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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai Osamu no longer remembers the sound of Nakahara Chuuya’s voice.

    Terrified that one day even the pain will leave him, he begins writing down everything he can remember, starting with the night they met.

    Years later, with nothing left but memories and regrets he can never undo, he writes about the boy who changed his life.

    A love story told backwards, because some endings are easier to survive than forgetting.

    Language:
    English
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    21,013
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    18
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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    История, в которой Чуя отлично выполняет приказы, а Дазай держит под контролем всё, кроме самого важного.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    25,678
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    127
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,346

    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    И одна - Накахары Чуи.

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    Дадзаю все еще нет двадцати.
    И вряд ли будет.
    И Чуя единственный во всей этой вселенной, кто просил его не умирать.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    10,042
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    584
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    36
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    11,673

    04 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    And the one life of Chuuya Nakahara.

    Dazai is not yet twenty, and it’s unlikely that he ever will be.
    Chuuya is the only person in the universe who asked him not to die.

    [this is a translation (made w/permission) of Девять жизней Осаму Дадзая by Sher_Domi! if you understand russian please read the original :)]

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,241
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    1,142

    04 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Волки и Овцы были врагами. И пусть с недавних пор между ними царило хрупкое перемирие, ненависть по-прежнему жила в их сердцах, и ничто не могло её преодолеть.
    Так было до тех пор, пока два мальчика не встретились в одну грозовую ночь. | AU Ночная буря

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    Русский
    Words:
    60,345
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    219

    04 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Chuuya is stuck in a time loop from the day he wakes up on his 22nd birthday until his 'family' kills him on his 25th for being born to a demonic woman from the father's affair, he must find a 'happy' ending or stay in this cyclical hell.

     

    "Take your sword…carve my demonic heart out…and use the power…to keep those you hold dear safe." Dazai leans forward, placing his forehead against Chuuya's as his arms hold Chuuya closer; being surrounded by the slightest warmth as he's dying, the kindest death he's been given.

    "Why do you…wish to…save me?" Chuuya asks and Dazai smiles and leans even closer, like a small mischievous secret between kids.

    "Because you have saved me once."

    Or: Chuuya suffers from being born a demon and Dazai is just happy to have Chuuya by his side

    Language:
    English
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    20,232
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    681

    16 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai and Chuuya have found themselves in a rather bizzare situation. They weren't meant to get any serious missions after their last one. Yet here they were, outside of the barrier and surrounded by the eyesore that was the rest of Japan. They had their assignment but was it really worth all this effort?

    Chuuya had thought this was a terrible idea from the start, going to a random city with nothing but the clothes off their backs and each other? Sure they would survive, even thrive, they both knew how to, individually. Surely it would be easier with a partner they both trusted. Still, starting a band in the dirtiest part of hero society to get some info they could've gotten with Mafia resources? Ridiculous. This must be some sort of sick game the Boss has decided to make them partake in.

    Dazai, on his behalf, only considered this whole mission to be tedious. He had to be stuck with such an ugly slug for who knows how long, in a city that is more than an eyesore! He will survive, unfortunately. What else could he do? Go against Mori's orders? He could, but that would also mean staying in Yokohama while he keeps ordering him around. He'd rather be with Chuuya outside of Yokohama, thank you.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    93,201
    Chapters:
    9/50
    Comments:
    237
    Kudos:
    805
    Bookmarks:
    147
    Hits:
    18,460

    02 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 92

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    The 5 times Dazai said I love you, and the 1 time Chuuya said it.

    (featuring: Dazai gaslighting to get what he wants and Chuuya knowing exactly what he signed up for)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,546
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    486
    Bookmarks:
    92
    Hits:
    3,446

    24 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    When the Armed Detective Agency first recruited their newest member, Dazai Osamu, they had no idea what kind of trouble they were inviting through their doors. On paper, he looked like the perfect addition—brilliant, sharp-minded, and exactly the kind of detective the Agency could be proud of.

    In practice, however, Dazai quickly proved himself to be nothing short of a living nightmare. The first week alone had proven that.

    Dazai Osamu was a menace. He was insufferable, a total nuisance, a walking migraine in human form.

    His boyfriend, on the other hand, was an absolute sweetheart.

    (or Chuuya bakes and wins hearts at the ADA)

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    1,057
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    189
    Hits:
    5,086

    24 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    It was barely dawn when the phone rang, slicing through the fog of Chuuya’s sleep. He didn’t know why he sat up immediately, why something deep inside him leapt awake with a jolt of unease. There was a tug in his gut, cold and insistent, warning him that something was wrong, that he needed to pay attention.

    He answered before he could think.

    Mori’s voice came through, precise and cutting, each word falling like shards of ice. “As of last night, Dazai Osamu has left the Port Mafia of his own volition.”

    Chuuya’s lips parted, but no sound escaped.

    Dazai... left the Port Mafia?

    Left him?

    It felt like someone had poured a bucket of freezing water over his head.

     

    [or: a fic in which Dazai plays the terrible game of hide-and-seek and they both suffer

    aka Nakahara Chuuya's Guide to Hiding a Traitor]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,151
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    552
    Bookmarks:
    134
    Hits:
    3,459

    24 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Looking for something?”

