2 Series by FearofForgetting
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illi mcmillin + one dead friend (ghost ray au) by FearofForgetting
Fandom I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video), My Chemical Romance
23 Jun 2026
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Illi McMillin & Mikey Way
- Illi McMillin & Ray Toro
- Ray Toro & Mikey Way
- Frank Iero & Illi McMillin
- Frank Iero & Illi McMillin & Ray Toro & Mikey Way
- Illi McMillin
- Mikey Way
- Ray Toro
- frank is mentioned offhandedly in exactly 1 sentence
- Frank Iero
- Supernatural Elements
- Ghosts
- Paranormal
- Possession
- but like it’s not that bad
- Drowning
- (brief but graphic)
- Past Character Death
- undeath? kind of?
- Protective Siblings
- Trans Illi McMillin
- not outright stated. but really important to me.
- They/Them Pronouns for Ray Toro
- She/Her Pronouns for Illi McMillin
- Happy Ending
- Ambiguous/Open Ending
- ray gets to be dead for once
- cheers!
- no beta we die like ray…
- Platonic Relationships
- but feel free to read illi & ray as in love
- they’re queer platonic. to me
- No Waycest
- Bugs & Insects
- i LOVE my bug motifs.
- fork found in kitchen (maggi uses bug imagery in a fic)
- Mild Hurt/Comfort
- the hurt isn’t super bad & the comfort is mostly implied
- but this is fluff. TO ME
- not screen reader friendly
- Sorry:(
- Summoning
- cute bonding idea: summon a ghost with your sibling. nothing will go wrong. trust
- Delusions
- (mild)
- a lot of this SOUNDS bad but its not that bad
- I Wrote This While Listening to My Chemical Romance's Music
- 3 cheers is 22..
- this turned into an allegory about being plural.
- idk how that happened
- illi mcmillin is tagged but she’s not really here..
- its just ray..
- this one wont make sense if you havent read the first part
- Comfort
- I guess???
- High School
- Gen or Pre-Slash
- Siblings Illi McMillin & Mikey Way
- uhmmm idk how to taggg
- Anxiety
- I guess..
- this work is named after the time of day NOT the vampire novels
- (i say while wearing an edward cullen shirt)
Summary
various oneshots from my au where ray is a ghost.
updates will be sporadic, but each part is considered “complete” and i wont have any cliffhangers. it’s recommended that you read this series in order.
- Words:
- 3,524
- Works:
- 2
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fear's 2025 whumptober (except it's all welcome to night vale) by FearofForgetting
Fandom Welcome to Night Vale
- Mature, Teen And Up Audiences, General Audiences
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, No Archive Warnings Apply
- Gen, M/M, Other, F/M
- Complete Series
31 Oct 2025
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Major Character Death
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale) & Lauren Mallard
- Kevin & Cecil Palmer
- Cecil Palmer/Carlos Robles
- Charles | Kevin's Boyfriend/Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Charles | Kevin's Boyfriend & Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Cecil Palmer & Carlos Robles
- Charles | Kevin's Boyfriend & Donovan & Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Donovan & Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- carlos robles & his family
- Kevin & Kevin
- Carlos & Old Woman Josie Ortiz
- Carlos & Tamika Flynn
- Tamika Flynn & Cecil Palmer
- Old Woman Josie Ortiz & Cecil Palmer
- Carlos & Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Carlos & Kevin & Cecil Palmer
- Cecil Palmer/Carlos Robles (background)
- Kevin & The Smiling God (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Esteban & Cecil Palmer
- Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Lauren Mallard
- Cecil Palmer
- Carlos Robles
- Charles | Kevin's Boyfriend (Welcome to Night Vale)
- The voice of Night Vale - Character
- Donovan (Welcome to Night Vale)
- unnamed strex employee
- Station Management (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Carlos Robles' Mother
- Carlos Robles' Sister
- unnamed strexcorp employee
- Kevin (again)
- Old Woman Josie Ortiz
- Tamika Flynn
- The Smiling God (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Esteban (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Dark
- Hurt No Comfort
- please please read warnings
- Blood and Injury
- Violence
- Cults
- (if thats what you consider the smiling god)
- Whumptober
- Whumptober 2025
- Sacrifice
- Human Sacrifice
- not silly goofy
- sorry kevin :(
- no beta we get devoured
- death but like... only kind of
- i'm still tagging it major character death tho
