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    “I felt…bad. It felt bad. I had missed you so much and then I finally saw you again and you -” Shane cut himself off. “I know you didn’t mean to,” he started again. “I know you weren’t trying to be… I don’t know. You didn’t mean to.”

    “I didn’t mean to what?” Ilya’s pulse quickened. Shane wouldn’t meet his eye.

    Shane took a deep breath. “You didn’t mean to hurt me.”

    Ilya felt the words like a sucker punch to the stomach. He swallowed hard, fighting to keep his voice level. “I hurt you?”
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    An offhand comment from Yuna triggers a conversation between Shane and Ilya about that night in Ilya's Vegas penthouse after the MLH awards. Ilya knew he had fucked up, but maybe not how much. Maybe now he can make up for it.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    During their annual two weeks at the cottage, Shane and Ilya both fall ill (and claim the other is responsible for it) resulting in two days of coughing and chugging electrolytes while neither of them admit how bad they feel. Even though he attempts to hide it, Yuna can hear her son coughing over the phone and decides to go check on him during his yearly 'silent retreat', entirely unaware that he had company. Or that his company came in the shape of Ilya Rozanov.
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    Even with the blinds pulled closed to keep the lights out she could still see Ilya Rozanov in her son’s bed; arms wrapped around him tightly. They looked asleep. Not just napping but deeply unconscious. 

    Yuna supposed that was the effect of the half empty bottle of Nyquil on the nightstand.

    She swallowed harshly, stepping closer to the bed. Her son was tucked against Ilya, face buried against his neck as a source of warmth and comfort. “Shane...” she whispered, shaking him gently. “Shane.”

    He didn’t stir, breaths steady as he slept like a rock. Her eyebrows knitted together, gaze shifting to Ilya, who had his jaw resting on top of Shane’s head, one of his hands under his shirt to feel his skin against his palm. 

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Entering an actual relationship near the very beginning of when they first meet, Shane is still paranoid about pictures of them getting shared so Ilya buys him a Polaroid camera instead to document their relationship all the way back from 2012. The only problem is that he never intended for Yuna to find the album.
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    “I know we can’t have pictures of each other, but I still want them,” he confessed, still fiddling with Shane’s hair for his own comfort. “And I thought maybe...if they were just ours, you might be okay with it.”  

    Shane stayed silent, eyes glancing between his tense expression and the bag as he pulled out a Polaroid camera. His thumb was gripping it so hard he thought it might crack, his anxiety manifesting physically.  

    “Ilya...” He paused, finally sitting up a bit more. Enough that Ilya had no choice but to let his hand fall away from his hair or else, it would seem too clingy.  

    “Is fine, if you don’t like idea,” he clarified, even though the thought of being rejected terrified him more than he could possibly express. “Was just a thought—” 

    “I like it,” Shane interjected before he could spin himself into a tizzy he would deny ever feeling in the first place.  

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    14 Jul 2026

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    When a poorly timed phone call and an open window leads Shane's parents to a massive misunderstanding, he's stuck pretending he's still dating Rose. Which works fine for a month, until Ilya's jealousy starts to flare and Shane's parents witness a fight entirely different from the one they have on the ice.

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    "See? Shane's probably just in the kitchen,” Yuna murmured softly, putting her purse down on the side table beside the door. “Maybe he’s—”

    “Okay, you were maybe telling me the truth,” a voice suddenly called, cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. “At least partially.”

    Yuna frowned, the deep, accented voice catching her off guard. Before she could piece together where she recognized the voice from, though, she saw Ilya Rozanov walking through her son’s apartment. He was barefoot, his hair slightly damp and his clothes casual. Sweatpants and a white T-shirt that clung to him after a shower.

    From the kitchen, David heard his sons’ voice ring out, too. “What do you mean partially?” Shane responded, gesturing at his phone as Ilya showed him something on it. “That’s exactly what I told you.”

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    14 Jul 2026

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    In a timeline where Scott never worked up the nerve to kiss Kip, Ilya and Shane still make their relationship official but he never decides to play for Ottawa. Instead, they stick to a long-distance relationship which leads to Hayden hiding in a bathroom while his best friend crawls into bed with the most abhorrent man in the entire league.
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    “He did not hit you on purpose,” Shane defended. “And you attacked him after he helped you up, remember? If the medic didn’t bench you, starting a fight would have. You probably got the better end of the deal.”  

    Good, Hayden thought to himself. At least he wasn’t going to throw JJ under the bus for what was clearly an accident.  

