes Ilya feel sick to his stomach. Everything inside him is razor blades and churning vodka and Svetlana’s awful skincare concoctions. He didn’t know.
After Shane blows up at Troy, everyone has some thinking to do. Nobody has a great time.
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Grin and Bear It by Giveemhale
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.
AKA Shane crashes out at Troy
Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage
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After the game has ended, Ilya gives the Toronto player from earlier a smug grin. “I can tell you why,” he says.
The guy scowls. “Why, what?”
“Why Hollander came to Ottawa.”
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Or, five times Ilya explains Shane to others, and one time he doesn’t.
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"I don't know, I only just noticed, I didn't—"
"We would've heard if it fell on the dock, right? The clunk?"
Shane's heart broke a little, because it meant Ilya had finally come to the same realization as him.
The crucifix was in the water.
Ilya’s chain breaks without him noticing. Shane comes to the rescue.
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would you not have survived? by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2025
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Shane thought about it, a lot more than he should've. And it showed. It showed in the way he'd begged Ilya to sell his Ducati the summer they got married. It showed in the number of times he'd had to calm his racing mind when Ilya took twenty minutes longer than expected at the grocery store.
It showed in his heaving breaths, now. He was sitting up in his bed, his husband sleeping peacefully next to him, and he felt like he was on the edge of a panic attack.
The plane didn't crash, and Ilya didn't die.
Shane still feels the aftershocks.
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kinky hollanov by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Apr 2026
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exactly what's on the tin.
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the thing perhaps is to eat flowers and not to be afraid by CorvidCordelia
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 May 2026
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A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.
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Shane hadn't been turned on when he woke up. But Shane's body was hardwired to be receptive when it came to Ilya, and so after a few deep kisses and a warm hand against him, Shane could feel the goosebumps rising on his skin. He could feel the low pops and buzzes in his spine. He could feel that low ache, deep inside him, that he'd only ever found one method to sate.
Shane and Ilya have sleepy middle of the night sex.
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your name, forever the name on my lips by broccolicheddarchicken, LJ_sunny
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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they say that the world was built for two by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:
1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite/Another Home (Another Home is a PBUF rewrite)
2. Absolutely Not
3. A Full Night's Rest
4. Newlywed Games
5. The Other Side of the Road
6. One Unending Fight
7. Shots
8. Invisible String
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the good grace of that godlight by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Shane had one thing. One. Rozanov was charming and witty and confident and handsome, all the things that Shane had never seen in himself. If he lost hockey, he’d still be the kind of person artists made songs and poems and paintings about.
Things were different for Shane. When hockey left him, he would have nothing left to give.
On Shane Hollander's relationship with hockey.
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Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.
Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.
It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.
As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.
Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.
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The Great Divide by broccolicheddarchicken for Sileycrunch
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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“Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.”
“Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing.
“I love you so much. You know this, yes?”
“Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.
"When you see me," Ilya supplied.
“I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”
“Bye, Shane."
“Bye.”
The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.
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no thing defines a man like love that makes him soft by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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Perhaps sleepiness had dulled his mind, though, because Ilya murmured something that sounded suspiciously like the best four of my life before dozing back off again.
Fluffy post-canon Hollanov drabbles <3
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- Part 6 of hollanov warmups/ficlets
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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“Svetlana, love of my life, I need you. Marry me, take me away from here, let’s leave it all behind.” Ilya tried to make it sound dramatic and silly, but he wasn’t sure he managed to hide the desperation he was feeling.
“It’s too early in the day for you to be this drunk, even if it is your birthday. Where are you?” He could almost see her shaking her head and reaching for her keys to jump in the car and come find him.
“I’m not drunk, I just hate it here. And I can’t go back to Boston because of the limits on my stupid fucking visa. So I’m brainstorming ways that I could get out of here sooner rather than later. What do you say, marry me?” She was silent on the other end of the line. He was about to let out a “haha just kidding” when he heard her inhale.
“You know, it’s not the stupidest idea you’ve ever had.”
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Or, what if Ilya actually did marry Svetlana to get a U.S. passport?
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Ruin Me Quietly by 81_Riie_24
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 May 2026
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Shane Hollander had a plan. Four years, one university, one boyfriend who never left his hospital bedside. Clean. Controlled. Safe.
Then Ilya Rozanov walked back into his life and ruined all of it.
College AU. Secret history. A relationship that was never supposed to mean anything. And the slow, painful proof that it did. -
No Good Deed (Goes Unpunished) by khaleesiofalicante
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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“Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.
“Hi?” the man says.
“Hi,” Ilya says—again.
Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.
“Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”
“Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.
OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.