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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Max wasn’t okay, but who would catch her when she fell?

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    A two-chapter Max fic that focuses on her character and her relationship with everyone. Also a redemption for Marcus and Max’s relationship because they’re two hurting siblings and they need each other.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Maxine has been baby A for her entire life. She’s the oldest, so naturally she has to be the strongest and the most responsible. She can’t be sad, because that’s not her job. Being sad has always been baby B’s job. He was allowed to crumble and break because that what was expected from him. It’s always appeared to work for the twins, but how does that imbalance affect them, truly?

    Or; Maxine’s and Marcus’s inner voices are screaming and they want to be heard.

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    Marcus had never thought about suicide. At least no more than listening to the yearly assembly about warning signs and statistics. Even in his darkest days. He never once considered.
    He saw no point in killing himself. No, he would much rather lie down and forget to exist. Sure, eventually he would die. But he was no danger to himself; in fact, he was nothing to himself.
    Inaction wasn’t the same as action.
    Max was always the doer between the two of them.

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    Follow Up to "Glass Girl". There are no happy endings, but sometimes, there are hopeful ones.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    That morning, waiting in the parking lot, wasn’t the first time Maxine thought about killing herself. No, that has been at age 12, when Brandon Smithson, kissed her behind the slide on the playground, and then called her a whore when she told him she was gay.

    In that moment, all she wanted to do was die of embarrassment and shame.

    No, it certainly wasn’t the first time thinking about it all stopping; about going to sleep, finding herself in the silence at the end of the unrelenting spiral, and never waking up.

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    Max after season 3. Sometimes, there are no happy endings.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    They used to believe being twins meant always understanding each other. But life has a way of testing even the closest bonds. This is the story of what happens when hope flickers, when love is tested - and when two siblings have to find their way back to each other before it’s too late.

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    06 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Marcus is coming back from rehab this afternoon,” said Ginny, appearing from the side and taking a seat.

    “I am skipping the last period to be there,” she continued. “Max?”

    “No,” Max said, shortly.

    Ginny’s eyebrows creased together, and her lip faintly curled in disappointment.

    “No, I just have a quiz in English,” she hurried to clarify. And a brother who hates me. “I’ll see him in the evening.”

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    Max, Marcus, and learning how to love and be loved

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    06 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Max and Marcus have been asked the same question a thousand times, 'How does it feel to have a twin? Is it special or just like having siblings?' The answer had remained consistent for both until maybe it's time to change the answer.

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    06 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    When Marcus attempts to apologize after rehab, Maxine refuses, not out of cruelty or indifference, but exhaustion. As she recounts the moments he doesn’t remember, she names a lifetime of parentification and emotional labor that sobriety alone cannot undo. She draws a boundary that rejects forgiveness, recovery, and repair that still center him. The chapter marks the end of her role as caretaker, and the beginning of an unfamiliar, unsettling question: who is she when she stops carrying her brother?

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    06 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    A middle-of-the-night intuition leads Marcus to his feverish twin, forcing a quiet reckoning with sobriety, care, and a bond neither of them ever truly lost.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “You’re outside a club,” Buck said. “You’re calling me at 3am from outside a club.”
    “Yeah.” May didn’t even have the decency to sound sorry. “The thing is… I might be a little bit drunk?”

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    Or: Buck gets his first taste of big brother duties

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    30 Jun 2026

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    He cleared his throat. “We’re, uh, spending some time with Eddie’s family. Then we’re going to Bobby and Athena’s—”
    “Bobby and Athena?” Margaret went incredibly still, and Buck was instantly transported back to his childhood. Margaret had never been one to raise her voice, even when Buck was a kid. His dad did, sure. Phillip would swear and shout and slam things. He’d make sure everyone felt his anger. Margaret, though— Margaret was different. Margaret got cold and detached.

