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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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03 Jul 2026
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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02 Jul 2026
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I never stopped calling by Wizbiff
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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He was walking to his Jeep when the stench of cigarette smoke hit his nose. A few feet away, a tall, broad shouldered figure was standing, back to Shane, watching the sunset. Propped against the wall next to him was the bi-pride flag emblazoned sled.
“That was a great game.” Shane said, taking a couple steps in the direction of the sledge hockey center. “You’re an amazing player to watch, but you’re really not supposed to smoke here.” The man stiffened and then pivoted slowly towards Shane. Backlit by the setting sun, his facial expression was indiscernible.
“Oh my God Hollander, you are so boring.”
Ilya was dead.
Or at least, Alexei Rozanov said he was. Even after two years, Shane still hoped to see him again. He never imagined reuniting in the parking lot of a community center in suburban Ottawa.
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A family emergency means Ilya and Shane never meet in Las Vegas. In Russia, Alexei uncovers Ilya's sexuality and attacks him, inflicting grievous injuries. Ilya escapes with his life, but is forced into hiding, seeking refugee status in Canada where he builds a quiet, but meaningful, existence.The only problem: even two years later, he misses Shane Hollander.
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02 Jul 2026
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You’re My Best Friend (I Just Thought I Was Yours Too) by kubkolubko
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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“Part of me kinda wishes Hayden hadn’t come this weekend.”
Hayden’s entire body goes cold.
The words echo inside his skull.
His best friend. The person he hasn’t properly seen since Christmas outside of quick moments on the ice.
Wished he hadn’t come.OR: After Shane leaves the team, Hayden becomes the target of his teammates harassment. He has no friends left in Montreal, and now he’s starting to realize his best friend probably doesn’t need him in his life anymore.
How long can Hayden hold on before he finally breaks?
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01 Jul 2026
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After more than a decade apart, Shane and Ilya are back together, happier than ever, and expecting a baby. Life is good.
Then a cancer diagnosis rocks their family, and they find themselves, their relationship, and their relationships with their children tested like never before.
Set shortly after the epilogue of The Hollanov Trap.
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- Part 2 of The Hollanov Twins
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28 Jun 2026