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The Boston Raiders disappear from the afterparty one at a time. Rozanov never made it in the first place.
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Ilya goes into rut at a charity scrimmage, and Shane has to figure out how to get him somewhere with a bed and plenty of extra sheets without drawing too many eyes. Even Shane himself tries to scrutinize the situation as little as possible, watching it in shadows and mirrors like Ilya's going to turn him to stone if Shane confronts the very real and very precarious position he's gotten himself into.
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11 Jul 2026
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into your earthly hands by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jun 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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10 Jul 2026
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there is love that doesn't have a place to rest by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya closes his eyes.
He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
This can't be happening.
He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.
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10 Jul 2026
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Shane goes to a new gynecologist. Dr. Rozanov is a really good doctor. Also, a really bad one.
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06 Jul 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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17 Jun 2026
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break me softly by oceanavalanche
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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“You didn’t answer me. How do you want me?” Shane asked again. Whatever Ilya wanted from him he would give. He made that promise to himself this morning. If Ilya wanted it fast and hard, or slow and languid, he would give it to him. Whatever he needed.
“I need you. Need you inside of me.”
“Wait, wait. Ilya,” Shane spoke, grabbing his face and forcing their eyes to meet, “are you sure? Like really sure?”
“If you do not want to is okay-”
“No, stop. I want to. Like, really want to.”
OR: Ilya is too far in his brain and Shane helps take him out of it for a little while.
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14 Jun 2026
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Give Yourself A Reason by groundsquirrel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.
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or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan
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29 May 2026
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Ilya stares down at the box in his hands.
Inside the small black box lies a pair of nipple clamps. Shane had painstakingly researched the best pair and settled on these: a small set of tweezer-style clamps with an attachable chain and a small screw for adjusting pressure. Each clamp has little bells dangling on the end that add just a tiny bit of weight and will make a pretty noise when Ilya moves.
There had been so many options that Shane was overwhelmed at first — some of them even vibrate! — but these ones are well-reviewed and recommended for beginners.
Shane hovers nervously around Ilya, waiting for him to say something, anything. Does he like them? Is he scared? Is he not as into this idea as Shane?
Finally, Ilya lets out a disbelieving chuckle. “You weren’t kidding about clamps.”
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Or, Shane buys a pair of nipple clamps for Ilya.
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- Part 4 of be cruel to me
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18 May 2026
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Ilya could’ve taken the den for himself months ago, back when he was the one working late after hockey practice and Shane was the one leaving protein bars on his keyboard like edible love notes. But no.
Now Shane got the office, Shane got the late-night calls, hundreds of contracts to read, annotate, and sign, and Shane started saying "mm-hmm" without looking up when Ilya tries to talk his ears out about the homeowners’ association gossip like he was just indulging his perfect little housewife.
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02 May 2026
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easy come (easy go) by lissa_moon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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“Did I say something?” he asks, hyperaware of the fact that he’s probably not coming off nearly as chill and relaxed as he’d like to about this. It took him long enough to agree to Shane eating him out, and even longer still to agree to one slim finger. He’s not feeling very sex-positive right now. “Something that implied I wanted to try a vibrator?”
(or: role reversal, gently)
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02 May 2026
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At some point their relationship got fucked up enough that Ilya helps wax Shane’s pubes when they’re in town together, instead of doing normal couple things like watching Iron Chef or having brunch. Ilya thinks it started happening around, after the time he had to beg Shane not to bleach his asshole but before they both started peeing while taking showers together. “I just want a clean slate,” he tells Ilya very seriously, but they come to a compromise that he should keep something short and trimmed above his dick. Ilya, on the other hand, is under strict instruction to never touch any of his pubic hair, lest Shane have nothing to hold on to when he’s working the head with the back of his throat, so it’s kind of a shock when he says, “We should wax your ass too.”
Or: Ilya Rozanov gets fisted.
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- Part 1 of euro-step
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18 Apr 2026
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Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.
One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.
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18 Apr 2026
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The Re-Education of Shane Hollander by thisworld
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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Shane’s heart dropped. He nodded once and sat up straighter, shoulders rolled back. “It is. I’m sorry if this is too far or whatever, but it’s what I want and I have to ask for what I want. It’s okay if you don’t want to. I’m not going to break up with you over this.” Or anything, really. Even if Ilya said he couldn’t stay a secret and wanted to fuck other people, Shane would let him.
Ilya’s own heart split in two at that. He turned, metal scraping wood on the deck, and took both of Shane’s hands in his. Time and trust linked their fingers together automatically.
“I’m not saying I do not want this,” Ilya began. Shane let out a small breath, shoulders relaxing. “But you must know, the things you are coming up with for sex are not things I have done.”
Something about the cottage made him be honest. Maybe it was the promise last summer of being honest and saying how they really felt. Maybe it was the distance between that unknown precipice and the leap of faith they took together. Whatever it was, Ilya had to come clean if he was going to keep giving Shane whatever his brain and body wanted.
AKA: Shane Hollander invents kink in the recesses of that beautiful brain
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18 Apr 2026
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06 Apr 2026
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silk-like hips (conscious lips) by ja9ntk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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"Now, now," Ilya calls to the room, walking in from the shower, hair still dripping wet. Shane can see the dark spots from where the droplets landed on his shirt. The idiot hasn't even dried off completely, the wet of his body making his shirt stick. He wants to take a towel and smother him. "Do not stress Hollander out. Is bad for baby."
Luca makes a confused sound from where he's lacing up his sneakers. The angel that he is, he spares Shane the irritation of not joining whatever nonsense the rest of the guys are cooking up. "Huh? What baby?"
"Him," he goes to his cubby, starts messing around with his bag, his back to the room. "Hollander is baby."
"Rozanov." Shane is at the end of his rope. This entire team can burn to the ground for all he cares.
5 times Shane obliviously sits through Ilya’s affection + 1 time he realizes it
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- Part 1 of silk-like
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01 Apr 2026
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Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.
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Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.
“Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.
“Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.
“You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”
Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.
The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.
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29 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
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28 Mar 2026
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Shane whined, high and strained. He tried to push up on his forearms, but the machine’s next thrust drove him back down, his forehead rubbing against the carpet.
Ilya crouched down, bringing his face level with Shane’s. He reached out and brushed a sweat-damp strand of hair from Shane’s forehead, the touch deceptively soft. His lips curved into a knowing smirk.
“Well,” Ilya said, his voice calm, almost conversational. “What a pretty picture.”
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Ilya gives Shane time to himself for some real honest self reflection.
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- Part 3 of shanepussy & friends
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22 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is an alpha, and to the rest of the world, so is Ilya Rozanov.
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22 Mar 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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21 Mar 2026