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“Oh shit,” he wailed, rolling his head back, the heels of his hands pressed to his temples. “Shit. This is it, Richard.”
“Shut up.”
“It’s over. We’ve had it. We’re going to jail.”
“Shut up.” I said again. His panic, oddly, had sobered me. “We’ve just got to figure out what to do.”
“Look,” said Francis. “Let’s just go. If we leave now we can be in Montreal by dark. Nobody will ever find us.”
“You’re not making any sense.”
“We’ll stay in Montreal a couple of days. Sell the car. Then take the bus to, I don’t know, Saskatchewan or something. We’ll go to the weirdest place we can find.”
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03 Jun 2026
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When I said I slept with him, I didn't mean it that way.
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01 Jun 2026
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Half-way through his cross-country trek to Vermont the summer before college, Richard encounters a wealthy woman twice his age at an airport, somehow smooth-talks his way into her home, and prepares to make the easiest money he's ever made.
Then her son shows up to Boston in her stead, and his summer goes to shit.
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31 May 2026
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L’Automne s’assombrit ainsi qu’une Bachante
Au sortir des festins empourprés. Elle chante
La moite lassitude et l’oubli des baisers.(Richard and Francis, post-canon. Nothing goes according to plan.)
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- Part 1 of TSH but I decide what comes after
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31 May 2026
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These Things That Lonely Ones Do by pharsalia_nostra
Fandoms: The Secret History - Donna Tartt
22 Apr 2026
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I was Pentheus, the god before me, insisting that I worship him, that I take on woman’s equipment. Aἰδώς μ᾽ ἔχει, Pentheus had said, shame checks me. Αἰδώς, an important word to the Greeks. Shame does not encompass it. Αἰδώς is everything from reverence, self-respect, a sense of honor, that which causes scandal, moderation, self-control.
And what could be more terrifying and beautiful, Julian had asked, to souls like the Greeks or our own, than to lose control completely? And what had I ever wanted, if not what was beautiful?
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Or, my version of what might have happened if nobody had interrupted Francis and Richard that night...
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30 May 2026
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You ask me, that night, if I’ll love you for this life.
I tell you, “I’ll love you for this life, and all the ones that come after.”
You tell me you will too, and I try not to think of it as a lie.
OR: Will remembers every life he’s ever lived. Mike doesn't. Vignettes of the many lives where Will loves Mike.
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14 May 2026
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Aaron Minyard/Twinyards fics by Ghost_InTheMirror, Iamnosuchthing, Rora_InSnow (Ghost_InTheMirror)
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Apr 2025
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collection of aaron/twinyard standalone oneshots
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30 Apr 2026
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If Andrew and Aaron never met until Andrew went pro and a fan met Aaron!
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- Part 8 of Aaron Minyard/Twinyards fics
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30 Apr 2026
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lose it all (with eyes wide open) by ghostwriterofthemachine
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
13 Sep 2021
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His hand is tugged up, and moved so that it covers Deku’s mouth like a gag. He feels the other boy’s lips move, slowly. Repeating the same words over and over again.
Dread spreads through his chest.
Katsuki copies the movements with his own mouth, exhaling sound around them.
“I...can’t—” Katsuki stops. He is staring, but he knows he is not staring at Deku’s face. Who knows what he's staring at. He doesn’t know either.
“You can’t speak,” he says for Deku, and feels the other boy’s head move in an exaggerated nod.
This, Katsuki thinks, is pretty fucking bad.
Katsuki is blinded. Izuku is muted. Both of them are kidnapped. Things get worse.
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30 Apr 2026
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29 Apr 2026
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Aaron would know about crazy things; he had just lived through an unbelievable year. At this point, he was sure nothing that could happen would still surprise him.
His point is forced to be proven wrong when he wakes up in a ghost-like body, unable to be seen or heard by anyone around him.Bookmarked by ExistingandScared
29 Apr 2026
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It's the anniversary of Mary's death, and Neil finds comfort in an odd place.
