DrowsyBowser



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Mr Hollander?" God. He couldn't do this. Shane looks up and meets Ilya's eyes. He was into him. He was into him badly, and Ilya was so much younger than him.

    "Call me Shane?"

    Ilya eyes him. His gaze wanders over Shane, where he sits across from him on the grass. In his backyard of the house he had bought with his husband years ago. Ilya took his time eyeing Shane. Look at every part of him. Shane's skin prickled where his gaze landed. This was bad. Being on a first-name basis was too personal. He was crossing another line.

    "Shane," Ilya tries out, and it sounds heavenly from his mouth. Shane didn't know what was wrong with him, but he wanted to moan. This 24-year-old had him in a grip, and he probably didn't even know it.

    Shane was going to go to hell.

    OR

    37-year-old Shane and 24-year-old Ilya sneak around all summer, hiding their affair from Shane's husband.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    79,117
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    295
    Kudos:
    596
    Bookmarks:
    252
    Hits:
    20,989

    07 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,186
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    3,593
    Kudos:
    32,256
    Bookmarks:
    9,344
    Hits:
    424,976

    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Special enough to come out of retirement for?"

    Ilya looks at the space between his legs that had once been occupied by dark eyes and a constellation of freckles and a smart mouth. He feels bereft.

    This sub, Shane Hollander, is special. Not quite a brat, though not sweet and obedient either. The thought of fighting for his submission, of smacking that smart mouth and then kissing praises against it, is tempting. 

    And he’d only had the sub at his feet for minutes. Ilya left the Mastigery for many reasons, but Shane Hollander is making him forget all of them. 

    “I will have a room ready for him in the morning.”

    Or; Professional Dom for Hire, Ilya Rozanov, struggles with his sadistic desires and meets his match in Shane Hollander; the failed Montreal trainee.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,123
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    411
    Kudos:
    2,556
    Bookmarks:
    748
    Hits:
    40,663

    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,079
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    528
    Kudos:
    9,280
    Bookmarks:
    1,748
    Hits:
    59,067

    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
    Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
    “Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
    “Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
    Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
    “That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
    “Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”

    OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,410
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    2,557
    Kudos:
    10,730
    Bookmarks:
    3,895
    Hits:
    157,375

    17 May 2026