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The internet falls in love with Buck after a firefighter calendar goes viral.
Unfortunately for Eddie Diaz, he’s already been in love with Buck for years.
Or: Eddie discovers that watching the entire world thirst over Buck is significantly worse than getting shot.
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30 Jun 2026
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It starts as a game. Just a fun little thing they do during shifts to keep themselves entertained.
The idea comes from Chimney.
“We should write secret admirer letters,” he says one afternoon, grinning like he’s just solved world peace.
“They don’t even have to be actual admirer letters. Write something funny. Tell someone you appreciate them. Confess your undying love. Whatever.”
Confess your undying love, huh.
Not gonna lie, Eddie is kind of interested in this one.
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Or, Eddie wants to write a love letter to Buck.
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25 Jun 2026
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Eddie marveled at the stone sculptures. Did they desire to live beyond museum walls that were full of crown molding and marbled floors? Or were they content, being captured and immortalized forever in a lover's embrace? He pondered those two questions as Buck stood beside him. Facing the sculpture of two lovers, Buck tilted his head slightly down in Eddie's direction and bumped his shoulder against him.
"You're just like 'em you know."
Fear seized in Eddie's chest as his eyes flickered up to meet his gaze.
With the ghost of a smile on reddened lips - from drinking berry hibiscus tea - Buck continued by saying, "You're softness made of stone."
Then with a reverent observation that sounded like a prayer he added, "And just as beautiful."
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Eddie finds out he can’t outrun his past, but damn does he try. He has to try even harder, when a childhood friend comes to LA bringing with him memories Eddie swore he’d forget.
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- 10/10
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24 Jun 2026
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the 118 family & their online activities
updates every tuesday night EST
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- Part 1 of our real family
- Language:
- English
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- 66,620
- Chapters:
- 30/?
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24 Jun 2026
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“Get home safe,” Buck says. Then, as always, he thinks: I love you.
Eddie goes very, very still. His breathing stutters to a stop. There’s a strange expression on his face, his mouth twisting in that way it does when he doesn’t know what to say.
Buck squints blearily at him. “What?”
A muscle in his jaw twitches once. Twice. The muted light illuminates the quiet movement of his throat as he swallows.
“What’d you just say?”
“Get home safe,” Buck repeats, a yawn overtaking the last word. “Why…?”
Or: the one where Buck, drowsy and delirious on pain medication, confesses his love to Eddie without realizing it.
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24 Jun 2026
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‘til our fingers decompose, keep my hand in yours by neverendingstories
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Jan 2025
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@deerbuck118: Chimney just told me you saved a little girl today. Apparently some pretty badass shit!!
@eddie.diaz: Are you on mushrooms right now?
@deerbuck118: No?
@eddie.diaz: Then why the fuck are you talking to a chimney?!
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or: In which Buck gets hurt on a call, ends up talking to Dispatcher Eddie Diaz, and falls in love. In that order.
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- Part 1 of Buddie social media AU’s
- Language:
- English
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- 15,492
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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22 Jun 2026
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For months, Buck has been professionally harassed over dispatch by one infuriatingly calm operator with a smug voice, a superiority complex, and a deeply concerning habit of calling him sweetheart over an active emergency line.
Buck hates him.
Obviously.
Then he meets Eddie Diaz in person and unfortunately discovers that the smug voice comes with stupidly nice hands, unfair eye contact, and a thirteen-year-old son who immediately decides Buck is his problem now.
Worse, Eddie gets weirdly possessive every time someone else looks at Buck too long.
Worse than that, Buck likes it.
And when a bad call turns into a building collapse and Eddie has to listen to Buck trapped beneath it over an open dispatch line, suddenly none of it feels like a joke anymore.
Or: Buck and Eddie fall in love while arguing over city emergency communications, and literally everyone is tired of them.
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18 Jun 2026
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18 Jun 2026
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Eddie Diaz has a perfectly reasonable explanation for everything.
Buck is his best friend.
That's why he's in Eddie's will.
That's why Christopher loves him.
That's why he's in every version of Eddie's future.
That's why losing him feels unbearable.
That's why seeing him date someone else feels a little like dying.
Perfectly reasonable.
Right?
Or: Eddie Diaz has a sexuality crisis all thanks to the queen herself, Olivia Rodrigo.
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18 Jun 2026
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He wanted to come home from shifts to Buck asleep in his bed with Christopher curled into his side. He wanted notes on the fridge and shared dinners and movie nights. He wanted Buck woven permanently into every part of their lives until there was no separating them anymore.
Their son.
