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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    He's back. The guard with a stupid underbite (and bulky tactical vest and oversized blue helmet and pale skin) is going to ruin everything Gordon fought to rebuild after Black Mesa: a shitty apartment, a barista job that barely paid rent, and just enough stability to raise his son.

    Benrey still thinks they’re friends.

    Gordon would rather die.

    [Or: barista! au Single father Gordon fic reuniting with his enemy. It doesn't go well.]

    (Weekly updates around 12:00 CST every week or one week after the last chapter!)

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Dr. Freeman has been through one hell of a campaign through Black Mesa, and now, it's time that he finally rests and reaps his hard earned rewards. Unfortunately, he also gets an unexpected government mandated house guest in the form of the alien space god that has been torturing him for the past month. And then... they were roommates.

    New chapter every week, guaranteed! Been over 200k words long for a while now sheesh. This is going to be a long one. Sorry.

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    He should have known when they got out of the car their first time at the coast and Lambda raced down the sand to the water so fast that Gordon tripped straight out of his sandals trying to keep up with her. When he stood barefoot on the wet sand, watching her shift from a bounding fox into a gull, then a sleek sea lion, then a sturgeon as she leapt from wave to wave – he should have known then that she would never be happy out of the water again.

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    12 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    After Dr. Coomer's goodbye message, Gordon dropped everything to find a way to free his friends from Black Mesa’s simulation. Weeks experimenting with the code revealed that beating an entirely new game was his only option. Unfortunately for Gordon, he couldn't do it alone.

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    12 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    It's been a year since his fateful simulator run, and Gordon Freeman has long since returned to the truth of his real life: PhD dropout, living alone, holding onto his research tech job at Black Mesa by a thread. But when his AI companions arrive at his employee dorm, inexplicably in the flesh, they bring a dire warning that will once again upend Gordon's entire reality. As they set off in search of a mysterious technology from Black Mesa's defunct rival company, everything would be a hell of a lot easier if they weren't also on the run from the authorities.

    Oh, and if the science team hadn't decided to bring Benrey along. Fuck.

    [ACT 1 COMPLETE! Future acts in progress.]

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    12 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    “However the hell you got here—” Gordon waves the knife in a dizzy little circle around Benrey’s head. “Do that backwards.”

    “you want me to blink backwards?”

    “Blink?”

    “when your eyes close,” Benrey says. “fastly. like this.”

    He blinks. Gordon considers stabbing himself. That’d be a little more dignified. Die with intention instead of getting himself killed trying to put a hole through a hallucination. Or, worse, giving himself a halfway hackjob and living to explain it to the cavalry. Officer, there was an NPC in my kitchen.

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    12 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    "A Flimsy excuse" asks the question: "what if everything that happened was real. And we got a semi-explanation for Benrey's little quirks? What if we added MORE aliens into the mix as well?" Well you might get to peer into conflicting motives, people losing the ability of choice, and empathy that despite everything, seeps through the cracks.

    This fic is short, but is a labor of love over the course of 2+ years. One I began writing the moment HLVRAI took over my life, and have since then have been polishing the best I can. I might come back to fix more things later on too.

    There IS a second part planned, but nothing concrete. So please enjoy what I've written :D

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    12 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 43

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    When a snowstorm blocks all the exits out of the small town Levi is stuck in, he resigns to his fate and reluctantly accepts staying the night at the only bed & breakfast in town.

    He expects to take a well-deserved shower and fuck off to sleep, but what he doesn't expect is that the room was already rented to someone else, forcing him to share his bed with… a very attractive and tall man who looks at him like he hung the goddamn stars.

    It's just for one night, right?

    (Spoiler: It isn't.)

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    04 May 2026

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    from da big goat

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Gordon Freeman's the new fisherman for a small local town in the coasts. Unfortunately for him, he's about to learn that the coasts are far more dangerous than he bargained for, and that things aren't exactly normal when sailing the seas. Horrible creatures lurk in the deep, some stranger than others, and Gordon's about to meet them one way or another.

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    14 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 2

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    After the events of HLVRAI, Gordon attempts to return his life to what it was, to some success. Along the way, he gets to know the science team (and a not-so-little someone else) a little better.

    This fic is still being written, and chapters will be posted when I finish writing them. All relationship and character tags are set, but additional tags will be updated along with the work. Dialogue is written in character-specific voices so some of it might be formatted strangely or have incorrect grammar for the sake of preserving the whimsy of the original. dont like, dont read!

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    14 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    A group of stupid AIs are transferred to the real world, and Gordon has to figure out how to be a person again after what happened at black mesa.

    Tommy Coolatta is accidentally the worst wingman ever

    Can Gordon reconcile with Benrey????? Can Benrey finally get in Gordon's pants??? find out on the next chapter of... really long title name that's a quote from portal 2!!!!!!!!

     

    As of now, the fic is like 16-17+ but will be 18+. not that anyone younger will care, i know you're reading this. shoo!!! :(
    tw: self harm, depression, suicidal ideation, mental health issues

     

    super duper cancelled

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    14 Apr 2026

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    lllalalalalala

  12. Public Bookmark 35

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    Eren is a cam boy who loves to flirt and tease on camera. He always does his shows solo, but for Christmas he want’s to do something special – so he offers to his viewers that one of them can be Erens personal Santa and do the next show with him. Smut. Pwp. Strangers to Lovers.
    (You know they catch feelings, right?)

