6 Bookmarks by Crying_xc
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Maybe that's what makes life interesting, the collision of endless questions and answers, and those precious moments of triumph when we can match the right ones together. Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.
Note: 90% of this fic was written by behindthec. I just fail at the whole "chapter by" thing /Red
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- Part 1 of PCCF
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Cherry Is My Favorite Flavor (And So Are You) by tacks4snacks
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
08 Feb 2024
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Alcoholism was a curse and a blessing if it meant living this way. More excuses to get away meant more excuses to hide his feelings. If everything he said made no sense, it had meaning to it.
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Ryan Ross can't help falling for his friend, that only grew stronger when Spencer invites him over. Ryan chalked it up to friendly teasing, but the butterflies burning in his stomach say otherwise.
-- slow updates, wrote this like a year ago and never finished it.
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It's 1999. Jake Webber lives in a small town in Kansas in the back of a trailer park. His life is simple and he doesn't hate it or think about it all too much. A family moves in across from them -- the Guilberts. They've got a son around his age, Johnnie Guilbert. Jake's mom insists that he should make some friends. He won't. He refuses!
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- please wrap your drunken arms around me.. -
Johnnie's laying on the bed, spent from their late night activities and he hates himself for it. His body aches and he just feels empty - no pun intended.
Jake left him alone in the dim of his room after they both 'got what they wanted' and the smaller man feels so worthless. This happens every time they get drunk like this.
Whiskey sour breath against his neck and he just can't get the smell out of his head, the combination of Jake's permanently cigarette stained hands covering his mouth gives him a migraine but he just can't stop. He kind of wants to vomit up all of this dejection in a non-metaphorical way because he would never tell the other man.
He would rather die.
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If you are Johnnie or Jake please do not read this you will regret it!!
The songs in order are, With Second Chances by Silverstein, Give You What You Like by Avril Lavigne and Screaming Infidelities by Dashboard Confessional which don’t really fit their vibes but I think they work for the story.
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Johnnie is obsessed with this random guy he met at a party and doesn't really know what to do with himself. Maybe the rando Jake guy is also obsessed with him...it's hard to tell. He keeps driving five hours up to where he lives just to hang out with him, and letting him stay in his house, wanting to collab on everything together, and the way he looks at him...but it could all just be in Johnnie's imagination. It probably is. Does this guy have his schedule memorized or is it all just convenient timing?
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Stan’s not sure why he thought it was a good idea to kick off his summer by driving to Florida with his friends. Things are only made more complicated when none of them can get along, nostalgia causes emotions to run high, and Kenny McCormick became the guy of Stan’s dreams seemingly overnight.
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- Part 1 of Pulling Trig