- also the beg for forgiveness prompt is really just there in spirit
- this one is really short sorry
- the rest of the days will be longer
- kevin uses he/him it/its and sun/suns pronouns in this fic
- Background Carlos/Cecil Palmer
- it's only mentioned and it's not important to the story but i thought i should tag it anyway
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- i have. no clue how to tag this
- during strex kevin
- like he's not yet been conditioned by them but the takeover of desert bluffs HAS happened
- Caretaking
- just a bit
- as a treat
- Apologies
- Hurt/Comfort
- Bittersweet Ending
- Bad Things Happen To Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- dislocations
- placed ambiguously in the timeline
- sandstorms
- What-If
- Post-Episode: e073 Triptych
- Author has no medical knowledge
- i just read like two articles
- #research
- cecil uses both he/him and hy/hym pronouns in this fic
- Implied/Referenced Torture
- no beta we die like the interns
- i THINK that's the last tag
- Drinking to Cope
- Heavy Drinking
- Drinking
- Hopeful Ending
- (but not by much)
- Emetophobia
- not too much just tagging to be careful
- Depression
- Bipolar Disorder
- not stated explicitly in the fic but it's my headcanon for cecil
- Autistic Carlos (Welcome to Night Vale)
- Bad Things Happen to Cecil Palmer
- cecil uses he/him say/sair and dae/daem pronouns in this fic
- ok woah i just noticed i went like way off prompt
- Oops
- Blindness
- Permanent Injury
- Non-Human Cecil Palmer
- he's not exactly too eldritch-y but he has a third eye
- Cecil Palmer Has a Third Eye
- i cant find the good boyfriend carlos tag for some reason??
- uhm....
- ok then
- carlos robles has anxiety
- That's not a tag???
- Erm.
- make it one.
- Non-Graphic Violence
- Cecil Palmer is Not Described
- bad driving decisions
- seriously guys don't drive like carlos
- cecil uses ir/ire pronouns in this fic
- unfinished :[
- but not horribly so
- donovan is mentioned but does not make an appearance
- Light Angst
- Existentialism
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- they're so cutsey😊
- Nightmares
- Anxiety
- Fear of Death
- no one dies but charles has a dream where kevin does
- SO
- Temporary Character Death
- kevin uses she/ her and vox/voice pronouns
- which is why it's tagged other as well as m/m
- cause it's not really m/m....
- Whumptober 2021
- unfinished.... two days in a row...
- fuuck i almosg forgot to post this…
- Strexcorp
- Amnesia
- Strexcorp Takeover
- Kidnapping
- (in spirit)
- Conditioning
- of the strexcorp variety
- Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
- Sort Of
- Memory Alteration
- my take on strex!carlos
- cause i love this trope so much
- Rescue Missions
- cecil palmer is a wet cat
- cecil uses hy/hym pronouns in this fic
- i went a bit off prompt....
- i'm posting this as a oneshot for whumptober but i'll add a second chapter once the month is over
- it just got too long :']
- the voice of night vale is treated as it's own character separate to cecil
- Episode: e171 Go to the Mirror?
- Mirrors
- Dissociation
- Loss of Identity
- Angst
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- very stylistic
- and confusing
- especially at the start
- stick with me though
- Eldritch Cecil Palmer
- i forgot that tag
- (yet again. i love hy/hym cecil palmer)
- the Voice uses it/its
- Forced Bonding
- cecil realises that kevin is a fucked up little guy
- i have no cluw how to tag this
- Typical Night Vale Weirdness
- oh look. markus is writing more platonic kevcil to cope with canon
- who woulda guessed
- cecil uses cii/ciir and he/him pronouns in this fic
- kevin uses He/Him
- sorry I forgot that tag
- unfinished..... sob
- i will definitely finish this one later i just ran out of time…
- ohhh fuck yeah charlevin
- ok lets get the angst tags out of the way first
- ahem
- Panic Attacks
- derealisation
- which isn't a tag for some reason?? ok.
- Flashbacks
- Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
- ok. fun cutesy tags time!!
- Family Dynamics
- Domestic Fluff
- make them. a happy family.
- or ELSE!!
- Recovery
- kevin uses Sie/Hir and He/Him pronouns in this fic
- unfinished. collapses.
- well. shucks
- Bad Ending
- very very bad
- Stitches
- Non-Consensual Drug Use
- Non-Consensual Body Modification
- kevin uses he/him and ve/var pronouns in this fic
- cause at least while vaer suffering. ve can have. gender
- Torture
- forgot that tag....
- sorry kevin :''''''')
- Aftermath of Violence
- Eldritch Horror
- yay! markus writes more fucked up cecil!!!
- mmmm...