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    26 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    The dead don’t return. That was the comfort. That was the rule. But this man never followed the rules.

    Not mortal. Not quite alive.

    Eren Jaeger.

    A dead man walking. A nightmare made flesh.

    And now here he was, dragged from the depths of whatever hell he'd forged for himself, as if summoned by the stray thought of Levi’s tired mind.

    A tragedy, knocking. Unfolding again at his feet.

    Standing on Levi’s porch. Nothing between them but breath.

    Eren spoke. Not loud. Not sure. The words felt pried from a rusted cage inside his chest. “I… shouldn’t have come.”

    “Yes, you shouldn’t,” Levi said simply. “But here you are. So I ask you again, Eren Jaeger… why”

    “I thought that maybe… you,”

    Levi knew, all at once—and not quite at all—what lived at the end of Eren's unfinished line. His heart ached both for himself and for Jaeger, or maybe for the sheer unfairness of honesty turned burden.

    There was a time when Levi would have acknowledged the underlying meaning with a curt nod.

    I know. I see you. I feel it too. But we are both bound to things greater than this. Take solace in knowing. It’s what I can offer.

    One a privilege—lost. The other, a gift returned.

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    26 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    Bucky and Steve have always been more than just childhood best friends. As teenagers, they finally start exploring their relationship more - except a girl suddenly shows interest in Steve, crumbling the entire foundation of their fragile... whatever they have.

    Or: Sixty-two days. Two seventeen-year-olds. Love on the edge, misery, and absolutely devastating angst.

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    28 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    What if Steve was pregnant when he went into the ice?

    Chased by grief over the loss of Bucky. Steve takes the Valkyrie into the ice in an attempt to stop Hydra.

    70 years later, Steve wakes up in a new time, with new enemies and new friends, but the mission is the same. Bring down the enemy, no matter what. When a mysterious figure known as San Dapth makes his way onto the scene, Steve and the Avengers step forward and heed the call to arms. Together, they have to face down San Dapth and bring him to justice.

    It is in their fight against San Dapth that Steve discovers something terrifying. He's pregnant with Bucky Barnes' baby. Now he must learn to live this new life without the man he loves.

    Hydra learns of Steve's pregnancy. And they'll do whatever it takes to get to his unborn child, including unleashing their greatest asset from the ice—the Winter Soldier.

    When Steve discovers the Winter Soldier and Bucky Barnes are one and the same, he must fight to bring back the man he loves.

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    28 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 57

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    "The cut opened.

    Red welled up, dark and warm in the chill night air.

    Steve’s breath hitched. His pupils dilated. His fangs dropped lower, just slightly.

    Bucky didn’t flinch. He’d been through this before.

    He held his arm out. Close, but not touching. He’d force it if he had to, but he was giving the man one chance to make the right decision.

    “Drink,” he ordered.

    Steve blinked at him. “I—I can’t—”

    “You have to. If you don’t, you’ll go feral in an hour. Maybe less. That’s not a threat, that’s just biology. So you either feed off of me and live, or die screaming in your own head. Your choice.”

    Steve’s lips parted.

    The scent of Bucky’s blood must have hit him full-force then, because the decision wasn’t really a decision at all.

    He lunged forward."

    Steve Rogers never asked to be turned into a vampire.

    James Bucky Barnes never escaped the shadow and carnage of the one who turned him.

    Fate ties them together long before either of them can name it—through blood, instinct, and a half-formed bond that only grows stronger the harder they try to ignore it.

    (Complete!🩸❤️) [Currently in final editing.]

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    28 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 24

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    "The asset was for something. He had a purpose. He had missions and orders." Bucky released a laugh, bitter and hollow. "At least then I knew what I was supposed to be doing. Now I just—I wake up and I don't know why. What's the point of any of this if I'm just going to be empty forever?"

    "You won't be."

    "You don't know that."

    "I do know that," Steve said firmly. "You've already made progress, Buck. You've already taken pieces of yourself back and started building something. You have been since before I found you. Think of the words and the notebook—those are yours, you did that."

     

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    Bucky learns to rebuild himself by journaling carefully chosen words he resonates with. He documents his journey from emptiness and guilt to finding love and peace, all while being supported endlessly by Steve.

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    28 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 6

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    Bucky and Steve before, during, and after WW2. From their love confessions to Steve saving Bucky from Hydra, and the letters that they both thought would stay hidden.

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    28 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You mean it about helpin’ me out or what?” Bucky snapped.

    Steve suddenly straightened up. He gave Bucky an odd look.

    “What d’you mean by that…?” Steve asked.

    The Howling Commandos are short on sleep, and Bucky definitely should have left the Captain's tent with the others.

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    28 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 69

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    Bucky Barnes is an Omega agent at Shield, trying to shake the stereotypes placed on him and his breed. He wants more for himself, and has become a promising agent. His honor is challenged when an Alpha takes him against his will, and feelings prove complicated.

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    Steve Rogers is an Alpha living in secret under his true alias, 'Captain Hydra', and finds himself curious for the first time in 70 years when an Omega becomes subject to his violent behavior. Steve kidnaps this Omega, and begins to fall in love with him in his own...very twisted way.

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    28 Jan 2026

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