    He raised his eyes, and found the creature' smile. It felt wrong, out of place on his triangular face.

    It was lying on a branch, and its whiskers twitched while it stared down at him.

    “Yes,” he answered. “You.”

    The creature' smirk widened, eyes squinting in crescents.

    “Well then,” it slowly got up and stretched its front legs, its sharp nails digging into the bark. “This might just get interesting.”

     

    (Or, sorcerer!Chuuya and Dazai fight curses, evil organisations and people from their past out for their blood, and still manage to find themselves in the midst of it all.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,682
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    382
    Kudos:
    383
    Bookmarks:
    84
    Hits:
    12,410

    11 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dazai es el perro de Chuuya, no hay nada
    más que explicar.

    Language:
    Español
    Words:
    23,218
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,476

    08 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    Накахара Чуя — молодой ангел, получивший задание сверху разобраться с вкрай оборзевшей нечистью. Осаму Дазай — загадочный незнакомец, нагло и фривольно вламывающийся в его и без того непростую жизнь.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    87,838
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    277

    08 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    The night started with a stupid bet between Chuuya and his sister: go there, knock at the door and don’t run away right after.

    Simple and stupid.

    What they didn’t expect was that some of the stories are actually true…

    Or: me writing a Halloween story and trying to make it psychological horror-esque
    EXTRA CHAPTER (ch8- Epilogue) ADDED ON 6/12/2022

     

    [Russian translation available HERE]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,716
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    84
    Kudos:
    971
    Bookmarks:
    161
    Hits:
    13,189

    06 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya has the misfortune to run into a very irritating wizard detective, and the next thing he knows, he's trapped in a tangled web of curses, weretigers, and scarecrows. He did not sign up for any of this.

    [Or: A rather chaotic mashup of BSD and Howl's Moving Castle (both the book and movie canons)]

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    247,808
    Chapters:
    20/22
    Comments:
    915
    Kudos:
    1,895
    Bookmarks:
    580
    Hits:
    74,079

    06 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Twenty years to the day the story broke the papers and took LA by storm, Nakajima Atsushi—freshly promoted detective of the LAPD—finds himself assigned to the now-reopened case of a brutally murdered Hollywood starlet: The Red Camellia.

    Desperate to prove his worth to his superiors and irritating case partner, Atsushi throws himself headfirst into the mystery, only to find that the past of an enigmatic suspect and his own future may be starting to tangle in ways that defy reality and all that he once thought to know.

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    The year is 1957 and Dazai Osamu, an officer haunted by a string of murders terrorizing the LA county, stumbles into a bar, hoping for a distraction. He never expected to find himself dangerously involved with the club’s striking star singer, Nakahara Chuuya, or how tragically their fates are destined to intertwine.

    Language:
    English
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    335,938
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    737
    Kudos:
    956
    Bookmarks:
    319
    Hits:
    44,193

    05 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    112,578
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Collections:
    17
    Comments:
    1,670
    Kudos:
    20,746
    Bookmarks:
    3,811
    Hits:
    417,570

    05 May 2026

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    “Okay so if we’re both still single when we’re twenty two,” Dazai’s smile grew even wider. “Let’s marry each other.”

    By the time Chuuya’s twenty two, he’d probably be in a relationship with someone else, and the possibilities of them even remembering each other were slim to none.

    And so, Chuuya gave his answer.

    “Fine, let’s do that.”

    In short, fifteen year olds Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya made a stupid promise one day in their school library out of boredom, which leads to the next seven years of their life filled with fighting, burnt notebooks and late night conversations.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,309
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
    4,224
    Bookmarks:
    814
    Hits:
    50,651

    05 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    As Nakahara Chuuya wakes up to the destruction he caused, he realizes a few things.

    One, he activated Corruption.

    Two, Dazai was not here, so he wasn't the one who nullified Corruption.

    Three, that meant that Arahabaki was being merciful, letting him die as a human after having his fun. Twisted and just like the Gods who watch over human civilization, aloof and selfish.

    Four, he was heavily bleeding from every crevice of his human body that houses the god within him.

    'Ah, so this is how I die.'

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,704
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    385
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    4,116

    05 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    In the bountiful multiverse- or maybe just a line in a singular, throwaway page- one Dazai Osamu finds his standstill with Death finally coming to a close. It seems his luck has run out. Or perhaps the opposite is the case, and lady luck has finally deigned to smile upon him.

    Regardless, the outcome is the same. On a clear spring day, just as the sun begins to set: Dazai gazes upon a river and prepares to jump in. His partner in the ADA was already called and on his way, and a starving orphan is just a ways ahead, waiting for their first encounter.

    It just so happens that in this iteration of the story, when Dazai falls into the river- a wayward bunch of rocks he somehow missed in his calculations manages to interrupt his trajectory. And hit him square in the head. It is not a painless, nor instantaneous death. In his last moments, Dazai has only the singular thought that: this is not how he wanted things to go.


    What if: Dazai dies in the first episode of BSD. He still manages to enact his plans.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,548
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    227

    04 May 2026

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