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    If anyone bothered to ask Ghost who he was, he figured he'd just stare at them for a moment, and say three simple words.

     

    "A stray dog."

     

    He didn't mean to bite. Didn't mean to bare his teeth or snap at every outstretched hand.

    It wasn't in his nature—not really.

    He didn't want to be like this.

    He just didn't know how to be anything else.

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    "Jesus fucking Christ, MacTavish," Ghost snapped, his voice cutting through Soap like a bullet through bone, making mincemeat of his heart as it dropped clear to his feet. "Shut the fuck up."

    — # —

    In the wake of Hassan's death and stolen moments in Las Almas, Soap can't seem to quiet his mind—and Ghost won't let himself rest. Haunted by guilt and convinced he's the problem, Ghost starts doing what he does best: pushing people away before they can see the mess he really is.

    If he's alone, maybe Soap will be safe.

    But Johnny MacTavish has never been good at backing down.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    ALL the best bits of this pairing. Every single one.
    Simon tries to push Soap away to save him and they both spiral. Absolute perfection. Attempted resignation, running away, cold shoulder, being told to SHUT UP, emotional BREAK DOWNS. Absolutely HOT submissive top Simon. INCREDIBLE artwork. The best of the best.

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    Six months after moving to Ottawa to be closer to Shane, Ilya Rozanov is… struggling. He has the support of many people around him, but he needs to make this new city his home, that starts with building a winning team.

    AKA: With the help of the Montreal Metros WAG’s Ilya is trying to scout the perfect team for Ottawa.

    Bostons worst nightmare sequel!

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    01 Jul 2026

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    After befriending the Montreal WAG’s life gets switched around a little and Ilya begins to build and grow his team into something with promise.
    Features better communication and explanation of side characters lore that is just 🤌🏻 perfect balance.
    Read to chapter 14 - Harris and Troy bump into each other and Ilya’s depression becomes an issue.

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    "We were never anything. You need to get that through your head."

     

     

    Soap laughs hollowly into the empty corridor

     

     

    I can live with that

     

     

     

    playlist!

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    23 Aug 2023

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    Ghost is super mean. Selectively mute Johnny. Don’t re-read last few paragraphs - (retirement death).

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “You’ve never seen a woman when you’re out on a job and thought, ‘damn, I wanna tap that’?”

    Ghost takes another sip of his bourbon. “Nah.”


    Or: Ghost hasn’t had sex in what feels like ages. Soap helps him fix that.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    After Shane comes out, the Metros become convinced he might be attracted to them.

    Shane corrects this assumption with devastating precision, accidentally describes Ilya Rozanov in the process, and somehow turns the entire locker room into a deranged pageant of heterosexual insecurity.

    Edit: Additional content added 27/06/2026 in relation to future fic "The Benchmark" 😈

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