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    Colt Seavers spent most of his life staring at the ground as he plummeted toward it.
    Then one day, his attention was captured by the stars.
    Not for a fun, curious, or fantastical reason. No, his reasoning was shitty, life-altering, and painful.

    or;

    It’s been twenty-seven years since Ryland Grace was sent on a suicide mission lightyears away from home.

    His twin brother, Colt Seavers, looks back on their time together and their time apart, while waiting to receive a crucial update - was the mission successful?

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    15 May 2026

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    Petulantly, Rocky says, “Grace sound stupid. Like child.”

    “I’m just talking how you talk, buddy.”

    “Yes. This is because I talk like child, to speak to stupid human.”

    “Well, you don’t have to do that,” I say without thinking.

    “♪♫♩as this♪ when, underst♪♪♫d ♪me, question?” Rocky says.

    “What?”

    “Can♪♪♫will understa♫d it ♫think talks♫♪ as this♪ Eridian you♩♫, question?”

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    09 May 2026

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    Within the tight quarters of the Hail Mary, misunderstandings, arguments, and accidents are bound to happen. It's especially unfortunate when all three happen at once.

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    07 May 2026

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    “Oh,” I sigh, rubbing still-shaking hands across my stubbly face because oh, that was so close. Too close. We were supposed to be done with the theatrics, with the life-and-death bullhonkey.

    What the heck, universe? Not cool.

    I don’t want to move for a bit. The siren song of dissociation calls my name, and honestly, I’m so, so chill with just sitting here for a second and decompressing and trying to remember all the breathing techniques I learned for my students, butー

    But the lights are still flashing red, flashing with urgency and Mary is saying something and I have to drag my mind, kicking and screaming, back to focusー

    “-ected. Toxic gas in Laboratory detected. Toxic gas in Laboratory-” Mary drones, and once it clicks into place the cold sweat is backー

    Oh god noー

    The banging noise. The gas leak. The lab.

    Rocky.

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    07 May 2026

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    A series of messages, emails and letters between Ryland Grace and Colt Seavers before, during and after their respective incidents.

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    06 May 2026

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    It's fitting; the one constant in Buck's life is that, at some point, everyone leaves.
    Now, he's depending on it. To save Eddie.

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    After a crane malfunctions at an apartment building undergoing renovations, the 118 is called to evacuate the remaining construction workers before an imminent collapse. Buck and Eddie, who haven't spoken in two days, are caught in the crossfire.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    16 Nov 2025

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    The Buckley parents are back in town, and like a bad omen, Buck's chronic pain flares up.

    or, amputee!Buck and the mortifying ordeal of your parents not realising you lost your leg.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    When Abuela calls him and says, “Eddito, I’m getting older and Pepa can’t run the tamale stand by herself. I could really use your help,” Eddie recognizes it for the lifeline it is and grabs on with both hands. It’s not hard to tell his parents he’s moving to LA. It’s hard to hear what they have to say about him, about Chris, but he packs up their stuff regardless and drives toward the Golden State with a prayer that this too won’t tarnish under his hands.

    Eddie starts working in various farmer's markets across the county, including the Santa Monica Farmer's Market. Buck just so happens to be the market coordinator there. Something between them grows alongside the seasonal vegetables and organic wheatgrass.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Buck needs to do something reckless. There's a lawyer's business card in his wallet, but Eddie's shop is right there, so he lets himself make a different choice.

    (title from Noah Kahan)

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    01 Jul 2025

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    For a moment, there is a weird tension in the room. It makes the blood rush through Bobby’s veins, adrenaline pushing into his bloodstream, fight or flight activated, just from Eddie knocking on his door at 2pm on a random Tuesday.

    Then Eddie finally speaks. “I’m in love with Buck.”

    Time stands still. Bobby swears the ticking of his clock actually ceases to exist. The air around him stops flowing, does not want to enter his body, nor leave his lungs again. The world stops entirely in its rotation. And Bobby thinks he might need to get his ears checked. “Okay?”

    --

    or: the one where bobby realizes he is somehow buck's father, eddie's father-in-law and christopher's grandfather all at the same time. and he may just be one conversation away from calling eddie out and making him kiss buck.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Everyone knows that when you touch someone who's going to be important to you for the first time, you'll leave a mark on them. It's not just romantic love; parents and children, siblings, close friends all share marks too. At least, they do in theory. Maddie's the only person who's ever touched Buck and left anything behind.
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    It’s funny, growing up knowing your parents don’t care about you. The kind of funny that would get Evan uninvited from sleepovers, which is why he always changes into his pajamas in the bathroom. The kind of funny that he’s not allowed to ask his parents about. The kind of funny that makes Maddie look at him so sadly sometimes, when she doesn’t realize he can see her out of the corners of his eyes.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    It’s a cruel, twisted joke from the universe, really, but it’s just the way it is. Everyone’s born with a date on their ribs — they call it their Mark Day (cute) — and on that day, it’s actually very simple, the destined love of your life and the other half of your soul ceases to join you in the land of the living. Fun, right?

