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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "Fuck you."

    A small smile curved Ilya's mouth. Not cruel. Almost patient, patronizing. "There it is. I was wondering how long it would take." He rose from the chair and crossed the room in three easy strides, then crouched down beside Shane. Close enough that Shane could smell him. Leather and soap and something underneath, something warm and spiced. "You are going to say that a lot, I think. In the beginning."

    Shane's jaw tightened. "You're going to kill me anyway. Might as well skip the bullshit."

    "If I wanted you dead, Shane Hollander, you would be dead."

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    Shane Hollander is a government agent, known for his self-control and restraint; Ilya Rozanov is a crime boss with some bad intentions.
    DD:DNE, DLDR, pure non-con/dub-con hypnosis/Stockholm Sydrome smut

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
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    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “Shane?” asks a lightly accented voice. “Is that you? What the hell is going on here?”

    Shane snaps his head around to find—

    “Rozanov?”

    No, that can’t be right. The man approaching him looks like Rozanov, sure, but he’s bigger, broader through the shoulders, and his hair is cropped close on the sides. He’s also… kinda old, actually? He’s not like dad old, but he’s definitely not Shane’s age. The cut of his cheekbones is even more severe than usual. There are salt and pepper threads in his tousled curls, and white at his temples.

    The man is looking around the room with a bewildered expression, evidently trying to figure out some kind of puzzle. He has laugh lines, Shane notices. They look inconveniently hot.

    Shane leaves Ilya Rozanov's penthouse in Las Vegas that night in 2014, and finds himself face to face with... Ilya Rozanov? But no, that can't be right. This has to be a dream. Doesn't it?

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    Shane didn't hear the rest of Ilya's question. It happened so fast, in the span of a blink. One minute he was staring at his husband and the next he was in a hallway, the momentum of whatever that had moved him causing him to stumble forward. His body collided with the door in front of him, the thud of the impact ringing out into the hallway. 

    "Ow, fuck, what the fuck?" He groaned, steadying himself. "What the hell was that?" 

    A lock clicked, the door in front of him swung open. 

    "Sasha, ya ne khochu..." A voice, so familiar even without the rasp Shane knew it would gain in time that he recognized it instantly, stopped. "Who are you?" 

    "Oh." Shane gasped, his eyes growing wide. There, in front of him, was his husband. Only it wasn't his Ilya, as in the one he was just talking to, the one he woke up next to every morning. This Ilya was a bit smaller, his curls a bit bigger and more wild, younger. His eyes more guarded than the open, adoring blue Shane was used to now. "Oh my god."

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