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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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10 Apr 2026
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charles wallace murry vs the middle school time loop by TheBigCat for Snacky
Fandoms: Kairos (O'Keefe) Series - Madeleine L'Engle
16 Dec 2024
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“Meg, I miss you terribly," he says into the phone receiver.
"Charles Wallace," she replies, "of course I miss you too, but shouldn’t you be in class?"
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09 Apr 2026
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Up until the moment he had an actual cock in his mouth, Shane kept telling himself he’d gone to the bathhouse for professional reasons.
Shane is an exorcist. Ilya is a temperamental bathhouse spirit. The rest is history.
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06 Apr 2026
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inez: Welcome to the Mr. Grace Memorial Discord! This server is open to any student who had him as a teacher or knew him as a person. It’s a place for us to mourn and remember him and his one true love: science.
Earth, after the Hail Mary launches.
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- Part 1 of back on earth
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30 Mar 2026
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The Too Many Ushabtis Job by squireofgeekdom
Fandoms: Leverage (US TV 2008), Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Dec 2025
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"Layla El-Faouly's here."
"Layla El - who is she?" Harry asks. "Should I know who that is?"
Sophie hears the tour guide - apparently on a phone call - before she sees him.
"Marc was worried, so just - I know."
On comms, Breanna whistles. "I knew that name sounded familiar, but - wow."
"Cairo team has been trying to recruit her for years," Parker says. "But -"
“Sophie, what’s the call?”
Sophie looks the approaching tour guide, who's finishing up his own call.
"Yeah. I'll see you soon. Laters, gators."
Sophie takes a deep breath, turns her head away to hide that she's speaking. “Go. Eliot, try to stall her.”
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25 Mar 2026
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Shane and Ilya are both graduate students studying planetary science. They don't always see eye-to-eye.
AKA a collection of dabbles in which I put Hollanov into real(ish) situations I've encountered during my own graduate studies. Written as the ideas come to me, so don't expect them to be in any kind of chronological / narrative order. I've banished them to Toronto both because that's what I know and because Montreal's terrible sidewalk management broke my streak of not eating shit on ice the last time I visited.
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25 Mar 2026
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Stick the Dismount by queerteaoop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Do you think they’re engaged?”
“Or he’s thinking of popping the question,” David said.
“Private catered dinner,” Yuna said by way of agreement.
David patted her hand. “Let’s bring a nice bottle of something, just in case.”
Shane and Ilya host a dinner party. Each of the guests thinks they know why; most of them are wrong.
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- Part 2 of Connecting the Two Dots
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25 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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25 Mar 2026
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Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.
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24 Mar 2026
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Best Served Hot by queerteaoop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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The camera is zooming slowly in on Shane, sitting on a bench in a locker room with his gear most of the way on, starting to lace up his skates. There’s a steaming hot coffee in a paper cup and a donut set neatly on a napkin on the bench beside him. Text appears in the space above the items and proclaims: Extra fuel, for when it’s time to cream Boston.
Dunkin’ Donuts puts Ilya in an ad campaign. Tim Hortons responds in kind. After years of on-ice rivalry, this might actually be the thing that causes the hottest point of contention.
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12 Mar 2026
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Hollander sighs. “It doesn’t concern you,” he says, and his eyes are pointed at Ilya but his gaze is unfocused, distant. Ilya remembers that last, game-winning shot. He wants Hollander’s attention, wants it more in this moment than he’d wanted the goal.
Ilya spreads his hands. “Then why are we still here when we could already be having victory sex in another room?” He smiles, deliberate and mean. “Well, victory sex for me, not for you.”
Normally, this would do the trick. Hollander stares back at Ilya and then says,
“Hayden’s sister thinks I have symptoms of autism.”
(Set circa 2014. Shane wrestles with the possibility he might be autistic. Ilya wrestles with how badly he wants Shane.)
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03 Feb 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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30 Dec 2025
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somewhere in the dark, somewhere near the dawn by sublime_jumbles
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
08 Oct 2025
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“Hi,” she says as she approaches him, suddenly shy. “Are you Raleigh?”
He nods, hair flopping sweetly over his forehead. “That’s me.”
“Hi,” she says again. “Um — my friend gave me your name? As a potential roommate?”
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12 Oct 2025
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Room to Breathe, Space to Grow by LadyFeste for Twowho
Fandoms: The Queen's Thief - Megan Whalen Turner
15 Sep 2025
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I would eventually come to stay with Kamet and Costis many times over the years. The visit most notable for records, even just my own, was the first.
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24 Sep 2025
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Sounis and Eddis consider other titles they might have held.
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20 Sep 2025
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Closed Loop System by One_of_Them (greenbean_paste)
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
29 Jun 2025
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Unit Communication Log:
SecUnit Two: Atmospheric conditions optimal.
SecUnit One: ...
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19 Jul 2025
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RE: Thesis defense issue by kalirush for owl_coffee
Fandoms: FAQ: The "Snake Fight" Portion Of Your Thesis Defense (McSweeney's Post) - Luke Burns
24 Dec 2020
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It is the Wednesday before Thanksgiving, and a student needs a snake for her defense.
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04 Oct 2024
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The Street Food Jobs by SwordAndStars (SwordAndStarsWriting)
Fandoms: Leverage (US TV 2008)
16 Mar 2024
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Five times street food played a role in a job, and one time the street food WAS the job. Featuring pretzels, shawarma, bao, Scotch Eggs, breakfast burritos, paletas, pizza, and Eliot Spencer frequently questioning his life choices.
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21 Jul 2024
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Teleus enlists a guard a year early.
He still doesn't know if he should regret it.
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24 Jun 2024