The thought slipped quietly into Eddie’s mind before he could stop it.
And God help him if it didn’t feel perfect.
Or - Eddie Diaz looses his shit when he comes home from work to see Buck sleeping in his bed with Chris.
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13 Jun 2026
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‘’I love your heart Buck,’’ Deidra says apologetically looking at him like the thing she wants to the most is to give him Theo right here and there. ‘’But you’re a single firefighter working a dangerous job and recently out from suspension following opioid dependency. It’s not never, it’s just not right now. Give it time.’’
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Or: 9x17/9x18 and s10 spec fic about the Theodore kid. Theodore’s foster parents are tired from the fact that he always gets into danger, they want to give him back. Buck recognizes himself in the child and offers to foster him. Social Services won’t let him because he’s single, works a dangerous job and is recently out from ‘rehab’. Steps in Eddie Silver Star Diaz as his PARTNER. Pretend relationship to ✨drama✨Bookmarked by Existing_forever
12 Jun 2026
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Buck.
His name is Buck.
This gorgeous barista is the Buck that Eddie was warned, explicitly, not to flirt with.
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Or: Eddie just wants to order a good cup of coffee. He swears thats all. Really.
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11 Jun 2026
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“I'm in love with someone.” Buck admits, his voice quiet but firm. If Eddie wasn't standing right in front of him he might've missed it.
Buck is in love with someone.
Okay.
That's fine. That's cool. Buck has been in love with plenty of people before. Not that they deserved it, or earned it, or were worthy of it in any way at all, but still. This is fine.
Or not.
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Or: a buddie kitchen confession.
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11 Jun 2026
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11 Jun 2026
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Collection of my Buddie social media AU’s.
All of them can be read separately!
1. Dispatcher Eddie/Firefighter Buck
2. Single girl dad Buck AU
3. Author E. Buckley/Firefighter Eddie Diaz (coming soon)
- Words:
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- Works:
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- 67
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10 Jun 2026
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TDDWCA by misspectacle
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Jun 2026
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- 1
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10 Jun 2026
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“cover your ears and sing landslide!” by fruitsdoesnotknow for kisseshollanov
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Jul 2025
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“Well, long story short,” Chimney says, and Hen mutters 'thank god' under her breath. “Maddie and Buck are insane when it comes to board games and cannot be trusted around them together.”
“Alright,” Buck argues instantly, face heated and he’s using his entire body weight to lean over and point in Chimney’s chest, so far that Ravi has to lean over and grab Buck’s jacket to make sure he doesn’t fall out his seat. “Look, that was one time, and –”
“You guys drew my blood!”
“You wouldn’t have gotten scratched if you didn’t just grab the chess board from us!”
“You were yelling at each other! And who plays chess?”
“Well,” Eddie starts diplomatically, but at the frantic clutch on his arm that Hen does, he wisely realizes it’s best to keep quiet and he promptly shuts his mouth.
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The Buckley siblings are not allowed to play board games together. Until they are. Please keep Eddie and Chimney in your thoughts.
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- Part 6 of For Jaafar
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09 Jun 2026
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May
what if we casually start referring to them like a married couple and see how long it takes them to noticeRavi
OH I’M INChimney
I want plausible deniabilityChimney left the conversation
Harry
💀💀💀May
LMFAOHarry
operation buddie bait is officially a goMay
that is the worst name ive ever heardRavi
secondedHarry
y’all just threatened by my creativity- Language:
- English
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- 26,345
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- 21/21
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- 319
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08 Jun 2026
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The Diaz Study on Long-Term Exposure to the Buckley Variable: Statistically Significant, Emotionally Catastrophic, and Unmodeled by DamnSterek
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Jan 2026
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Abstract: In a longitudinal assessment of the Buckley variable’s impact on Dr. Diaz, we document a surprising decline in objectivity, an alarming spike in flustered rambling, and multiple methodological failures including—but not limited to—accidental staring, uncontrolled blushing, and an unprecedented disregard for professional boundaries. Despite repeated replication attempts, no reliable strategy for emotional neutrality was found. The data strongly support the hypothesis that Subject Buckley is hazardous to academic composure. Peer review pending. Further study (and possibly therapy) is recommended.
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TLDR: A Buddie AU where rockstar!Buck crashes straight into professor!Eddie’s quiet life… and absolutely wrecks him (emotionally and physically).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 97,050
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 267
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- 544
- Bookmarks:
- 171
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07 Jun 2026
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Two stand alone fics that I stuck into a series so you could read one after the other.
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06 Jun 2026