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    “We figure a lot of it is going to be old junk,” Shane admitted. “But, apparently, this is the last of Ilya’s dad’s things from the old house. So, at least there won’t be more coming after this.”

    Yuna pressed an open palm to her chest sweetly. “Aww. That must be very emotional for you, Ilya.”

    Her Russian son’s face flattened, and he sucked his teeth. “Not really. Just one more chore my brother is pawning off on me, really.”

    “Oh come on,” she tisked. “There could be all kinds of old memories and family keepsakes in there you might want!”

    “Doubt it.”

    - OR -

    Some old home videos from Russia arrive, and the Hollanders get to see firsthand why Ilya doesn't like to talk about his childhood.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Yuna and Ilya might not be close yet, but she certainly isn’t going to abandon him in some random Ottawa hotel room when he’s sick. And Ilya's powerless against these Hollanders — their earnest kindness, and their insistence on caring about him as though he deserves it.

    Or: Yuna + Ilya's mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    He glances at his watch. Ilya probably won’t be home for fifteen more minutes or so. Shane knows he shouldn’t be snooping, but he’s so curious…

    He opens the box.

    And then his chest collapses.

    He was right. There are photos in here. Photos from Ilya’s childhood. But they’re not happy memories at all.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Is this one from hockey?” he asks softly. Beneath him, Ilya exhales lightly.

    “No.”

    “What’s it from?”

    “A belt,” Ilya replies casually, as if the word doesn’t make Shane’s whole body go still for a moment, his muscles tensing to hold him frozen.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Ilya’s father was not a good one in many ways, Cliff begins to realise this and decides to step in as the family Ilya’s always deserved.

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    Cliff Marleau being the brother Ilya deserves, from holding him when he cries, to supporting him when he comes out.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."

    “I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."

    “What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.

    Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”

    Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.

     
    Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    "Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."

    "You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"

    "I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."

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    Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    12 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.

    Ilya Rozanov was nothing.

    And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.

    (Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    There was nothing Ilya loved more than fucking Shane Hollander – except, as he’d finally said out loud, maybe Shane Hollander himself.

    The time at the cottage was perfect – more than perfect. Lifechanging. Universe-shifting. He had a boyfriend. A family. Everything he’d ever wanted – except that now it was time to go home, and deal with the one thing he still didn’t want to talk about.

    His heat.

    His disgusting, miserable, painful heat – that he would handle alone. Like he always did. But then Shane was asking him why, and that was the question, wasn’t it? Why, why, why?

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    10 Jul 2026

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    The first time Shane had sensed it, they’d been three goals up, winning a game they didn’t really deserve to win.

    ‘Rozanov - ‘ something on his face must have given away how truly terrible he feels, because Hollander is stepping closer, a look of concern etched over his features. He bites back his words - Ilya sways, just barely, dizzy all of a sudden - and Hollander gets out ‘Ilya,’ the name low and far too intent. Hollander smells worried, rain-charcoal-loam, a thick miasma. 

    Ilya chokes back a noise of pain as his stomach cramps, deep pain low in his pelvis - another wave of heat flushes over his cheeks - and it’s then that he feels the first trickle of slick and realizes, horribly and suddenly, what must impossibly be happening. What has been happening.

    He's going into heat.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane might not have been the stereotypical alpha in many ways, but even he could instinctively recognize the scent of an omega going into heat. He just hadn’t expected to feel it when he woke up after the first night spent with Ilya at the cottage.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    08 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    ilya cuts his hand open under an avocado on a beautiful day off in montreal.

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    08 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane has a ten year plan. Then Ilya gets shot while they're taking out the trash, and the plan goes to shit.

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    08 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane gets the text while he's hiding in his car.

    "He can’t answer your calls right now, he’s a little messed up"

    An unexpected consequence of chirping.

     

    Ilya takes a bad hit. Shane panics. Cliff is a Good Friend. Svetlana is a GOAT. Hayden is just Hayden.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    After a brutal check sends him into the boards, Ilya ends up in the ER with severe back pain. Ilya has absolutely no idea what a "herniated disc" is. He's pretty sure the doctors said there's a hermit in his spine.

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    Ilya gets a herniated disc.

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    07 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 39

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    A rookie loses an edge. Ilya loses his shoulder. Shane loses his mind a little bit.

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    Ilya dislocates his shoulder after getting run into by a rookie

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    07 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ilya doesn’t get sick. Yeah, he’ll get hurt occasionally, but he doesn’t get sick. Russians do not get sick, which is why Ilya insists he’s fine despite feeling worse by the hour. Passing out on the ice in the middle of a practice proves otherwise.

    OR

    A cute Ilya sickfic

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    07 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 89

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    “I want you to do it like you did before,” Ilya instructed, getting down on his knees.

    There wasn’t much room in the cubicle, so his head was dangerously close to Cliff’s dick. Even with Cliff’s back pressed against one of the glass walls, Ilya was sitting right between his legs. Looking down at him, his dick twitched. It occurred to Cliff that he would (desperately) like Ilya to suck his cock, even if he wasn’t ready to reverse the roles yet.

    “Before?” Cliff repeated, confused.

    “The first time we met,” Ilya clarified, “Do it like that.”

    Oh.

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    OR five times Cliff Marlow got off to Ilya Rozanov and one time he didn’t.

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    06 Jul 2026

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