    No, Eddie doesn’t think so either. But that’s probably because today is his Mark Day, and most people are a bit crabby on their Mark Day. We try not to hold it against them.

     

    Or, Eddie's soulmate is going to die today, and that's fine, really. He's never met her. It's just a cruel coincidence that Buck is struck by lightning on today of all days.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    After growing tired of eating alone in his loft, Buck decides to start a YouTube channel where he records himself eating dinner and telling stories about crazy things his team has encountered on calls. He eventually gains a substantial fanbase, and he is led to the channel of another LA firefighter who uploads informational videos and also casual vlogs with his ten-year-old son. It isn't long before the two start a friendship through messages, both of them secretly hoping it will turn into something more.

    Or, Eddie and Buck are both firefighters/YouTubers and they end up falling in love.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    “So,” Eddie said, voice light, “what’s good today?”

    Buck didn’t even look. He reached beneath the counter, grabbed a small white bag and the to-go cup of juice he had ready before sliding it across to Eddie. “You want the apple turnover. Some orange juice too.”

    Eddie blinked. “How’d you—”

    “You always glance at both of them but never pick them. Thought I’d make the call for you today. Start your day off with some joy.”

    His eyes lingered on Buck. “Always do.”

    Or Buck owns a bakery, Eddie gets a little sweet treat every day, and they learn what joy is.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    Buck survived the lightning strike. He healed, he recovered, he went back to work—stronger, steadier, ready to move on.

    Or so he thought.

    When the symptoms return—quiet at first, then impossible to ignore—Buck’s world begins to tilt all over again. But he doesn’t face it alone.

    With Eddie by his side, and the full weight of the 118 behind him, Buck begins the hardest part of surviving: learning to live again.

    A story about resilience, fear, found family, and the quiet, fierce kind of love that waits with you in the dark.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    It’s a well known fact that Buck is a good guy. Everyone knows that. Hell: the LAFD as a whole probably knows how good of a guy Buck is. He did save a dozen people during the tsunami while he was off duty while he was recovering and on blood thinners. A feat that the 118 hadn’t been aware of until one year after the tsunami, when one of the victims spoke up and named him as Firefighter Buck. The LAFD had recognized him for his bravery and Buck? He’d brushed it off like it was nothing.

    So yeah, Buck’s a good guy. A great guy. But does he know how great he is? You would tell him and he would probably brush it off and tell you he’s just as good as everyone else.

    The 118 know this, of course they do, but it all starts to come into clarity for them on a
    stormy day when Buck shows up to work looking like a wet dog and one by one, they notice the little things that Buck does for them.

    Or: a 7+1 where the 118 realize just how GOOD Buck is. Comfort, no hurt.

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    13 Jun 2025

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    Breathe — come on, Buck, breathe!

    Buck doubles over, clutching at his chest, his lungs burning. Pain explodes across his sternum like he’s just been punched.

    Don’t do this to me, please.

    Finally, Buck manages to suck in a ragged breath. “I…I think I can hear Eddie,” he gasps, dazed. He glances over at the stairs, expecting to see Eddie appear at the top.

    Bobby nods, his hands still on Buck’s shoulders. “You have to go back to him.”

    Buck looks up at Bobby. “He isn’t here?”

    Bobby’s eyes well with tears. “No, Buck. He isn’t here.”

    ***

    Hovering between life and death after the building collapse, Buck encounters Bobby while Eddie races to save him. Or, an alternate take on the season 8 finale.

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    13 Jun 2025

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    “He baby-trapped you,” the man said with a misplaced confidence that was almost impressive, “that’s fucked up, man.”

    Buck blinked. Then blinked again. Then, “Uh... no. No, that’s not—”

    “Shut it, Benji, that’s not what happened,” the other robber scowled, no longer trying to pretend he wasn’t eavesdropping. “They’re both dudes. A dude can’t baby-trap another dude.”

    “Of course they can. Equal rights and shit! That’s what the parades are for.”

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    There's a hostage situation at the bank and Buck is forced to reevaluate his relationship with Eddie (and vice versa).

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    13 Jun 2025

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    50 First Dates AU

    “It still sounds like a nightmare. You know, starting over every day. Always doing the same thing, making the same mistakes. Never having a chance to learn or make a different decision. Shouldn't it be when you're at your worst, they're at their worst, you have every reason to give up, and you still decide you want to try again?”
    -Evan Buckley, Season 5 Episode 18

    OR

    After the ladder truck bombing, Buck loses the ability to form and maintain new memories. Every day is a new challenge but everything changes when Eddie Diaz joins the 118, one year later than he was supposed to.

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    10 Jun 2025

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