Hmas_Matilda



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    Shane might have forgiven JJ for accusing Shane of cheating. But Ilya hasn't.
    And now he has to deal with JJ being a dickhead. In Ilya and Shane's home.
    He will.
    Because he will do anything for his husband.
    But if JJ crosses one line...

    Oh look at that... it didn't take long...

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Even before she speaks, Shane knows who she is.

    “She would’ve loved you, like I love you.”

    Christ.

    She looks just like him.

    “Irina…” Shane says, his voice unsteady.

    “Shane Hollander,” she replies. “You have kept me waiting long time.”

     

    This is a dream… it has to be… right?

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Where his friend’s curls should have been on the pillow there was a shock of black hair. Instead of Roz’s familiar features he was looking at a face full of freckles, a face that he recognized easily as they had been playing against each other only hours earlier.

    Shane Hollander.

    Shane Hollander was in Ilya Rozanov’s bed.

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    Another Cliff finds out fic.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    What if the plane crash never happened?
    What if Shane decided to be a bit braver anyways?
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    A few months after the Boxing Day fight Shane decided to surprise Ilya and his teammates at Monk’s, the bar they frequent. He could just introduce himself as a friend, right?

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Yuna's breath caught. "What did you say, baby?"

    "Please." Shane's forehead was still pressed to his knee. "Please, please, please—"

    Hayden shifted closer. "Please what? Tell me what you need, Shane.”

    Then, so faint that all three of them had to lean in just to catch it. "...I need him.”

    Yuna's hand found David's. "Who, sweetheart? Who do you need?"

    “Ilya."

     

    Or: It's been a month since the tuna melts. Shane's been getting closer to breaking every day, until he finally does, in front of his parents and the Pikes. In the middle of the panic, he blurts out the only thing he needs: Ilya. So they call him.

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    08 Jul 2026