19 Bookmarks by Hogluvr4lyfe
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A Life Worth Building by PlotThickens
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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For Shane and Ilya, life after hockey is quieter, slower, and full of decisions they now have time to make.
When the conversation turns to children, it becomes the beginning of something neither of them takes lightly.
A post 'The Long Game' story about building a family, one uncertain, beautiful step at a time.
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09 Jul 2026
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The Unread Letters by ilyasweed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and his walls are finally caving in.
When a concerned teammate breaks the locker room code to text Shane about his captain's sudden collapse, Shane has to face the fact that he's two hours away in Montreal and helpless.
In a panic, he asks his parents to check on Ilya's Ottawa apartment. But David and Yuna don't just find a messy room, they end up snooping through a drawer and discovering a hidden stack of handwritten letters.
Reading the words Ilya could never say out loud, the Hollanders are forced to confront the horrific reality of his childhood and the crushing weight of the trauma he’s been carrying completely alone.
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08 Jul 2026
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Even After All These Years by Orbiter17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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A series of glimpses into the lives of the Hollander-Rozanov kids, and how Shane and Ilya are as parents. Spoiler alert, they are still grossly in love, and parent their children in a way that heals their inner child. Their first born, Viktoria, is a true eldest daughter. She is practical, disciplined, and competitive, and a force to be reckoned with on the ice. Second born, Dasha, is Ilya's child through and through, a menace on both the ice and in their house. But she is also extremely loyal, loving, and charming, and you can't help but adore her. The youngest child, and only boy, Maksim, is a sweet, caring, and quiet child. He's great on the ice as well, but sometimes prefers the quiet of the local museum or library, much to his sisters' confusion.
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02 Jul 2026
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When you smile, it kills me by Batdoc43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Irina Hollander-Rozanov is figuring out life. She is the daughter of former hockey stars Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. Irina is the Social media manager of the hockey team that her brothers play on and her fathers' coach. When she finally thinks life is getting back to normal after her nasty break up with her ex, Zach- who left scars she hides deeply- A new player is introduced to the team. Luke Miller is a Powerhouse on the ice. He is a strong skater and is a goalies nightmare. Irina is immediatly head over heels for Luke, but is scared to show it in fear of rejection. As the story unfolds it weaves through Irina figuring out how to move on from her past toxic relationship while finding new love that is just what she needs.
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01 Jul 2026
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pretty as a vine, as sweet as a grape by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jun 2026
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Rookie Roz has fucking nothing on the self-destructive bastard that spawns in the fall of 2016.
The demon that has swapped places with Cliff's best friend has one goal, and that is seemingly to kill the body it has stolen. The CGM app looks like a goddamn mountain range, and for the entire first two weeks after The Breakup Cliff is waking up several times a night to call Roz and get him to deal with the high or low that he’s trying to sleep through.
And then the notifications stop.
(Or, 5 times and ways someone helps Ilya manage his type one diabetes + 1 time the world finds out about it)
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29 Jun 2026
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AU Cottage
Instead of hot dogs, Shane and Ilya decided to make the trek to the grocery store for dinner, so they aren't home with David Hollander comes by. But unfortunately for them, a horrific car accident ends up letting more than Shane's father know that something was going on at the cottage this summer.
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26 Jun 2026
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(Hockey) Sticks and Stones May Break My Bones by NeverEndingPasta
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jul 2026
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There was something deeply wrong about the way Ilya was falling, but there also wasn’t anything he could do about it. He was a helpless victim to the laws of physics. Gravity was a cruel mistress, and so were force, mass, and acceleration.
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Ilya breaks his leg REAL BAD during a game.
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26 Jun 2026
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Season ender by ArcticSwan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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It's one of the last games before Christmas. Everything's going great. Centaurs has been playing well so far this season. Shane and Ilya are enjoying playing for the same team for the fifth season in a row.
Ilya ends up getting an early Christmas gift from one of the LA players that he didn't want or need, in the form of a devastating knee injury that puts an early end to his season.
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- Part 2 of The Hollanov files
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26 Jun 2026
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“Nine one one, what is the location of your emergency?”
“Hello, does this record messages?”
“Yes, sir. Is everything okay?”
Ilya thought of his mother. This must have been exactly how his mother had felt years ago. All alone, desperate for peace, and willing to do anything to get the pain to stop. Then it hit him. He had a way to quiet his mind.
