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    He is going through an awkward transition: from the days when everything was filled with fear and countless risks, but he also oversaw what exactly would occur, to the days when his mind declares unfathomable because of the beautiful mundanity of it all, but he doesn’t have a drop of omniscience, instead merely predictions about what’s to come. He is no different than a small ocean wave, violently getting swayed between the waters far away and the wet sand. Ebb and flow. Coming and passing. Passing and flowing. He can’t truly settle anywhere. He can’t truly be happy anywhere. Because he doesn’t belong anywhere anymore.

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    A month after Qian Jin’s arrest and Li Tianchen’s disappearance, Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi continue to share a hospital room while slowly recovering from their injuries. Lu Guang tries to process the peaceful, mundane, yet completely unfamiliar hospital life with Cheng Xiaoshi by his side, making him recall and forget his previous regrets.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Uh uh 1 am bidge reading this was not a wrong choice
    Yes lg is very human for being too harsh on himself he needs MORE therapy
    Oh cxs you don't know what you can do to him, to everyone, OH GOD I feel horrible every time I remember he can practically FEEL what other people feel like holy shit thats torturous. pls give him love he needs it more than anyone 😭😭😭

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    “I’m sorry. This isn’t fair, but I don’t know how I feel about you yet. I can’t make any promises. Can you wait for me?”

    Cheng Xiaoshi throws him a languid smile. “Of course. Don’t you know? I’m pretty good at waiting for people.”

    In the original timeline, Cheng Xiaoshi falls first. Many timelines later, he’s still waiting.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    I think I might be sick
    Oh my goodness im sick YOU EVIL TWISTED BEING WHY DID YOU GIVE ME THIS BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN FIC HUH? SO THAT I HAVE TO READ ALL OF UR FICS???
    /j pls don't be mad hehe I'm just so devastated after reading this. 8361920/10 pls write more im hungry

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    “Why did you never tell me?” Cheng Xiaoshi doesn’t even try to hide that he’s deeply offended.

    Lu Guang’s eyebrow rises even higher. “I never thought it’s important?”

    “But your voice is amazing! Why did you keep that from me?” Both of his palms hit the low coffee table in front of the couch, undermining his point.

    “I didn’t keep anything.”

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    Or: Five times Lu Guang sings for Cheng Xiaoshi and one time, Cheng Xiaoshi sings for him.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    wow thats pretty freaking evil

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    “Lu Guang,” Cheng Xiaoshi sighs, in utter bliss, “have I ever told you that you’re the best in the world? How could I ever repay you? Tell me right now because I’ll do it, I swear.”

    Even from this distance, Cheng Xiaoshi can make out the hint of a smile tugging at the corners of Lu Guang’s mouth.

    “Don’t sound too happy yet,” Lu Guang hums.

    “How could I not—” Cheng Xiaoshi starts, right before Lu Guang’s skilful thumbs sweep gently upwards, find a divot in his skin, and dig in like hot coals. “OWWW—LU GUANG—ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME BEFORE WE GRADUATE—”

    phantasmagoria; noun

    phan·​tas·​ma·​go·​ria

    a sequence of real or imaginary images like that seen in a dream.

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    19 May 2026

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    "Theres a mcd tag, I should be cautious!"
    "Huh, why does the author's note contain the characters death? Is this a typo? "
    "Why is this fic just fluff I thought this things angsty af -not that I complain lolol"
    "Nice fic yayyy but where is the mcd highlight-oh OHH oh man this is evil"
    idk what to say you ate and left 0 crumb, 1019/20 yayy

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    “Hey…” Cheng Xiaoshi trails off.

    Only then does Lu Guang notice the blurriness of his vision or feel the way hot tears roll down his cheeks. He hides his face.

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    19 May 2026

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    Yayayayayayya comfort fics <3 I live for these vulnerable moments, let him break down hes been through so much ;w;
    Star-crossed lovers, soulmates and everything but staying together till the end oughh I hate them/j
    The way you wrote lg's emotions make me want to scream. Instead of screaming I drew them so now we have a visualized version of this fic :p hope u dont mind:(
    101/10, simply beautiful hehhehehe