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love me, for i am tired of my grief by lentic
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Nov 2025
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"Thirty-three million cycles," Phainon says, tremulous. "And I struck you down in every one of them. I killed Castorice and Hyacine and—I've probably killed every living soul on Amphoreus at least once, at some point. I can't go home."
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20 Feb 2026
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Your memory engraved in my soul by Lilliae
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
24 Oct 2025
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The whole world was nothing but darkness and pain but, somehow, he knew of these things from beyond it.
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“Mydeimos,” the thin one said again.
Mydeimos. That high, firm voice.
Mydei. That low, soft voice.
These five knew something. Knew him or those voices.
So he gave them those two words burrowed somewhere deeper than his mind or body. Aedes Elysiae.
When Mydei finally emerges from the Sea of Souls after nine harsh winters, the most precious thing in the world to him isn’t his name, his body or his life. But two words he can’t remember the origin of: Aedes Elysiae.
As the years pass in exile, he finds himself plagued by knowledge that comes from the same maybe-past or maybe-future that wasn’t quite Mydei’s and yet was.
It took four years for him to stumble across Aedes Elysiae, a boy that calls the place home, and why those words were engraved upon his soul.
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23 Jan 2026
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Greet the dawn with eyes wide open by Lilliae
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Aug 2025
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There was only one person who could cook such a delicious meal. The very same only person who could enter and exit his home undetected when he refused to open it for anyone—because he had personally handed over the spare key.
Mydei.
The man who would spite him with terrible food when his jokes grew as stale as the bread he must have left uncovered just for him, or his methods in their latest spar was as slimy as the fish gutted but raw and unscaled. Who could now recall the whole truth but still prepared such a thing with care for the person responsible for his every death.
Amphoreus has become a real planet forged from the memories accumulated over millions of years.
Every citizen is bestowed all the memories that are rightfully their own, so there’s no escaping the actions Phainon took to prolong the cycles until a true hero could arrive with the new dawn.
But when Phainon is unable to see his own worth and face the tomorrow everyone had longed for, there are plenty of people at his side willing to help open his eyes to the truth.
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- Part 1 of After the pale dawn breaks
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15 Jan 2026
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“Khaslana,” Mydei responds, his voice hesitant as his finger finally dips down to press over the injury Khaslana had previously been hiding.
Over the startling crack in his skin.
Oh.
Khaslana’s eyes widen, his arm shooting out to grip Mydei’s wrist. Mydei offers no protest, simply staring, frozen in shock.
“You’re…breaking,” Mydei mutters, so quietly.
Khaslana screws his eyes shut.
“You weren’t supposed to see.”
Or: Khaslana trudges through millions of cycles, stealing Coreflames and losing himself all while he clings to the memories from his original Flame-Chase Journey, and of his original Mydeimos.
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05 Jan 2026
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the times each fox separately see andrew and neil show affection plus the one time they all see it.
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12 Oct 2025
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Ever since Baltimore, and when Neil legally became a "real boy", he's been making leaps and bounds in letting the Foxes, his pack, in. Andrew can only watch on as Neil starts to participate in the pack bonding he previously shunned, hurt and confused to why Neil won't ask him for any of this. It's not a problem, totally not a problem at all. What are you talking about?
Or: a 7+1 about Neil's relationship with touch and Andrew's relationship with Neil's relationship with touch
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- Part 1 of Ask Me, I Want to Answer
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28 Sep 2025
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A throwaway comment to the media changes Andrew and Neil's lives in more ways than one.
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26 Sep 2025
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Andrew should've taken more care with hiding the hickeys littering his neck. The hoodie he's sporting isn't doing much, collar stretched and warped from one too many washes, one too many instances of Andrew himself pulling at it while it was keeping someone else warm. Jealous of fabric, of the warmth it provided, Andrew thought he could do a better job at heating up the wearer's skin.
So now the neckline was fucked, and the hoodie belonged to him, a trophy he swore he'd never display.
Nick bobs like a fish until the words finally spill out. He's looking at Andrew's neck, not his face. "Again? Does your boyfriend not get tired?"
Andrew dates his college's star athlete. No, he won't tell anyone about it.
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25 Aug 2025
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“Neil,” Nicky exclaims, looking more horrified by the second. “You don’t seriously believe Andrew married you just for tax benefits.”
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20 Aug 2025
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This close to Andrew's neck, the pine and smoke aroma is so strong that Neil is dizzy with it. It's muddling his thoughts, senses zeroing in on the nub underneath Andrew's skin. His fangs are throbbing, gums aching, as static keeps buzzing in Neil's ears and that scent. It's beckoning him closer until Neil's nose is brushing against soft skin, followed by his tongue licking a hot stripe right across his scent gland.