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    OR: Margaret expects Buck to spend Mother's Day with her. Buck already has plans.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    When Cliff learns Ilya is moving to Ottawa for Canadian citizenship, he offers to marry Ilya so he stays and can get American citizenship, which somehow leads him to learn that "Jane" is actually THE Shane Hollander.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    I saw someone requested a Shane and Ilya accidental jersey swap on twitter and my mind has thought about nothing since.

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    After some pregame locker room distractions, they accidentally grab the wrong jerseys and don’t realise until they’re already on the ice.

    On live television.

    Now Shane’s skating around with ROZANOV on his back, Ilya’s proudly wearing HOLLANDER and the entire arena has noticed.

    Shane wants the ice to swallow him whole.

    Ilya, meanwhile, is absolutely thriving.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Léa Martin @MrsLéaMartin92
    Shane Hollander is TAKEN !?

    Clara @mrsshanehollander4ever
    Shane Hollander has a BABY????

    Léonie @LeonieGagnon27328
    Is this officially the NHL’s cutest baby?

    Lily @BostonLily1991
    DOES THE BABY HAVE FRECKLES?

    Charlotte @charlottefromquébec
    Replying to @BostonLily1991
    what?

    One month before the tuna melt incident, pictures are posted online of Shane and Hayden’s outing to the aquarium.

    Within minutes, the internet is convinced that Shane Hollander has become a father, and people everywhere are mourning the fact that the NHL’s most eligible bachelor is off the market.

    “People everywhere” includes Ilya Rozanov.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Got someone special waiting for you?”

    Shane’s breath hitches and he looks up, big, brown orbs settling on the person behind the camera. There’s a blush crawling across his freckles, his voice unsteady as he answers.

    “I wanted to celebrate with Lily, but she isn’t here.”

    The video ends shortly after, and the internet collectively loses its mind. Within minutes #FindLily is trending across all social media platforms, women from across the globe begging Shane to dump her ass.

    OR on the night that Shane wins the cup for a second year in a row, the internet learns of Lily and goes absolutely nuts.
    Inevitably, so does Ilya Rozanov.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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    30 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 63

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    " He thinks of Ice and the belt marks on his back and the fear in his eyes every time they faced a new day and he thinks of how he and Ice and Wolf and Hollywood all had to stand aside and watch as their generation was cut in half because no one was doing anything and he thinks of the bar fights and the slurs and the locker room talk and all of the shit they had to go through to get here and that flame of bitter anger rises in the pit of his stomach again.

    So that’s it, he decides, he’s going to go for all the men who couldn’t. For Goose, his one and only ally, for all of the men who lost their jobs or their lives over the years, for his husband who never got to experience it. And for himself, because he’s come a long way and he’s proud. Proud of who he is, proud of the life he’s led, proud of his ability to weather the storm. He deserves to see the rainbow. So he’s going. "

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    aka, visions of Mav's life exactly twenty years apart. In 2003, DADT is an ever-looming threat and he and Ice are doing their best to stick it out together. In 2023, he is deep in mourning for his late husband when the Daggers invite him to Pride, which he's never attended. It drags up some emotions he wasn't expecting.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Terrified, Maverick grabs the newspaper off the doorstop and tears the thread off, tearing it open. There’s a story about the nuclear reactor that exploded in Ukraine in April, and another about the death of Ted Lyons. Ronald Reagan is the president of the United States, the Cubs beat the Dodgers last night 9-4, and Aliens is the number one movie in America.

    The newspaper is the San Diego Union. The date is July 26, 1986.

    Maverick clamps a hand over his mouth and barely makes it back in the house in time to fall to his knees and vomit into the toilet.

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    Maverick makes a wish and wakes up thirty years in the past. He reacts accordingly.

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    23 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ice could handle the symptoms just fine.

    He couldn't handle the worry

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    Seven people who help care for Ice during his treatment

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    21 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 94

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    It's been six months since they started dating and Bradley finally gets a chance to meet Jake's parents at a BBQ to finally celebrate the formation of the daggers. Jake isn't freaking out at all. For once, Bradley's fine. Mostly.

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    21 Jun 2026

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