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    Tumblr user Holmescope posted: "Hamish growing up thinking Sherlock’s name is actually ‘Love’ because that’s all he’s ever heard John call him."

    This happened. Sorry/not sorry.

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    06 Jun 2017

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    love

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    "For a second, I allow myself to remember teaching John how to waltz. There is a special room in my mind palace for it. A big one, with a proper parquet dance floor. For a second, I go there. I remember holding him, closer than the World Dance Council asks for, excusing it with the fact that we are training for a wedding, not for a competition. For a second, I feel his hand on mine again, smell his sweat, hear the song we used. For a second, I allow myself to love him deeply. For a second, only a second, that love reflects on my face."

    Fix-it for S3, starting at the end of TSoT. Written from Sherlock's POV.

    If you like to see Mary as one of the good guys, you might want to stop reading right here.

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    18 May 2017

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    i was awake unil 4:30 to finish this

    my heart is broken..or just bend, yep

    am i setting myself up for being gloriously depressed yet again

    i think i am

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    John realizes too late what has been in his heart all along, and flees London. But can he ever truly leave Sherlock behind?

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    01 May 2017

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    FINALLY, a realistic way to perceive love. Hard, painful, yet real, forgiving and lasting.
    So brilliantly in character!
    Oh, how my heart hurts.

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    They were still in the middle of the room. Still close. Sherlock's hand was still on John's neck. Still lingering. Still warm on John's skin.

    God, was he afraid.

    He was still afraid that John would break free from the embrace, put on that hateful mask of half hearted indifference and bravery and leave the air around Sherlock cold like before. His cheek touched by the harsh, cold air around him instead of the soft grey of John's hair. His lungs empty of his smell.

    His arms empty and useless.

    Had it only been a moment?

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    28 Apr 2017

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    beautifully written. so poetic and fragile.

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    Baker Street is very much the same. Only different.

    And Sherlock is just trying not to drown.

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    15 Apr 2017

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    the most beautiful thing I've ever read ffs

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    "They had tried so hard to keep this from her for as long as humanly possible. She wouldn’t understand, they said. But it was bound to come out at some point, they both knew it."

    Rosie finds out that her father once killed himself in front of her other father.

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    14 Apr 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy hell, how I needed this.

  7. Public Bookmark 62

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    Prompt: “Hello?... Why is the door open?”

    In which Sherlock Holmes meets and loses John Watson.

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    02 Apr 2017

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    this hurt

  8. Public Bookmark 39

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    So once again I come to you with a ficlet inspired by addi. This one is less sad than the others. Here is the post it refers to: http://addignisherlock.tumblr.com/post/157912832181/people-kindly-gives-me-wonderful-and-delightful

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    19 Mar 2017

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  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    Written in response to this headcanon: http://addignisherlock.tumblr.com/post/156273368031/ok-but-what-if-in-his-rampage-john-accidentally .

    Basically, what would happen if John had kicked Sherlock in exactly the wrong place during his moment of madness in TLD

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    19 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yep, hate myself

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    So, addignisherlock posted this on Tumblr:
    ok but what if when sherlock decided to point the gun at himself in tfp, he didn’t give a countdown
    “a while ago a brave man asked to be remembered.”
    next thing john and mycroft knew, there was a loud bang and sherlock’s blood splattered on their faces

    And then this happened.

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    19 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i really do hate myself

  11. Public Bookmark 16

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    "It's okay," Sherlock assures him once more. He has already tried to tell him so a few days ago when John finally broke down.

    He doesn't yet dare to think about what happened.

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    19 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes yes yes yes yes

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    His immune system is decimating his nervous system - a civil war raging inside of him. Is there a reaction he's supposed to be having to this news, now? Something normal: cry, scream, pound the wall? Shake his fist at the uncaring universe?

    John can't stop this. An uncomfortable bed at some hospital ward isn't going to stop this.

    They keep telling him that this will most likely pass, but no one is answering the most important question: how will he be able to endure the uncertainty and the long wait?

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    16 Mar 2017

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    Inspired by a fic idea on tumblr : "John and Sherlock know the Yard has a pool going for when they’re finally going to get together. It’s been running forever, and it’s worth thousands of pounds. It’s all fun and games, hahaha, until they find out Lestrade is in dire financial straits (dog needs emergency surgery, he’s putting his kid through gymnastics training, I don’t know, something), and they decide to fake a relationship to win the pool for him. Sherlock figures out the day and way that Lestrade thinks it’s going to happen, and they act it out. It’s all for a good cause, fake relationship style, until it’s not."

