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When a witch hunt forces the Winchesters to go undercover in a suburban neighborhood, Dean finds himself fighting with his upcoming feelings for a certain angel.
To be more precise: the angel, who currently pretends to be married to his brother Sam.
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"Fix it," Sam says firmly when Dean doesn’t reply. "Fix it before you regret it because our lives are dangerous, and we've lost too many people, and you never know when it's going to fall apart."
"It would be a lot easier if he was open to fixing it," Dean bites out. He's trying here, he's trying really fucking hard, but Cas doesn't want to hear it.
"Maybe you're not saying the right thing," Sam suggests.(A season 15 fix-it fic that starts from 15x03 The Rupture, and diverges fairly significantly.)
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01 Jul 2025
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Cas starts confessing his love for Dean. But if he experiences even a second of happiness, the Empty will take him. So Dean can only think of one way to save him. He must turn down Cas. And he must be as cruel as possible about it. Not a flicker of hope.
Or: the [holding in a slur] meme, for real. With happy ending.
Or: I made 15x18 worse before I fixed it.
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01 Jul 2025
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Dean knows exactly why he’d pulled Cas out of the Empty. It’s not charity. It’s selfishness. He’d made Cas lose his paradise, the version of life the Empty had created for him with his mirage of Dean, just because Dean was too scared to be alone. Dean had promised Cas that he’d pretend for him. He’d said he’d do whatever Cas needed to be as happy here as he’d been in the Empty’s reality. But Dean doesn’t even know how to be the person Cas thinks he is.
Either Cas is lying, or his standards are impossibly low. Cas apparently thought it’d be enough for him just to be near Dean. But that’s not what love should be. It should want something back. Dean’s own feelings are irrelevant. He wants Cas, wants to be someone who deserves him. He can’t have him. He can’t construct a monologue about his reasons for loving Cas like Cas had done for him. He’s pretty sure that holding Cas’s hand would make him combust, after so long subsisting on scraps of shoulder-pats and Cas only touching him to heal him.
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01 Jul 2025
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Castiel is in the Empty, leaving only his confessions and his handprint behind. To Dean, everything seems black.
Until it's not.
(A Season 15x18 coda/fix-it fic.)
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01 Jul 2025