Iamthybest

NO BRAIN!?!?!!?



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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    You've never really understood what it means to love or even be loved.

    You never had crushes growing up, as frankly, relationships have always been low on the list of priorities. You've been busy just trying to survive.

    You knew it was a real phenomenon, just not for you. Whenever anybody tried to provide it, you always ended up pushing them away.

    But what if you one day could no longer avoid it? What if somebody persisted, forcing you to be loved anyways?

    The thought terrifies you.

    Or,

    In which Pierrot just so happens to fall in love with an Aromantic MC. Things can only go so well.

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    16 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    So this started off as me reading dste everything self harm fics and going “teehee what if sex as a form of self harm? Wouldn’t that be silly?” And then I started writing, lost the plot, and now we’re here so yeah

    What **if** sex as self harm but also other things

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    30 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Tw: Strong descriptions of birth, gore, erm..Nothing sexual in this chapter

    The angst and horror only lasts this chapter only, after that it will be fluff and smut because I feel so much love for 1x7n7 that it's sickening chat

    Just wanted to write gore badly sorry guys in disgusting

    007n7 is the lms and 1x1 the killer

    Bluudud is 16
    Pr33ttypriincess 13-14
    And c00lkidd 6

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    04 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    When I stepped out into the dim light from the darkness of my room, I had only two people on my mind. Johnny Cade and Dallas Winston. The funeral had only been a week ago, I remembered how I didn’t even cry. I had felt too out of place to cry… I remembered though how at my parent’s funeral I had bawled the whole time until Darry thought I was going to make myself sick. I felt sick today, not because I was actually ill- but I wish that was the reason why. I wish the reason why I felt like hurling was because I could smell the breakfast from the kitchen and not because I wish I could hear the sound of the gang all having fun and laughing even this early in the morning. Yet I knew, I wouldn’t hear that sound again for a long time- maybe not ever.
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    Time travel fix-it with the outsiders! Basically Ponyboy gets transported back in time to try and fix the deaths of Johnny and Dally and makes things a lot worse.
    Weekly updates!

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    09 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    john's had a crush on dirk for... well, forever. but dirk wouldn't want a trans guy. right?

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    15 Sep 2024