    Ilya tsk’d in annoyance. “Don’t act like he didn’t take the opportunity to throw a punch,” he replied. “I saw you go after Marleau, too.”  

    “Well, I had to go after someone. I couldn’t just stand there why everyone was fighting and look like an idiot,” Shane responded with a shrug. “Besides, it was mild payback for him sending me to the hospital.”

    “He said you fight like Pomeranian,” Ilya retorted with a straight face. “Puppy mitts that barely hurt.”  

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    When Bruce Wayne presses the playing card against the glass of Joker’s padded cell, everything changes.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    The first time it happens, Bruce doesn’t even notice what he’s done until it’s too late.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Set immediately after "The Killing Joke": Joker changes his mind on the way back to Arkham and agrees to Batman's offer to rehabilitate him.

    What follows is a mess of conflicting needs, emotional ugliness and a whole lot of bad decisions, but no one ever said it was going to be easy.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Bruce Wayne is out of options- leaving the Joker in Arkham simply ensures that the man will escape, and hit his city harder with each new visit. Out of desperation, he does the only thing he can think of- chooses to face the clown not as Batman, but simply Bruce, in an attempt to rehabilitate him into society. But the project turns even more dangerous when Bruce finds his obsession with the clown transcends his role as Batman- and when the clown returns to the interest.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    A strange artifact found in the hands of a criminal sends John Doe to another world; a world in which he and Bruce Wayne are the worst of enemies, instead of the best of friends. Two different versions of Bruce Wayne find themselves coming face to face with a version of the Joker that they are completely unequipped to deal with.

    Telltale Batman and comic canon/Arkham crossover.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “This isn’t a game,” Bruce snapped.

    “Of course it is! Of course it’s a game!” Joker cackled and splayed his arms out. “I serve, you volley, back and forth, that’s what we do! And you know what? I don’t care.” He spat the words like they were the acid that churned beneath them. “What does it matter to me? You’re my player two, bay-bay! I’m having too much fun! Why would I ever want it to stop?”

    “…How long have you known?”

    Joker threw his head back, cackling, and shook it on the way back down. “Long enough, but it doesn’t matter. It didn’t then, it doesn’t now. Nothing has to change! Gotham is our arena, the two of us her gladiators. What does it matter what happens when the fight is up? All that matters is the fight.”

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    The Joker keeps making Bruce reconstruct the way he sees Gotham and himself, and it's kind of ruining the political intrigue of this case he's working on.

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    27 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    ​“If I rip it out, will you love me less?”

    “I will love you until there is nothing left of either of us.”

    ​To the Joker, the child is a parasite designed to make him soft, to make him civilized. He spends a frantic, sleepless week trying to poison his own blood supply with cheap toxins, hoping to kill the thing growing behind his navel.

    ​Instead, he only succeeds in rendering himself blind with fever, bleeding from the nose and ears in the dirt of an old subway tunnel. Bruce finds him, of course. Bruce always tracks his Omega.

    What follows is a quiet, claustrophobic nightmare of domesticity: Bruce nursing him back from the brink of self-destruction, pressing cold cloths to his burning forehead, and holding the Joker’s hands away from his stomach with a grip that is part iron handcuff, part desperate prayer.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Joker has questions for his favorite foe. Some are worse than others.

    For DC Hero/Villain Fest’s “truth serum” prompt.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Просто Рокэ и Ричард интересно и приятно проводят время)

    Алва расширяет кругозор юноши, как может, не забывая потакать своим фантазиям. На этот раз фантазия на тему сенсорной депривации.

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    22 Jun 2026

  17. Rec 12

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    Ричард Окделл погиб. Рокэ Алва пожертвовал собой, упав в Дыру, чтобы остановить ярость Скал. Но Лабиринт не желает принимать жертвы столь просто – придется вернуться и попытаться хоть что-то исправить...

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Раз — ногти впиваются в ладонь, теперь дави крепче, два — расслабь кулак и так повторяй, повторяй, пока внутри не станет опять мирно и ясно.
    Повторяй, пока не встретишь того, кто возьмет на себя твой грех.

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    02 Jun 2026

  19. Rec 20

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    по заявкам “Няшная ксенофильская оргия в Лабиринте Дика с Тварями, всё добровольно и по согласию” и “Не няшная ксенофильская оргия Алвы с Тварями с тентаклями, яйцекладами и шипчиками, недобровольная, но можно с ХЭ)”

    Вычитка: melissa_kora, Pearl_leaf

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    29 May 2026

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    Пять раз, когда Ричарду Окделлу рассказывали сказку, и один раз, когда он сделал это сам.

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    28 May 2026

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