14 Bookmarks by Hesitant__Alien
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Gerard’s life is a fucking mess. At 25 he’s a complete loser living in his mom’s basement, avoiding responsibility, blissfully doing nothing to correct it. But when he stumbles across “CashMeCam”, a website where horny people pay to watch him do… well, pretty much anything, things take a turn. Suddenly, being a lazy loser actually pays off—and people are really into it. Maybe being bad at life doesn’t mean he can’t be good at something else.
OR — Gerard signs up for a porn website in hopes people watch him and give his deadbeat ass money.
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03 Apr 2026
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“Hit me, motherfucker.” Gerard’s breath was hot. “You know you want to.”
He said it like he was asking Frank to jerk him off.
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03 Apr 2026
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Being a paranormal investigator wasn't as exciting as it sounded.
Most of the time, Frank was walking around checking out cold spots or trying and failing to talk to spirits that weren't actually there, but a case in a Jersey suburb might turn out to be his biggest discovery yet, and one he's the least bit prepared for.
It leaves him no choice but to seek the guidance of a local priest. Frank was used to older, uncompromising sorts when it came to his rare dealings with churches, but Father Way is anything but. His interest in the case isn't strange, but his interest in Frank, however... that makes things complicated.
A dark presence begins to take hold and Frank knows he's in over his head, but he's never abandoned a case before and didn't intend to start now.
He just had to stay alive long enough to see it through.
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16 Mar 2026
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Like Kisses on the Necks of Best Friends by whorangi
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video)
09 Apr 2026
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Illi was a damn good kisser (according to most people she’d been with, at least), whilst Frank wasn’t. Well, it wouldn’t be fair to call him bad exactly, more like inexperienced. Hesitant in a way that’d make sense for someone who’d never really done it before.
And maybe that should’ve been cute, endearing even, but all she could think about was how she could fix it. How she could help him.
She shouldn’t even be entertaining the idea; it was dangerous territory, a sure path leading her straight into heartbreak, but the thought had already lodged itself in her brain and refused to leave. She could offer to teach him. Just as friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
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Illi teaches Frank how to kiss.
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18 Dec 2025
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The (Not So) Secret Diary of Illi McMillin by alqhacentauri17
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video)
12 May 2026
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Sometimes she would rush, throw her clothes onto a dirty pile and run into the bathroom. Tonight, she took her time, even fumbled with the hemband a couple times on purpose. She wanted to know how long it would take for him to stop peeking through the curtain. Illi knew his eyes were glued to her every move, she must have known. Deliberately choosing how much of her pale skin she’d show before disposing of it. Frank couldn’t look away, her curls got looser and were going past her shoulders, the stark contrast made him twitch. Frank wondered how soft her hair would be to touch, he’d pull it aside, breath her in, take a bi—
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Frank is lowkey a stalker and reads Illi's diary. Illi had always loved vampires, luckily Frank was one.
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17 Dec 2025
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Frank needs a place to stay after his previous place didn't quite work out for him. Gerard and Mikey are looking for a roommate in return to help with expenses. Needless to say they MIGHT have been on the verge of getting evicted. Brian suggest that Frank moves in with the Way brothers, and so he does without many questions. Frank instantly connects with Mikey and somewhat with Gerard, despite him seeing them both as two complete weirdos.
But something feels off.
Mikey acts strange whenever he talks about Gerard. Gerard seems to keep a barrier between him and Frank, only letting it down occasionally. To add on to the freakiness, sometimes the two brothers can even be heard talking and going in and out of the apartment all throughout the night. Who goes for a stroll at three in the morning?
The two are hiding something and honestly, Frank couldn't care less...at least until he does.
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21 Nov 2025
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Frank Iero, a 16 year old passionate teen boy from a poor public school, lands a football scholarship to the state’s most elite private school- Belleview Academy.
The only issue? He’s hiding a secret that could ruin everything—
He’s gay
And after a collision with Gerard Way, the school’s golden-boy jock, a risky and unlikely friendship forms...but the closer they get, the harder it is for Frank to keep up the lie that he's not only straight, but also wealthy—and one slip could destroy the life he’s fought so hard to earn, yet through dirt, grim, bullying, and even secret sex- Frank's gotta learn what it takes to shut up, and play ball.
(Btw the art featured in this fic is by me! 💖)
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15 Nov 2025
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When Frank's shy roommate recognizes her favorite author, Gerard Way, in her shop, she gets Frank to talk to him. Little does she know Frank might be the muse Gerard was looking for.
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07 Nov 2025
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My beloved at dawn, my bones the deepest blue by alqhacentauri17
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
24 Apr 2026
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“You want me to do what?”
“I want you to want more. From me. I want you to want me, Gee. Are you going to make me spell it out?”
“You’re drunk, Frank. You’re fucking pissed off the wall. Do you think I want to have sex with you now?”
“You don’t?” Maybe not looking at Frank was a mistake, because his fingers were hooked either side of his jeans and he managed to pull them down low enough that Gerard could see the band of his boxers. Gerard could not come up with a single reason why Frank would think he wanted him like this.
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During a global pandemic, Frank and Gerard meet on the internet. It doesn't take them too long to exchange phone numbers.
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03 Nov 2025
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Frank’s new side-gig could get him to pay his bills faster than he could ever imagine. All thanks to his favorite donor, which seems to enjoy his live streams a little too much.
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Frank is a Camboy. Gerard likes to tip him.
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25 Sep 2025
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Being a struggling comic book artist doesn’t exactly pay the bills, even while living in the family basement. Luckily, Gerard has found a second source of income as New Jersey’s resident kinkster. Whatever fantasy you want to fulfil, Gerard is your guy, or your girl; your Dom or your sub. Hell, he’ll even be your aunt Marie if the price is right. He may not be very professional, but what he lacks in experience and personal hygiene, he makes up for in enthusiasm and creativity.
Frank knows it’s objectively a bad idea to pay his crush to treat him like a puppy on a regular basis. Especially since Gerard has one rule he seemingly doesn’t intend to break – he won’t sleep with his customers.
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23 Aug 2025
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The unholy union of a high school AU and a ghost story. Gerard's life takes a strange turn when his family moves to a small town in Vermont and he discovers the locals aren't all what they seem to be. Also includes: unexpected nature walks, murder, pining, improper treatment of crime scenes, a number of bone-related puns, high school bullies, and a short-range shrub named Ferdinand.
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- Part 1 of ghostverse
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23 Jul 2025
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Religion! Horror! Exorcisms! Piercings! And Gerard is a priest.
Disclaimer: I stole frequently and unrepentantly from Joss Whedon and the makers of various horror movies throughout this whole series. Also I am not an expert on the Vatican or medical-type things, so please accept my apologies in advance for all the wild inaccuracies I am sure you are about to encounter. If everyone could just assume this is the Magical Made-Up Vatican, you know, like the religious institution version of those tour buses that drive themselves and don't carry anyone but the band, that would be awesome.
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23 Jul 2025
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Gerard, the local librarian, has a not-so-secret admirer. Frank can't resist spending most of his time in the library, fawning over Gerard from afar. It seems useless to make a move, since Gerard is so clearly far too sweet and gentle to match Frank's much kinkier tastes... But Frank will soon learn to never judge a book by it's cover.
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23 Jul 2025