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    13 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ummm...the first "it's for a case" I've decided to read...cause it wasn't really for a case. It was for a friend.

    not regretting a second of it.
    and mrs. hudson's bet...made me fucking cry.

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    Now, as Rosie sat curled up against Sherlock’s side, John watched and wondered exactly how he had ended up here. Domesticity had never suited him before, not at any point in his life. His disastrous marriage had been proof of that. But somehow, here in the warmth and safety of 221B Baker Street, here with Sherlock Holmes reading medical jargon to his daughter, Sherlock’s bony feet nudging against his leg, John couldn’t imagine anyplace that would make him happier.

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    13 Mar 2017

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    ........yep
    started in the kitchen in the middle of the night, now we're...in an ideal world.

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    10 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    if only it could have been so easy. it should have been, really.
    breaks my heart, still.

  16. Public Bookmark 55

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    "Just how many second chances do you think we're going to get? What if this had really been the last?"

    The strain is beginning to show on all of them. Mycroft is showing his heart. John is sitting at another bedside watching Sherlock hover on the brink, but this time it's more than his life at stake. Mary is sharing a secret with the most unlikely of confidantes. Changes are coming, and nothing will ever be the same.

    This story begins with Sherlock leaving at the end of HLV and returning at the end of TAB, and it's my take on where series four is headed. It's the third part of a triology, but it stands on its own. Threads from Something Broken and Something Borrowed are included, but there is no requirement to read either of those before this one. If you haven't read those, I hope you enjoy this one enough to give them a look.

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    09 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I think this was the best way to handle the aftermath of HLV I've ever seen.

    Mary was the one who arranged the Moriarty Broadcast. She was working for Mycroft the whole time! She was put in John's life to keep him alive! yes, yes, yes.
    She knew that if Sherlock left again, it would kill John. And she loved him, so she couldn't let that happen.
    Sherlock ACTUALLY overdosed on that, as he SHOULD, FFS. He went to a hospital and it was very bad.
    But Mary wasn't going to give up. John spent all his time sitting beside Sherlock's bed, finally realising where he belongs.
    After they got home from the hospital, he decided to leave her.
    She told him Sherlock knew he loved him.
    And then faked pregnancy pain.
    John stayed with her after he saw his baby moving.
    Sherlock, convinced that John is staying with him solely because he feels guilty, did what he thought was the only way - he started to pretend he doesn't need him. He went back to drugs. He used Jared as John-substitute. That part was painful to read.
    But then he got kidnapped. Why? Because of Mary.
    And they tortured him and so he decided to delete everything in order to protect...guess who.
    That lead to a complete memory loss of everything after he got from Serbia.
    Kind of an ideal situation.

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    Just days after The Hug, John takes a turn staying with Sherlock while he recovers. When the tremors in Sherlock's hands make it difficult to shave, John offers his help, the intimacy of the situation leading to a much-needed reconnection.

    (Takes place between TLD and TFP.)

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    07 Mar 2017

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    how simple some things can be.

    sherlock's hands are shaking.
    john helps him shave.
    there are words.

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    John’s marriage is over and he is finally back home (i.e. at Baker Street, where he belongs).
    Sherlock is awfully insecure and John is awfully hesitant, and they're both awkward idiots, of course, but they figure it out. Many First Times happen.

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    07 Mar 2017

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    "Love never dies a natural death, it dies of blindness, and errors, and betrayals. It dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings."
    -Anais Nin

    This is the way love falls apart: by the smallest of increments away from each other, barely noticed for their insignificance until the sum of them becomes a distance too great to cross.

    This is the way love grows: by the smallest of increments toward each other, barely noticed for their significance until the sum of them finds you standing face to face.

    Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

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    06 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh, how beautiful was that, I can't even.

    John's POV.
    Post HLV, with a very believable twist: Mary forced Sherlock into "an Agreement"
    She cheats on him, he leaves.
    She gives birth to his daughter and there are three people rushing to the hospital - John, Sherlock and Roger, an ordinary man who looks at Mary just like Sherlock looks at John.
    So John understands. And Sherlock is at his side every step of the way.
    Brilliant characterisation.

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    It doesn’t escape his notice that this was how Sherlock would sometimes recall him to reality a lifetime ago, when his lungs would feel clogged with sand and he thought he could hear sniper fire whispering in his ear. He hasn’t forgotten, either, how utterly terrifying those moments used to be.

    ( A fix-it. )

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    04 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    to read whenever I feel like crying about the morgue scene and it's consequences

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