- Symbolism
- the laceration is not literal
- but i kept the prompt aanyway
- Whump
- this felt like the first fic that actually fit that tag
- cecil uses she/her and he/him pronouns in this fic
- the Voice uses It/Its pronouns
- the Voice makes Its return as Its own character except i didn't tag It this time
- (cause It only plays a minor part)
- unfinished but like... can be read as finished
- Drabble
- this is soooo headcanon filled
- like the headcanon to word ratio is CRAZY
- Bipolar Carlos Robles
- Transgender Carlos Robles
- we got the double combo
- Medication
- this whole fic is like. so different from everything else i've done so far for this collection
- Introspection
- headcanons
- SOooo many
- mostly just like. where carlos grew up
- (colorado. because no one can prove me wrong)
- the only reason i didnt finish this was because it got too long
- and i didn't know how to stop it
- also i looooove the song call me the bard... and elio..... listen to elio's music NOW
- Disability
- Physical Disability
- POTS | Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome
- charles has POTS
- EDS | Ehlers Danlos Syndrome
- kevin has eds
- disables your blorbos
- hey look! markus is projecting its disabilities onto its favourite characters!
- (again)
- kevin uses she/her pronouns in this fic
- FORGOT THAT TAG...
- strexcorp revolt fails AU
- Minor Violence
- cecil uses hy/hym pronouns in this
- more hy/hym cecil....
- Short One Shot
- a bit longer than a drabble... but still super short
- sorry you guys are getting a lot of short fics in a row...
- i'll try to make tomorrow longer...
- this is sooo late i’m sorry…
- There's Two Of Them
- Oh no....
- Episode: e073 Triptych
- But different
- Pre-Strex Kevin
- Post-Strex Kevin
- we got BOTH of em
- Time Shenanigans
- oh boy that's a fun tag!
- i've used that tag SO MUCH this month....
- and it WILL be used again!
- Implied/Referenced Drug Use
- like. it's one sentence but i'm tagging it anyway
- ohhhh........
- anyway this fic hurt me and i'm gonna go lay down now
- (is already laying down)
- pre strex kevin uses he/him she/her and ve/vaer pronouns
- post strex kevin uses He/Him and She/Her pronouns
- also we used every prompt WOO!
- i forgot those tags again....
- tamika is only like. sort of there but i'm tagging her anyway
- heavier on the comfort side
- (again. the real main character in these fics is the implied torture tbh....)
- Cutesy
- cecil uses hy/hym pronouns
- (the second main character in these fics is cecil's hy/hym pronouns)
- this is a spiritual part 2 to day 15 except i forgot several details about day 15 so... that's why it's a spiritual one
- Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
- The Void
- cecil is vaguely not human
- silly goofy (i'm tormenting The Characters again)
- cecil uses he/him and zee/zed pronouns
- so few tags for once....
- where strex is overthrown but kevin and carlos dont end up in the desert otherworld
- Fix-It of Sorts
- more platonic kevcil to cope with canon
- Can't You See How Well Im Coping? can't You???
- Post-Episode: e049 Old Oak Doors
- idk how to tag this anymore....
- Kevin Uses She/Her Pronouns
- cecil uses ir/ire pronouns
- i titled this fic and then changed the plot and was too lazy to re title it so the title only half fits
- cecil is only there briefly
- carlos has pots
- because projection
- for fun.
- Slightly longer than a drabble
- this was supposed to be longer but writer's block said no.
- the resignation prompt is only there in spirit
- sorry kevin...
- but the desert bluffs takeover instead of the night vale one
- again...
- Train of thought style
- Ambiguous/Open Ending
- but it's implied to be Not Good
- kevin uses she/he pronouns in this fic
- this time there is no platonic kevcil
- uhh. very opposite in fact
- Sorry guys
- Blood and Gore
- the violence is described somewhat graphically? idk it’s not too bad but worse than any of the other days
- Episode: e019a The Sandstorm (Welcome to Night Vale)
- but rewritten to be worse!!
- Eldritch Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
- but neither are described in too much detail it’s mostly just implied
- this is the opposite of my coping with canon. i’m making canon the same but Worse
- cecil uses he/him and say/sair pronouns
- kevin uses It/Its pronouns
- it’s sort of in a dehumanising way from cecil so be careful if you’re triggered by that
- (like not 100 percent because kevin is Not A Person. but still. stay safe:3)
- yet another day that was shorter than intended but i physically Could Not make it longer
- but at least it is finished
- the bad timeline...
