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a little piece of canadian heaven by camilles_wrld
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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“He’s not taking advantage of you, is he?”
“Taking advantage of me?” Shane’s initial shock transforms quickly into frustration. “Why the fuck would you assume that? What the hell is your problem with Ilya, Hayden? I thought you were getting along.”
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After Ilya leaves Russia to play for Ottawa, not everyone understands Shane and Ilya's very close "friendship."
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- Part 2 of Again and again!
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12 Jul 2026
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Can't Help That I'm Attracted To You by Moonchild311
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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Ilya's teammates walk in on him and Shane, cuddling on the couch.
Ilya is already busted. Now, he just wants to make sure Shane stays a mystery too.
---As he speaks, his chest rumbles, and Ilya feels it. Shane is on top of him, his head on Ilya’s chest and their legs tangled together. It has become Ilya’s favourite cuddling position — smothered by his lovely boyfriend, his hair in Ilya’s mouth, surrounded by him.
“Yes, moy lyubimyy, you are right,” he says, but he’s not looking at the screen. His phone in his hand buzzes.
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10 Jul 2026
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For You, Mama by mads4u2
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are finally retired, but it isn't anything like Ilya expects. Not only is he having to adjust to his new routine, but he starts to notice that his bad days aren't quite as...dark. He's convincing himself that all of those bad days were related to the unyielding demand of hockey. When he first starts flushing his pills down the toilet, he notices that his bad days seem to disappear all together.
But a single sentence out of Shane's mouth undoes all of that. He's suddenly worse than he's ever been, and he doesn't know whether or not he's ever made the right decision about anything, including Shane. He resents his mom for ever giving him these demons to deal with alone. Well...not completely alone. But if it was up to him, Ilya Rozanov would no longer be a part of Shane's life.
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An exploration of Ilya's mental health struggles after retirement.
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10 Jul 2026
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"No problems, no sadness" by Lilylovesbooks
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jul 2026
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Post episode 6. Ilya suddenly gets sick at the cottage. (I'm so bad at summaries, sorry!)
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09 Jul 2026
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Chosen Family by ChaoticRussian2481 for Wadjilicious
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Thank you for being parents to me today. Was nice to not feel scared and alone. Love being part of Hollander family. ❤️
“My god, even I never get a heart emoji from you,” Shane laughed, handing the phone back to Ilya, who quickly sent the message. “It must be love.”
“It is,” Ilya said as his phone pinged again, a message from Yuna lighting up the screen.
And we love you, Ilya. We're here for you and Shane, always. Thank you for letting us take care of you. ❤️
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Life for Ilya Rozanov hasn’t always been easy.
It's a good thing that Shane, Yuna and David have decided he’s theirs now.
A series of firsts with Ilya's chosen family.
Or: the found family fic where Ilya finally gets the love he deserves.
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07 Jul 2026