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    a collection of stand-alone fics inspired by my ilya rozanov, top dog series. you do not need to read that series to read these works. fics can be read in any order and do not necessarily contribute to/align with the canon of that series. check each work for more details.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's hand falls away from the lid of the blender and hangs uselessly at his side as he rereads the words over and over, scanning his phone screen like a madman.

    @hollanov4lifee they're so adorable omgg

    @boodrambaby bro actually the way shane talks to ilya is so cute and hot and !!

    @hollanov4lifee i know lmao like shane is his mommy

    Oh.

    Oh no.

    Ilya Rozanov and the awkward, uncomfortable, all-encompassing experience of discovering calling his husband Mommy.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.

    “Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.

    Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”

    And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.

    “Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.

    “Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”

    or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “I’m gonna fuck you again now, Shane.” Ilya shifted to lie on his side, pulling Shane with him so that he was spooning him, his hard cock slotting between Shane’s legs in front of him.

    “Oh fuck,” Shane whispered as the head of his cock poked at his abused entrance, pulling away ever so slightly.

    Ilya simply pulled him back, pushing up his leg to expose him further. He then quickly used his hand to position himself before pushing just the tip inside. He returned his hand to Shane’s meaty thigh to keep him open.

    As expected, Shane keened as Ilya pushed forward into his ass.

    “Oh my god, Ilya,” he gasped. “It’s so much.”

    Ilya leaned in to kiss Shane’s neck.

    “I know, baby, I know,” he whispered in his ear. “But you can take it.”

    Ilya watched closely as Shane whimpered and bit his lip again, trying to suppress another whine.

    ——————————————

    Or, Ilya wakes up at 2 a.m. horny as fuck, sees Shane asleep, and decides to make it everyone’s problem.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “I have a game.”

    “A game? For my birthday?”

    “Mhm,” Ilya kept his lips pressed against Shane's skin as he spoke. “But we have to start it now.”

    “My birthday isn't for two more weeks.”

    “Oh, Shane. I promise you are going to want two weeks when I tell you what it is,” Ilya smirked against his husband's jawline.

    “Tell me.”

    “Thirty-five, yes?”

    “If you're about to make another joke about how I'm older than you—”

    “I want to make you cum thirty-five times for me.”

    or

    10k words of Ilya giving Shane orgasms

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.

    Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.

    Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.

    Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    30 May 2026

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    One of the best fics I’ve read. Wrecked 5 million times over and then brought me back to life. So beautifully written and the author literally lives inside both Ilya and Shane’s heads and understands and loves them so much. 10000/10

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    "He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"

    "You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.

    "Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."

    Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

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    or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.

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    29 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 54

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    Eddie's hands are gripping the elastic waist of Buck’s shorts now, knuckles white, and she can see where this is going, where they’re going to end up. Buck might be an unpredictable person to anyone else, but not to Eddie, never to Eddie. Eddie can see the end in every one of Buck’s beginnings.

    And what’s starting now is going to end with them in bed.

    The thought doesn’t scare Eddie as much as she thinks it should.

    or, Eddie treats Buck the way she deserves to be treated.

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    29 May 2026

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    Eddie huffs. It’s respectable and masculine, probably. “You know I’m not interested in—”

    “Yes, Eddie, I know,” Buck drolls. “You’re off the horse. The meat market is closed. Your dick is on Do Not Disturb. I just think the pot shouldn’t be calling the kettle out,” he gestures between them with an emphatic finger, “for bad dates. Not when the pot is, ostensibly, a born-again virgin.”

    “I’m not a born-again virgin,” Eddie grumbles. “Don’t start this again.”

    “I’m not starting anything,” Buck lies. “I’m watching the movie.” Another lie. Then he flops unceremoniously back down, head strewn across Eddie’s clenched thighs.

    Or: Buck’s mouth moves faster than Eddie’s brain.

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    21 May 2026

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    “Russians don’t blush, starshine.”

    “And guys don’t squirt, Ilya.”

    A snowboarding trip turns into a filthy, intimate challenge when Ilya decides to prove a point—repeatedly—in the most overwhelming ways possible.

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    21 May 2026

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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

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    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    18 May 2026

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    a twelve-part series for #pisskink hollanov!
    - each part can be read as a standalone (unless otherwise stated)
    - sub shane and soft dom ilya
    - trans shane + afab terms
    - A LOT OF PEE

    disclaimer: this series doesn't provide an in-depth exploration of shane's gender identity and is 100% porn. happy reading <33

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    16 May 2026

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    From behind his back, Chris reveals his old, ratty Superman logo shirt. It’s way too small for him now, but, for some reason, he’s never thrown it away.

    “This shirt has superpowers,” he whispers to Theo. "It keeps all the bad dreams away. It doesn’t fit me anymore, but I don’t want all the superpowers to go to waste. Do you think maybe you could look after it for me?” 

    Theo nods emphatically. “Yes,” he whispers. He looks up at him, his tiny face sure and determined. “I can do it, Chris.” 

     

    Or, Theo has nightmares. Chris works a hand-me-down shirt-shaped miracle.

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    13 May 2026

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    two years in the future.

    christopher, theo, and their shared grief.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    12 May 2026

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    Eddie’s fingers find the button on his jeans, thumb swirling over it once to feel the grounding grooves there, never taking his eyes off Buck’s. A flick of his wrist, and the button is undone, zipper peeling apart next. Before Eddie can even manage to shove the fabric down, Buck is—

    Holy shit, Buck is dropping to his knees in front of him.

    or,

    Eddie accidentally wishes his dick away. Buck is eager to help him get it back.

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    10 May 2026

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    [Eddie 11:48]
    Forgot how weird this is
    [Eddie 11:49]
    I mean not weird weird but different
    [Eddie 11:49]
    Slippery

    Fuck. Buck’s stomach does somersaults at that one-word text. He exhales a shaky, quivering breath, checking over his shoulder to make sure the coast is still clear. This must be how aristocrats felt when they saw a bare ankle.
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    Buck and Eddie are both antsy for round two with Eddie's new parts. Just as soon as Buck gets off of work.

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    06 May 2026

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    “Chris,” Eddie says, nudging him. “You wanna say hi? Properly?”

    Christopher flips him off, discreetly, and then to Theo he says very sweetly, “Hi, Theo.” 

    Buck’s heart swells to thrice the size of whatever it was, and he’s hit with a rush of love so intense he’s tearing up with it. Eddie’s no better, eyes sparkling. 

    “Hi,” Theo says, and then presses himself back towards Buck, clutching his spider–man tightly. “You’re Buck’s big best friend.”

    Christopher grins. “I am, yeah,” he says, cheesing so hard. “You’re Buck’s tiny best friend, aren’t you?”

    Theo nods shyly. “Yeah.”

    Christopher holds out his hand, tilting his head. “I’m Chris,” he says, and Theo takes it, his small hand cradled perfectly in Christopher’s palm. “What’s your name?” 

    “Hi Kiss,” Theo says, in awe. “My name is Theo.” 

    —theo meets the diazes.

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane can’t get off without thinking about Ilya.

    So he calls him.

    OR; Super Virgin pt 2

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    30 Apr 2026

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