Dyute



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    He didn’t even realize when he did it, but his fingers were covering his ears by the time all the conversations in the room died down, countless pairs of eyes searching for the source of the disruption. Shane felt like he would throw up any minute.

    He pushed his hands harder against his ears when the waiter started apologising to him, his face painted in panic as he promised he didn’t mean to. He couldn’t have been more than twenty years old, and Shane would have reassured him if his teeth wouldn’t have been grinding together to the point that it made his jaw hurt. He needed to get away from there - before everyone would notice that he was seconds away from crying, before his body would betray him and make him slide to the sticky floor. But his legs just wouldn’t work.

    “Malysh,” cooed a familiar, warm voice, low enough just for Shane to hear. All the lights and stares were blocked by a slightly taller figure and Shane trusted himself to make eye contact with baby blues. Ilya. “You’re dripping on floor.”

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    Shane has a meltdown and Ilya takes care of his husband.

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    “Uh, sorry. Um… What were you saying about… dinner?” Shane answers. His eyes slide away from Ilya, a slow, unconscious drift.

    ‘Fuck! What happened?’ Ilya thinks with a sinking feeling. ‘He was fine just minutes ago: we were laughing and joking on the car ride back. What happened between then and now?!’

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    After the stress of being discovered and coming out to his parents, Shane has a meltdown that causes him to push Ilya away. Ilya is terrified that Shane is going down the same path Irina did. He wants to help but doesn't know how to without making things worse. Enter Yuna and David.

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    "Sometimes, when Shane Hollander hears a sound, it gets stuck in his brain."

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    While at the cottage, Shane starts to relax in a way that embarrasses him. Ilya refuses to let Shane be ashamed.

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    Ilya had thought it was dumb, when Galina suggested it. A code word for when his mental health was bad—he and Shane didn’t even have a code word for sex, and Ilya was regularly tying Shane to the bed and slapping his ass until it was as red as a tomato.

    “Is there a reason you’re calling me?” Shane asks now, voice echoey over the phone. “Or is this part of your strategy to win our argument?”

    Ilya swallows hard. “Constantinople,” he says.

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    Or: Ilya goes through a rough patch.

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    A sex injury puts Ilya's dick out of commission and Shane discovers he might be the worst possible person to nurse his husband back to health.

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