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Ilya goes through a depressive episode. Will he make it out the other end? (Spoiler alert, he does)
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25 Jun 2026
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evermore. by puzzlesandmysteries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Ilya knows what it feels like to drown—for his body to sink deeper and deeper into darkness, to feel pressure in his chest from the water filling his lungs—and right now his whole body shivers in the sharp, familiar chill of heavy liquid enveloping him from the waist down. He knows how this will go. He knows how quickly he’ll be thrashing in the tide gasping for air if he isn’t careful, how easy it will be to slip back down if he never tells anybody.
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Ilya has a bad depressive episode, and Shane helps him through it.
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24 Jun 2026
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My Love, My Life by Ardently_Aiden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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After Ilya suffers a major injury on the ice, everything changes, at least for a while.
Shane has to learn how to balance being a rockstar hockey player and a doting husband.
Ilya has to learn how to let other people take care of him.
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24 Jun 2026
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Give Yourself A Reason by groundsquirrel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.
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or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan
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20 Jun 2026
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I'll Think About Tomorrow (If I Can Get Through Tonight) by Smokeybubble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.
“They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”
Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.
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Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.
Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.
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16 Jun 2026
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“We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”
When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander on the ice.
All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollanders looking at him with love in their eyes and concern on their faces.
This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.
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08 Jun 2026
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The look on Shane’s face, even blurry and partially obscured by smoke, confirms everything Ilya had been thinking. He can hear an awful, keening sound, and realises with a shock that it’s coming from him. And fuck, it only serves to make Shane’s face crumple even more.
I have never been in a plane crash. A singular plane malfunction, in anyone’s lifetime, even someone who flies as much as him, is an anomaly. Two? Two fucking crashes? Those odds aren’t even worth calculating. Almost impossible.
He can hear Sveta’s voice in his head, Russian, sweet and warm like the honey tea her mother used to make for him: You don’t need to tempt fate, Ilyusha, she already has such horrid plans for you.
Or: The Centaurs’ plane crashes. Again. Shane has to decide what’s worse— Almost dying, or actually surviving.
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05 Jun 2026
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yellow sweater, tummy out, you know the one by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jun 2026
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“Shane settled into the passenger seat and shivered a bit, the chills and goosebumps he felt earlier had returned. Ilya noticed as he pulled out of the parking lot.
“Cold Malysh?” He asked with a little frown.
“Yeah a little” Shane replied casually. He took a deep breath, pulled his hoodie sleeves over his hands and crossed his arms. Ilya turned the heat on and kept glancing over at Shane with concern as he drove them home.”
Or; Shane’s tummy hurts, it turns out to be some sort of food poisoning/norovirus. Ilya takes care of him and calls him so many pet names!! Yuna and David show up eventually :)
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05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov thought they'd made it through the difficult part of parenthood. Their oldest was in her second year at university, their middle child starting her very first year, and their youngest, a calm easy kid, just starting high school.
But when what's supposed to be homework and hockey practices turns into chemotherapy and hospitals, Shane and Ilya are forced into the hardest moment of their lives. Of their relationship.
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Shane and Ilya have to navigate their fourteen year old's cancer diagnosis and learn there are some words you can never take back
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01 Jun 2026
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Your beautiful body keeps the score by inkandglitter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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What happens when the body releases years of tension?
Ilya has spent his entire life hiding his feelings and emotions. And for a while it worked, but now he is ready to let that go. After years of denying himself, he finally has Shane, and for the first time he can almost imagine what it feels like to belong somewhere. Everything is starting to make sense.
So why does he suddenly feel like he’s dying?
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When Ilya finally allows himself to feel deeply, his body begins reacting to years of repression in ways he can no longer ignore.Bookmarked by Hogluvr4lyfe
24 May 2026
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In The Belly Of The Beast by darkknightsrevenge
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 May 2026
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"Shane, honey, thank god. We were out walking and saw the ambulance leaving your driveway. I've been calling everywhere trying to find out if you're in the hospital. Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, mom. It wasn't me. It was, um... I had a friend up with me, and he's... uh, in surgery. Launadiere. His appendix."
Shane takes a shaky breath, realizing there's no way he can keep his mom from hearing him cry at this point. His nerves are absolutely shot, he doesn't know if he needs a shot of espresso or vodka. God, Ilya's screams... He couldn't stop thinking about it.
"You had a friend with you on your silent retreat?"
Fuck it.
"Yeah, it was a romantic thing. Kind of ruined by the whole ambulance ride and surgery."
"Shane, you're seeing someone?"
Fuck it all.
"Yeah. Yeah, his name is Ilya Rozanov."
The trip to the cottage is cut short when Ilya's appendix decides to ruin everything. Shane comes out to his parents in a very different way. Ilya starts to realize he can't be the one taking care of everyone else all the time.
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02 May 2026