16 Bookmarks by Erinya

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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Astarion is still trying to suss out how he feels about touch. Others touching him, that is. How much he likes touching her is abundantly clear. Especially when she bends over in those deliciously tight leather trousers.

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    10 Nov 2024

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    As he stared at Tav, who was quietly organizing her pack by the fire, his half-formed thoughts and ideas suddenly crystallized into a cold, perfect plan. He’d seduce her, romance her, make her feel like she was the only girl in the world. And after he had given her the night of her life, positively ruined her for anyone else, he’d begin whispering in her ear. He’d become her lover, her confidant. And then she would become his puppet. That was more than a fair trade. He’d have a gorgeous meal, his space would be guaranteed in their little group, at the top where he belonged, and then somehow, he didn’t know how, but, somehow, Tav would waltz their merry band back to Baldur’s Gate and drive a stake right through Cazador Szarr’s heart. For him. Afterwards, well, Tav had served her purpose. Then he could truly do as he pleased.

    Astarion smiled a wide, real smile and finished his wine, wincing at the cheap, bitter taste.

    At that moment Tav looked up from her supplies and caught him staring. He raised his empty goblet to her and she waved back, a warm smile softening her lovely features.

    This was going to be so easy.

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    03 Jul 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    09 May 2024

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    A monster has its teeth in your companions. It builds nightmares out of their worst memories and drinks their pain.

    One of your companions has a particularly bad worst memory.

    But you can interfere. You are a single thread of contact in a dream where to despair is to be devoured.

    A game about solitary confinement and hope.

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    04 May 2024

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    "Volo," said Tav.

    "Would taste like blackstaff wine," Astarion said. "Boisterous, bright, and unbalanced."

    "I like that," said Tav. She was sprawled on cushions, sorting through their supplies for dinner. "Different from the namesake, but it works. Your turn."

    "The hag," Astarion suggested.

    "Oh gods," said Tav. "That's an interesting one. Something that starts lovely, but with an awful surprise. Elverquisst, but there's a rotting fish at the bottom of the bottle."

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    A troupe-master bard is plucked up by the Nautiloid. She transitions from directing plays to directing an adventuring party and becomes immediate chaos-gremlin-besties with the rogue. This has a number of almost disastrous consequences and involves far more talking about feelings than any vampire should reasonably be expected to do.

    A story about a bunch of traumatized people becoming better, because that can happen when you find yourself in a new place and suddenly have a support network.

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    26/?
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    04 May 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 87

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    He loves her. He loves this. He wants it all.

    But what is one to do, when you've made an enemy of a god?

    Scenes between Astarion and Tav, taking place late in the game's story and beyond.

    Chapter 1 is pure smut. The rest of the chapters are smut with some narrative buildup and story beats.

    Tav is left unnamed and her appearance vague to make it easier for the reader to imagine their own if desired.

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    15 Apr 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 93

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    Astarion sat on his throne, holding court in a posture that seemed to mock both the seat and the setting: leaning on one armrest, chin propped up on his palm, one leg thrown over the opposite arm, and an expression that suggested he could not possibly be more bored.

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    Medieval-Glam-Rock-Bard!Tav skipped town after they smashed the Netherbrain and Ascendant Astarion *smashed her heart.*

    Now, five years later, maybe they'll get a cup of coffee and work things out.

    Nah, I'm lying this is a banter-aggressive, drama-heavy, fake dating courtship, slow-burnin' story informed by personal and shared trauma, identity, dysfunction, and the unresolved sexual tension that only a full-Lawful/Neutral-Evil Astarion vs. Mostly-Chaotic-Sometimes-Neutral Good Tav could produce.

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    Chapters:
    27/40
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    06 Feb 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    "And one day, his participation."

    A private moment between Astarion, Halsin, and Tav, as they get closer.

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    04 Feb 2024

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    “I mean it,” she said. “Don’t kill anyone, Astarion. You’ve gotten what you wanted. Seven thousand lives was enough.”

    “I don’t take orders from you anymore. You just said so, yourself.”

    “The moment you kill someone,” Rose replied, “is the moment I'll know that my next task is to stop you.”

    “Darling,” Astarion grinned, “I would sincerely like to see you try.”

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    The Vampire Ascendent has crossed a line. Eleven years after making the biggest mistake of her life and losing the man she loved, tiefling wizard (now Archmage) Rosalie decides it’s time to put this Astarion in the ground for good. Hopefully, both her head and her heart are strong enough to see this awful task through to its end.

    (A lovers-to-enemies, ‘we’re divorced and going to make it everyone else’s problem’, Vampire-Ascendent-aesthetic-but-make- it “I can STILL fix him’ fic)

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    29 Dec 2023

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    Tav joins Halsin at his settlement a year after the events at Baldur's Gate. Seeing him in charge does something to her that she cant quite shake.

    Mostly smut with feelings.

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    “Halsin, we’re in your library, we should go to your roo–” she hissed, but he cut her off.

    “I will take you where I please this night. You wanted me in charge, well, listen to me, then, and do not disappoint me,” Halsin said, his voice low as he grabbed her hips on both sides, pulling her up to meet his hard length straining against his breeches.

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    25 Dec 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 58

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    A drabbles collection of how Erelyth, Halsin, and Astarion carve out their lives after the events in Baldur's Gate.

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    26 Dec 2023

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    She’s made of light; he’s never felt darker.
    Moments, scenes and variations. Rated M for canon typical things, most intimacy in this is non-sexual.

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    24 Dec 2023

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    Astarion is painfully familiar with what it means to want.

    Has spent centuries doing nothing but wishing, hoping, desiring, wanting.

    Yet it’s been so terribly long since he’s been allowed to have something. Can’t remember what it was like to feel something truly belongs to him. It all seems so far and distant. Like it could have been a dream. An entirely different life all together. A cruel and empty promise.

    But Astarion had her.

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    22 Dec 2023

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    10 Dec 2023

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    “Oh, gods forbid they respond positively to you doing a good thing,” Neve deadpans. She squeezes him a little again. “That’s sort of how it works, Astarion.”

    She can’t even see it. Believes the best of them all so earnestly, himself included, that she can’t see how it would all fall away without her at the center. It’s enough to make a person feel like they might actually deserve it.

    “And by it, you mean…?” he asks instead.

    Her huffed laugh of disbelief ruffles the hair at his neck. “Friendship, you idiot,” she answers. “And the general acquisition thereof.”

    Astarion cuts a sideways look at her as best he can with her still nestled so close. “And is that what we are? Friends?”

    He’d meant it to tease her, and yet finds that the silence before her answer twists his stomach. Because…he doesn’t actually know, either.

    “Yes, Astarion,” Neve says gently, after a moment. “I think we’re very good friends.”

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    Neve and Astarion, continued. She's not a victim. Not a target. Not just one night it's better to forget. But then...whatever in the world could she be?

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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    6,128
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    1,471
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    179,493

    03 Dec 2023

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    He stills for a moment, and then he murmurs against her skin, “Like that, do you? You utter deviant.” He licks a broad path over the bite, then whispers in her ear, “Tell me, darling, did you lure me here hoping for something more?”
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    Astarion decides to manipulate Emerie into caring about him the only way he knows how- with sex. He miscalculates badly.

    *an exploration of trauma responses and healing in a relationship. Angst with periodic relief and a happy ending.

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    Words:
    143,802
    Chapters:
    66/66
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    1,707
    Kudos:
    2,790
    Bookmarks:
    582
    Hits:
    105,779

    28 Nov 2023

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