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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

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    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    It looks ugly, but it’s clean
    Oh momma, don’t fuss over me.

    5 times Shane (and family) care for Ilya and the 1 time Ilya takes care of Shane.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Ilya wanted to get better. He had tried everything… except antidepressants. But starting antidepressants wasn’t something that was easy - not for him, at least.

    Luckily, he had Shane to help him through it.

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    AU where Buck is on the run from his abusive boyfriend and thinks he can never be healed. But Eddie is destined to prove him wrong // tw: depression, suicide, domestic violence, mention of sexual assault

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    14 Jun 2025

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    “Listen,” Daniel shifted, his white coat creasing at the elbows. “He's enamored... With the idea of being a firefighter, that is.” Daniel filled in as though Eddie had asked for more information.

    “Daniel.” Maddie said in a stern, curt tone. “Stop it.”

    “I just think he should know.” Daniel gestured lazily, but defended passionately. “Evan can't do it.”

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    Three things happen pretty quickly in Eddie’s life: he moves to Boston, he meets a bar manager, and in falling in love with him and all of his mysteries, learns how to fall in love with his life again.

    Or the story of breaking the glass to get to the other side.

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    14 May 2025