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10 Apr 2026
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Kevin had been Riko's shadow for a decade and as much as he was happy and relieved to be free of him he also felt an empty ache like a chunk of himself had been removed, spliced and severed from him leaving a bloodied gash in its wake. knowing that Riko no longer existed outside of his head made his chest tighten, it wasn't longing but it was a complete dissection from what he felt was possible. Of course he had known that logically Riko was only a man but that didn't change anything really. Riko was still untouched, a figure leaning over Kevin waiting for him to fault.
There were a million things Aaron could say that might actually be productive. That it made him irrationally angry that now even Andrew put him behind someone else, that he felt like Neil had stolen his family, that Neil had shown up and he and Kevin understood each other in a way he never could. That they all didn't hate Aaron because he was difficult or dysfunctional but because of who he was, because they all loved Neil. That somehow Neil never tried at school and his GPA was only .0023 lower than Aaron who killed himself studying. That Andrew was the only thing he might've considered home and Neil took him.
Maybe things change.
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10 Apr 2026
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What's Your Favourite Colour? by pixelatedtears
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Nov 2025
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He felt like a child again, alight with curiosity, but filled with the shame and embarrassment of a teenager. What was he going to do, anyways? Ask Andrew for his favourite colour? What he wants to be when he’s older? What kind of girls he likes? What sort of movies he watches?
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Aaron hears Andrew laugh for years but never actually hears him happy. This is a story about how forgiveness truly starts from joy.Bookmarked by ExistingandScared
09 Apr 2026
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Normal People by orphan_account, shaggyraki for Sillygooseiseatingbread, thesouleater
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Dec 2025
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“Do you ever feel left behind? Like there's more you could be doing, but can't.”
Aaron's response was immediate, “Not really, no.”
“Fuck you,” Kevin mumbled, wondering why he even bothered asking, “I knew this was stupid.” He turned to leave but was stopped by a hand on his chest, fingers clumsily gripping his shirt.
“Wait, no, I meant if you want to do more, then just do it.” Aaron lightly pulled him back, away from the door, and Kevin followed, unsure of where this was going. “You’re literally going to be a millionaire, Kevin. Think about it, what are your favourite places to go?”
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09 Apr 2026
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Nicky convinces his cousins to join him on a trip to Germany to visit Erik.
Neil and Kevin are also going with them, of course.Cue some misunderstandings and a full schedule of things to do, including visiting Erik's family, going on day trips and possibly even falling in love with your (best) friend.
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09 Apr 2026
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In the summer after his second year, Aaron has a lot of things changing around him and in his bones he feels alone with that. A summer full of Kevin asking him what happened and Aaron honestly not knowing what to say.
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08 Apr 2026
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Aaron learns the hard way to be cautious when eating new fruit. Kevin learns to put his stuff somewhere else.
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Aaron didn't know he had a severe allergy to pineapples. He finds out on a random afternoon.
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07 Apr 2026
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Neil calls.
Bee calls.
His coach calls.
Only two out of three calls get an answer. Neil sounds pretty adamant in stating he’ll be there soon with a change of clothes and fresh coffee, and Andrew is too tired to put up a fight. Bee, strangely awake before eight, offers to come over but doesn’t push him when Andrew tells her he’ll be fine, that he just needed to hear her “for grounding purposes”. As usual, she doesn’t ask many questions, she just provides a friendly ear, says something that makes Andrew’s heart grow three times bigger and hangs up with the promise of checking up in a couple of hours. A nurse walks in, at some point, spots Andrew resting his chin on Aaron’s pillow, waltzes around monitors, IVs, adjusts some needles and then she walks out, only to turn back on her heels at the very last second with a puzzled look on her all too tired face and her brows slightly furrowed atop of her nose.
“Twins,” Andrew says just to dissipate her questions on the existence of a multiverse.Aaron gets involved in a car crash. His exy superstar slash nearly estranged twin brother is his emergency contact. Can a thirty hours long bedside vigil make up for years of neglected therapy sessions?
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- Part 2 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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05 Apr 2026
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Aaron doesn’t show up after the game. When Andrew finds him sitting on a curb, covered in someone else’s blood, he learns the reason: a teenage overdose, a failed attempt at saving him, and a weight Aaron hasn’t figured out how to put down.
It’s not the first patient Aaron’s lost. But it’s the first one who looked like him.
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- Part 2 of Paging Doctor Minyard
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05 Apr 2026