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    “They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”

    Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.

    “What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”

    A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.

    “I told you, to be boyfriend.”

    Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    04 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Less than a year into their marriage, Shane walks out in the middle of a fight. Ilya goes into full-blown panic mode and messages everyone he knows.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya didn’t get caught at the cottage?? what if they got married in secret?? And what if emergency contacts revealed it all??

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    08 Jun 2026

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    After a devastating breakup with his boyfriend of 3 years after Christmas, Shane Hollander rebuilt his life with Rose Landry, marrying her as she faces a terminal breast cancer diagnosis and fulfilling her final wish of becoming a mother. Together they welcome their daughter, Lily, into the world. But when Rose passes, Shane is left shattered, grieving the life they built and the future they lost. As he struggles to raise Lily alone, the one person he never truly let go of, Ilya Rozanov, lingers at the edges of his life, forcing Shane to confront whether love can survive loss, guilt, and everything they left unresolved.

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    Or: A timeline where Shane and Ilya's worst nightmares come true(AKA my take on the extremism of their problems).

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    05 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Post-cottage, Shane and Ilya quickly discover that hiding sucks, so they launch their friendship via a series of chaotic Instagram Lives. It predictably spirals out of control.

    Ch 1: Friends!
    Ch 2: …Uh, friends?
    Ch 3: Definitely not friends.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane rolls his eyes while he types. You have the wrong number.

    Unknown: ok lol. wyd later

    Shane: Dude, knock it off. I’m not whoever you think I am.

    Unknown: then howd you know im a dude? if i am “stranger”...

    Shane braces one of his elbows on the doorframe. Trust me, I can tell. Hoping it’ll scare them off, he adds, I’m also a guy. Just FYI.

    But all they come back with is:

    Unknown: oh yea? r u hot?

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    29 May 2026

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    “Is that it?” Ilya ask dryly at the exact same time.

    “Are you fucking kidding me, Rozanov?” Shane snaps, still feeling his heart in his ears. “Is that not bad enough for you?!”

    “Some people burn dolls, some people shoot them,” he has the gall to shrug. “I get threats like that all the time. No big deal.”

    “Yeah, well, I get them too, asshole, so I know this isn’t normal. It is a big deal.”

    Or:

    In the middle of a Montreal vs Boston game a threat against Ilya Rozanov becomes a security concern… and Shane Hollander kinda loses it. Just a little. In his defense, he’s pretty justified to be worried, okay? He is NOT overreacting.

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    26 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, a professional dom, lives in the space between. Between shifts, between countries, between versions of himself. Control is what keeps things from falling apart. Control, and distance.

    Shane Hollander lives the life that might have been his. He spends his NLH career closing distance, closing gaps, moving toward things instead of away from them.

    When a chance meeting at the animal shelter crosses their paths, something unexpected carries between them, like a call, waiting to be answered.

     

    *This work is a remix/ heavily inspired by Wolfbird (OpalApparition), including people and locations. Previous read of Wolfbird not required.

    a *what could have happened if they met in a different way and made different choices.*

    It’s sweet, has (mostly/eventual) soft landings, and features many puppies who absolutely did not ask to be a part of this, and one very dramatic chiweenie who did. 

    *Thank you to OpalApparition for the permission to write this*

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    23 May 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 50

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    “No, Hollander, you misunderstand. You see, I had to get a gift for my Jane,” Ilya says, grabbing Shane’s wrist and letting his gaze roam hungrily over his tense body.

    Shane’s brain short circuits. He’s fucking with me.

    “You fucking asshole, don’t do that to me! I thought you were serious,” he says, thumping his fist against Ilya’s chest.

    Ilya laughs at this, drawing him in for another kiss. He pulls away, nipping Shane’s lip and drawing a choked gasp from him.

    “Everyone knows Montreal Jane is my favorite girl, Hollander.”

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    Ilya puts lipgloss on Shane and they fuck nasty.

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    23 May 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shane, the Prince of Auroria, enters the Vilethorn Kingdom on a mission to secure a treaty and bring an end to the long-standing war between their lands. Determined to fulfill his duty, his focus begins to unravel the moment he meets the king’s son, Ilya. In an instant, Shane realizes they share a rare and unbreakable soul tie—binding him to the very person he should see as an enemy. As tensions between their kingdoms remain high, Shane is forced to confront an impossible question: how can he honor his loyalty to his people while being bound, in both heart and soul, to the heir of the rival throne?

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    13 May 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    The first time Ilya asks Shane to stay over his place but Shane actually spends the night.

     

    But Ilya doesn’t want to waste anymore time and promptly backs Shane into the kitchen island, getting his lips on him. He likes kissing Shane slow, leaving a fleeting peck on his mouth and waiting for Shane to chase his lips for a deeper one. It’s like no other feeling when Shane Hollander is greedy for more.

    Ilya never used to kiss this much. There wasn’t much of a reason with other guys.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov-Hollander woke up on the sixth anniversary of the day he told his husband he loved him for the first time, and thought: I want Shane to fuck me.

    Shane, tucked under his arm and snoring softly into his armpit, warbled on unaware.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    “We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.

    “Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. A punch probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.

    “Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”

    Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.

    “And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.

    “Fuck off, Rozanov.”

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    Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2011, and keep choosing it?

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    30 Mar 2026

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    '“I need you to hear me. This is not your fault. You did nothing wrong. This is very scary, but you are brave and strong, and I love you. Please let me take care of you now.”

    Shane’s freckles crumpled in anguish and he fell forward into Ilya’s chest, his arms dangling loosely at his sides as Ilya clutched him tightly.

    Nothing was more beautiful than watching Shane’s freckles crinkle in laughter. But that night, Dallas fucking Kent had caused those beautiful freckles to bare Shane’s pain. Ilya silently added that memory to a growing list of reasons to end Dallas fucking Kent.'

    OR, Dallas Kent attacks Shane and attempts to sexually assault him. Ilya helps get Shane to safety while Shane struggles to cope.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Cliff had to approach this correctly, or Ilya was liable to sock him in the jaw and clam up entirely. Subtlety was his friend here.

    And all of that flew immediately out of his head the moment that Ilya opened his front door, looking sweaty and shirtless and mildly pissed off, which was pretty much his standard look.

    “Are you moving to Canada for some fuckboy?” was how the question came out of his mouth instead.

    AKA the time that Cliff Marleau figured almost all of it out

    Now available in Russian!

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    21 Mar 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    "you're a tease", connor groans, not really complaining.

    "you love me", hudson says, with all the confidence in the world before he finally, finally wraps his lips around the head of connor's cock. he doesn't bother teasing anymore, just goes right in, all wet heat, clever tongue and sweet, sweet suction.

    connor's fingers tighten when he gives particular attention to the sensitive spot just below the head and it takes conscious effort for him to loosen his grip again. hudson hums and rewards him by sinking down deeper, almost on the edge of chocking, and fuck, how has connor survived without this for the past few weeks? his brain is static, all the stress from rehearsing sketches and monologues drowned out by the feeling of hudson's talented mouth.

    or: connor and hudson reunite in new york.

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    20 Mar 2026

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