- Hospitals
- sort of but not really
- this is the loose prequel to day fifteen :D
- but it can be read as it's own thing idk
- cecil get his voice forcefully taken
- via total laryngectomy
- i read WAY too many articles and reports and shit on laryngectomies for this
- (me and my medical special interest...)
- by the way i changed the song for today last minute and have not changed it in the playlist yet
- so mb....
- EDIT: I HAVE SINCE FIXED THE PLAYLIST
- cecil is important but not ever actually there
- Canon Compliant
- the (not) long awaited return of
- Repression
- very much intended as a trans fem kevin fic. it is just not said outright
- smiles at you. come closer. i dont bite. i promise
- sooo many - Freeform
- Kevin is Described
- but i only add like one thing that isn't really in her canon description
- kevin uses He/Him pronouns
- (but.. transgender.)
- this is like. half a fanfiction and half pure projection and you guys will never know which bits are what
- because fun fact! kevin and her life mirror mine uncomfortably closely!
- uh oh
- guess who didn't write for two days and is behind
- its okay i'm catching up and now you get three days in one
- Post-Episode: e070A Taking Off
- sniffle
- kevun....
- i love carlos but also.... ggggrrrr
- shockingly this is like mostly trigger free
- just like general sadness
- the charles/kevin is breif
- Recreational Drug Use
- kevin smokes weed
- Wordcount: 100-500
- sliiiightly longer than a drabble
- post episode 244 a multiplicity of kevins
- transgender kevin my queen
- kevin is vaguely described
- some sliiiight body horror
- kevin is just a little silllyyy
- Meet-Cute
- weird horror edition
- i wanted this to be longer:/
- But nope.
- Writer's Block
- Teeth
- i am so sorry i thought i posted this two days ago???
- please forgive me for i have forgotten about the prompts once more
- Book: It Devours!
- Spoilers for It Devours!
- a sort of reimagining
- but not of an in-book scene.
- just. it'll make sense i swearrrrr
- Bugs & Insects
- Religion
- centipedes
- Prayer
- i loooove writing religious scenes (religious trauma (who also enjoys religion))
- The Desert Otherworld (Welcome to Night Vale)
- placed really nebulously in the timeline
- i'm not even going to bother trying to figure out where but it's probably after episode 70
- /when carlos leaves
- kevin uses Sie/Hir and He/Him pronouns
- work title doesn't really fit (i picked it then changed everything) but i dont care...
- pleaaaase don't kill me for this i was in A Mood
- Immortality
- That is not a good thing
- Sad
- i was having Thoughts
- Cecil Palmer is a Mess
- But Also!
- Healing
- sort of.
- barely.
- Aging
- but not cecil
- hahaha anyone else think about how cecil will watch everyone he loves grow old?
- no. just me? ok.
- Post-Canon
- but yk night vale is still going so it's just like. in the future
- Isolation
- kinda.
- also kinda - Freeform
- cecil uses he/him pronouns
- also this is formatted a little bit oddly
- it's a bunch of little tidbit scenes with some large timegaps in between but it still has a proper story flow
- Trans Female Character
- i'm actually using that tag for once because it's fic relevant this time :3
- Trauma
- but she gets better
- just a teeeeny tinnnyyyyy bit of an author projects himself onto kevin because he Literally Is kevin
- Catharsis
- is this considered comfort? idk but i'm tagging it anyway!
- Comfort
- there's some miiild unreality at points
- and some out of body stuff
- but yk. me too
- continuation of day twenty two
- :3
- Blood Loss
- But they're very minor
- cecil is full of rage and i love him for it
- Dehumanization
- but like. we all know what happens with the good ole strex sooo
- Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
- cause cecil is. cecil
- hashtag me and my coping mechanisms
- i can't believe i finished it.....
- also when i originally picked today's title i did NAWT realise it was literally saying 'its over' for the last day.
- Happy accidents
- although cecil uses It/Its for Him
- and cecil uses he/him and say/sair pronouns
Summary
I will be trying to actually complete whumptober this year‼️❗️‼️❗️
a lot of these will be posted unfinished :,3 i'll try to revisit some of them after october, though:D
if you couldn't tell by the title of the series, ALL of the fics this month are going to be wtnv. it is like my very big special interest.
i also give them (mostly cecil and kevin) weird pronouns, although it's not consistent throughout. if you'd like to see my master list it can be found either here on google docs or here on elipsus! in the notes of each individual fic i do say what pronouns i used for each character so no one gets confused.
all the titles of the works are lyrics from this playlist! (it's in order as well!)
- Words:
- 17,158
- Works:
- 31
- Bookmarks:
- 3