OR: Neil is as oblivious as ever, except this time it gets him laid.
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- Part 3 of all4thebingo fics
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19 Aug 2025
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I mean, what else could Nicky have done when he spotted Andrew smiling at the hot guy making his coffee?
Not meddle?
Not get all the Foxes on board?
It's like you don't even know him.
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04 Aug 2025
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The menace by Kingfluffkinss for chaoticas_hell
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Jun 2025
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“Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.
“Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.
The thing yowled pitifully at them.
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In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.
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- Part 1 of cat Neil
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01 Aug 2025
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Neil Josten is one of the world's biggest popstars, with a reputation as clean and crushing as plated glass.
Andrew Minyard is his favorite artist. He is also so unapologetically himself that Neil cannot help but be besotted.
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21 Jul 2025
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5 times Neil steals Andrew’s clothes, +1 time Andrew gives him something to keep.
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16 May 2025
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Minyard Updates @ajmupdates
Actor Andrew Minyard Spotted At Popular Queer Club TMZ/a...Kendall 💕 @kendallaheart
Replying to @ajmupdates Omg look at him he's all dressed upAndrew I wuv you @monotome
Replying to @ajmupdates I can't believe no one's snatched that man upRoman1 @r0m854
Replying to @ajmupdates I really wish he wouldn't shove his sexuality down our throats yk? Like I get it ur gay can u focus on acting?Andrew Minyard's Husband @mrminyard
Replying to @r0m854 stfu he's literally just living his best life why you jealous?King King @cats4life
Replying to @ajmupdates I really hope he doesn't smoke around his cats their little lungs shouldn't be around that shitMarie Hemmi @retweet456
Replying to @ajmupdates God he's so hot why couldn't I have been a guy??Andrew Minyard's Husband @mrminyard
Replying to @retweet456 you're not his type even if you wereMarie Hemmi @retweet456
Replying to @mrminyard you're just a fan account??Andrew Minyard's Husband @mrminyard
Replying to @retweet456 that's what you think
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Aka An actor au where Andrew is an actor and secretly married to Neil who has agoraphobiaSeries
- Part 2 of Acting & Agoraphobia
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05 May 2025
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It was late March and the Wisconsin Dells were steadily racing toward the playoffs and the end of Neil Josten’s first year of professional exy. He was excited, of course. He thought they actually had a good chance of winning the title, but if he was being honest, he was way more interested in the upcoming trade deadline...
or, Andrew finally gets transferred to Neil's professional exy team and shenanigans ensue.
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30 Apr 2025
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Aaron Minyard didn't have much time left. With an infectious, torturous curse that burdened the magic in his body killing him by the second, Aaron was on his final leg of life. With nowhere left to turn, Matthew Boyd leaves to become a Knight within the Raven Empire, hoping that the palace will have a cure to offer since it was their magic that was disintegrating Aaron's soul. Princess Katelyn Dobson, however, has a better idea.
A new King is to be crowned in Hell: Nathaniel Wesninski. They say that he is the strongest man to ever live, a God among mortals. King Nathan Wesninski passes on his immortality to his devoted son, a frequent breaker of the Chords and a fierce fighter.
Who better to ask for help than a God? Luckily, Nathaniel isn't only devoted to Hell. In fact, the holder of his heart is much closer than Katelyn is aware of.
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02 Apr 2025
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Ronan realizes Adam's going into heat the same second Adam does.
He stops in the middle of the gravel road they’re on, putting the car in park and turning in his seat so he’s facing Adam, so he can see the tight strain of the muscles of his neck where Adam’s face is turned away from him.
"Let me help you," Ronan begs.
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12 Mar 2025
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Neil and Andrew had always been close; their friendship forming fast and tight during their schoolboy days. But, both had refused to enter each of their Courting Seasons, as a Courter or a Courtee. They had claimed that they were uninterested in all the men and women in high society and desired to be bachelors. That was well and fine, but then they continued to ignore proper social decorum of modesty. Their touches were too intimate for two, young, single members of high society. Kevin opened his mouth to scold them.
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5 times Andrew and Neil acted too intimately in public, plus one time no one saw them.
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05 Mar 2025
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Andrew tightens his grip on his gun, positions himself to intercept Nathaniel, then promptly blanks out because what the fuck.
He had read through Nathaniel’s profile: Auburn hair, blue eyes, 5’3”, slim build, scarring along face and arms.
What his profile failed to mention is that Nathaniel is unfairly, brutally attractive. Andrew wasn’t even aware that someone could be this attractive, that someone’s eyes could be this many shades of blue, that someone could have a jawline so sharp it makes Andrew want to punch straight through a wall.
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Five times Andrew tries to kill Neil and the one time he doesn’t try at all.
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04 Mar 2025