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    "Hollander..." The name came out strangled, broken. "Fuck. Fuck, I forgot—"

    Shane understood in the same instant, the absence of latex a shocking heat inside him. 

    Christ. 

    or - the boys forget to use condoms for the first time

    Pt2 - Ilya Rozanov does, in fact, own a belt

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    30 May 2026

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    28 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander’s MHL dreams died when a tumor resection transformed into an L1 spinal cord injury. In 2021, Ilya Rozanov was the newest center of the Ottawa Centaurs, freshly shunned from Boston.

    After a chance meeting on home ice, Ilya's agent has the idea of a lifetime. Shane’s injuries didn’t kill his ambition and Ilya’s abrasive past didn’t taint his talent. All they needed was a little reshaping.

    Or, Shane and Ilya rebrand as an Olympic-Paralympic couple on the road to gold in Beijing. It’s all just good PR, of course.

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    14 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    14 May 2026

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    The story of why it took Nicholas David Hollander twenty eight days to get his name.

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    Ilya Rozanov breaks things off with Shane after his father’s death. Two months after that, Shane finds out he’s six months pregnant. And three months after Shane’s life fell apart, he has a baby. Things do not go well.

    Or

    Shane Hollander has no idea what to do with a baby he didn’t plan and doesn’t want yet.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.

    The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.

    Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Plenty of players have looked at Shane for too long, double-checking something they can’t name. This feels different.

    (Or: the shower scene/first time redux.)

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Shane had spent time—a lot of time, really—thinking about retirement. It came with the territory; on average, hockey players retired in their 30s, with a few outliers playing into their 40s. The really good ones got maybe three decades out of it all before putting the stick down and hanging the jersey up. In his mind, Shane liked to think he’d be one of them, playing till he hit forty-five, ending on some high note—the Centaurs winning their nth or so Cup, maybe—before fading, slowly, into the background.

    It turned out it would all just end in a random game, with a random team, boom— all so definitively over that Shane was left falling, completely flailing, clueless about any next step.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    27 Jan 2026

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    07 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane is a pretty-boy pornstar who needs to get properly wrecked, according to his fans.

    Ilya is a pornstar who wrecks pretty boys.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Jonny's standard canned press response is that he loves Kaner like a sister...which is perfectly true, if you’re talking like on Game of Thrones.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Alex Claremont-Diaz has it all. His mom won the election, he’s got the perfect boyfriend. He gets to love Henry out loud. Everything is great. Perfect.

    Except for the itch under his skin every time he goes outside, and the tightness in his chest when he goes online, and the fact that he can’t fucking sleep.

    But it's fine. He's fine. Really.

    —-
    Or: after the emails, Alex Claremont-Diaz isn’t fine.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    Lu Guang has no backstory as of now (03-2024) and that's a crime, so I'll invent some for him.
    He's getting a) a past he had to run away from, b) an unknown amount of survivors guilt (spoiler: it's a lot) and c) asthma.
    There will be more than one character death. Also, time travel is confusing. So confusing...

    How does the s3 trailer contain more backstory for Lu Guang than three seasons of this show ever gave him? Come on! Ugh! (01-2026)

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Nearly ten years after a rookie Leon tells a rookie Connor they have to stop messing around, the Oilers lose the Cup and the shock of it knocks loose a cascade of buried feeling between them. With more attention on the team than ever, rising tensions over the course of the season—both good and bad—start to hinder their communication on the ice and, in turn, their chances in the 2025 playoffs.

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    29 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 286

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    14 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    20 dollars is a good meal, or half of the month’s wifi bill, or some cash he can sneak quietly into Pat’s wallet. Travis would be crazy not to jump at free money.


    AU where no one plays hockey, Travis is a sports writer, Nolan is an OF creator, and it’s lockdown.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    24 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 38

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    Jared usually hates being wrong, but this time being right’s a disappointment. He doesn’t know why: it’s not like he’s grown up idolizing Marcus or something, or even expected anything from him as a Flames fan other than not being shit on the ice, which he isn’t, but. Jared doesn’t know. It’s kind of a shame someone that talented is that big a douche.

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    04 Jun 2025

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