Fangirl_Shrieks
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Controlled Contact Is Still Contact by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Rozanov pins Shane down, fucks into him like he almost hates him, gets a hand around his cock, rough and deliberate, and says it low against his ear—go ahead, try it. Say her name one more time, I fucking dare you—and Shane opens his mouth and sobs into the pillow and nothing else comes out. Just tears and the blood under his nails from Rozanov's back. Then he finds the angle he's been finding since Nashville, and the name is gone entirely.
That's also, more or less, the point.
Shane hates him for that. He hates him the way you hate something that keeps being right about you.
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Or: Shane spends nine years building a structure so airtight it functions as a personality, and Ilya Rozanov spends nine years being the single thing that doesn't fit inside it.
Featuring crazy situationship sex, the complications of sometimes being a terrible person, and one unhinged fixation on Svetlana Vetrova, 31 photos deep, that was never about Svetlana Vetrova.
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- Part 2 of Boys Will Be Boys
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Reward Is Always Measured Backwards by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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The rules of the sex interview were not explained because the rules were the point. What the room needed to see was the specific heterosexual performance that proved you were the right kind of boy—the kind who had done the expected things and would keep doing them and had nothing to hide.
Shane had the girl ready. He’d built her in the shower a week ago, just in case.
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Or: Shane learns, in order, how to skate, how to perform, how to survive a room, and how to want something he will not name for years. Featuring minor hockey, the OHL, one fabricated girl named Jess, and eleven pages of notes on one Ilya Rozanov, who he has never met. Yet.
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- Part 1 of Boys Will Be Boys
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Something Borrowed / Something Blew by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.
This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.
Ilya reaches for him.
His hand passes through air.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.
A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.
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The Discipline Of It by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.
The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.
Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.
Like mother, like son.
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Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.
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Spit Over the Shoulder by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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"You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.
Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.
The ring.
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Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.
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Boys Will Be Boys by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.- Words:
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Nothing Compares to Shane’s Thighs by grabmyboner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Feb 2026
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we don’t collectively talk enough about how good shane is at riding ilya
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Ilya groans, head tipping back against the pillow. He can’t stop staring at the way Shane’s quads flex and release with every rise and fall.
Shane starts slow, long, deliberate strokes, lifting high enough that Ilya almost slips free before sinking back down to the root. Each drop sends a jolt through Ilya’s spine. Shane’s hands stay braced on Ilya’s chest at first, fingers splayed, using the leverage to help control the rhythm.
“You good, Rozanov?” Shane murmurs, voice rough.
His lidded eyes are staring down at Ilya’s sex drunk face. He clenches on the next upstroke, deliberate, and Ilya’s hips snap up helplessly.
“Ni khréna sebe…” Ilya curses in Russian under his breath.
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- Part 9 of Hollanov
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Shane needs words—explicit proof that Ilya’s silence isn’t rejection. When jealousy finally cracks Ilya’s control at All-Star practice, Shane gets it: raw, possessive, and filthy. One locked hotel door later, Ilya makes him kneel, claim, and beg—proving exactly who Shane belongs to.
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“Come here.” Ilya says.
Shane scrambles at the command, about to stand up.
“No,” Ilya says stopping him, “Crawl. Crawl to me.” He’s got his cock back out and he’s stroking it again in anticipation.
Shane swallows and gives a small slow nod before dropping to his hands and knees. He keeps his eyes locked on Ilya, crawling slowly towards him, his hard dick bobbing with each push forward.
The tension in the room is thick and charged, Shane’s heart is beating so fast, he thinks Ilya can probably hear it.
Ilya could almost faint at the sight. The sight of the Shane Hollander, naked and needy, crawling towards him just because he told him to.
“Ty ne ponimayesh’, kak sil’no ty na menya deystvuyesh’.” Ilya whispers, raspy and breathless.
(You don’t understand how strongly you affect me)Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov
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yuna hollander f*cks around and finds out by goldengalaxies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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A little frantic, she grabbed a knife off the chopping block. Yes, she was aware this was a somewhat dramatic reaction to what she was sure was just her son cancelling his plans, but she wasn't going to find out empty handed like a fool from some budget slasher movie.
She yanked open the door to find… Ilya Rozanov?
He was naked.
She screamed.
“Ah!” Rozanov screamed back, grabbing a pillow from the bed and holding it to his crotch. “Blyat!”
Ilya Rozanov was in Shane’s bedroom. In Shane's apartment. Naked. Wearing nothing. Naked.
“Err-“ Rozanov broke the silence.
“Erm-” Yuna repeated, suddenly feeling flustered.
Burglars she could handle. Ilya Rozanov naked? Not so much.
(yuna goes to shane's apartment and gets the shock of her life)
Series
- Part 10 of ways they didn't find out
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They kinda like being caught by foreveroutoflove
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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After Shane and Ilya's marriage, an embarrassing habit forms: people start walking in on them in the middle of sex.
Or five times they are walked in on and one time they walk in on someone else.
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Holy Situationship, Batman! by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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lilybear_1221
Fuck buddy of seven years left suddenly and won’t respond to my texts. What did I do wrong?After the great Tuna Meltdown, Ilya takes to Reddit to get advice on what he did wrong using the pseudonyms Lily and Jane.
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- Part 1 of Lily and Jane's Reddit Adventures