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love you enough for the both of us by ijusthavealotoffeelings
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jun 2024
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“What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.OR
Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.
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- Part 2 of post-finale but make it destiel
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17 Jul 2026
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Clive doesn’t know what to do with himself.
My attempt at writing what might have happened post-canon.
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17 Jun 2026
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Between the brutality of war and the intensity of an uncontrollable desire, Soldier Boy and the Archangel find in one another not just a rival, but a twisted and inevitable mirror. ‘Carry Me Back Home’ is a story of tension, resistance, and surrender—where every scar is a memory, and every touch is a threat.
Here, love isn’t sweet: it is cruel, visceral, and non-negotiable.
Castiel X Soldier Boy | AU
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18 Mar 2026
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“I don’t know what I expected,” she continued. “Maybe if it had only been about sex…” she paused, glancing around the room. Dean ducked out of view, just in time. When Daphne spoke again, her voice was lowered, “But even then, I don’t think it would have worked. Between you and me, he’s not as good at it as Castiel was.”
What. The. Fuck?
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In which Dean sets out to prove that he's better at sex than Castiel, all the while insisting that he's straight. Really.
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10 Feb 2026
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In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—
When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.
Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.
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12 Jan 2026
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25 Dec 2025