KilldevilandtheWildThings
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Buck held the little plastic bird close in front of his eyes, twisting it back and forth.
“You can say it, Buck,” Eddie encouraged, quietly. “To put it out there in… the universe. And you’ll see her tomorrow, anyway.”
“I think…” Buck took a huge breath, breathing deep into his chest, past the hurt, past the hard rock of anxiety that sat at its center, past the tears welling in his eyes; he aimed all of it back out, straight into the heart of the deep, deep universe.
“I think I met my daughter tonight.”
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A work of fate or God or man or the universe crosses the paths of Buck and a small, green-eyed girl with a bird in her palm and the future in her snaggle-toothed grin. Two and a half years after the events of Lighthouse, the Diazes become the Diazes.
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- Part 3 of Lighthouse Universe
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“I’m not going to dignify a single word of that with a response. But you’ve made yourself clear. I’ll give you this, though, Ramón: you were right about one thing: I do have to be the man of the house. And-- as such-- you raised me to do at least one thing right: when a man talks about my family like that, they are no longer welcome in mine.”
“Eddie--” Helena cut in.
“Get out,”” Eddie growled at the both of them. “And don’t come back.”
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almost a year after the events of Lighthouse, Buck and Eddie host the Diaz parents, planning to reveal the truth of their relationship. Missteps are made, miscommunications abound, and things go just about as well as either one of them really expected.
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- Part 2 of Lighthouse Universe
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Bobby was dead: to begin with.
Bobby was dead and Eddie was gone and Christopher was gone and Tommy was still his *ex*-boyfriend and Hen was still in the hospital: though, he heard she was being discharged this morning.
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at the funeral, Buck doesn’t make it about him.
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Buck had lost-- he was sure of this now. His resolve only lasted a few weeks before his exterior began to crack; he was never a very good actor. He couldn’t keep up the greetings and the asking questions and the easy stroll. He let his shoulders creep up to his ears, let his foot tap incessantly. He did what his Captain told him, but stopped asking for anything more. Stopped following the conversation in the back of the engine on the way to the call; he just stared out the window, thinking about the case to come, preparing for it. When he woke every morning, there was no big recovery milestone to strive for, no big fight for the soul of his career to win. Not even the happy swell of being back on shift -- something so easy to dismiss, that had dominated so much of his life, that he had taken for granted-- that had catalyzed him each morning of his first week back.
An old habit of his had returned. A bad habit.~~
or: after the lawsuit, buck confronts what it was he wanted all along. he looks and looks and longs for it; the team looks right through him. buck breaks-- right down the middle.
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- Part 1 of Lighthouse Universe
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Closin' Walls and Tickin' Clocks by idmarryyouh
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 Mar 2026
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"What was it like?" Bucky paused. "Actually, you don't have to-"
"It was like being frozen."
Bucky sat his book down.
"Not the same, obviously," Steve said quickly. "I don't mean-" He stopped, looking down at his hands. "It's easy to start to feel like you don't exist, without time keeping you contained."
He cleared his throat. "Steve," he said softly. "I should have said this earlier, but you know I'm glad you're back, right?"
Steve didn't answer right away, still staring at his hands. "Thanks, Buck."
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Steve didn't decide to stay in the past after returning the Infinity Stones, but something delayed his return all the same.
Bookmarked by KilldevilandtheWildThings
24 Jul 2026
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Learning to Stay (Still) by idmarryyouh
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
26 Oct 2025
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“Buck,” he said gently, taking a step forward.
Bucky looked up and met his gaze with glossy eyes. “It’s different.”
“What is?”
He looked back down at the papers in front of him. “Seeing it in print.”
Steve swallowed, unsure of a response.
“Have you read this?”
He shook his head. “No, Buck. And I won’t if you don’t want me to.”
Bucky didn’t answer for several minutes. Eventually he gathered the papers and slid them back into the folder. He stood from the table, pressing the file into Steve’s chest. “You should,” he said, his voice grave. “You should know what I’m capable of, what I’ve done.”
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Bucky waits for Steve to come home from the hospital following the events on the helicarriers, though he doesn't fully understand why. They embark on a cross country journey before being snapped back into reality. Story of healing, promises, guilt, shame, avoidance, forgiveness, family, and love.
Bookmarked by KilldevilandtheWildThings
09 May 2026
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Half the world by anoakisatree
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 May 2026
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He always trusted Bucky. Steve believed that Bucky would remember him someday, and he was prepared to wait as long as it takes.
That day had arrived.
It felt like a dream. He opened his apartment door and saw Bucky standing there.
His voice caught in his throat, tears threatening to spill over.
“Bucky. You remembered me.” That was his first thought. It was the only possibility. He almost cried saying it.
“Yes, sir.”
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Bookmarked by KilldevilandtheWildThings
14 Mar 2026
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Hearthfire by PyrophobicDragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
08 May 2025
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Senator Barnes comes home to a cold welcome.
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- Part 1 of THUNDEROUS*
Bookmarked by KilldevilandtheWildThings
06 Feb 2026
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Steve sees the heavily raised scars around Bucky’s eyes, and the way Bucky’s eyes see nothing at all, clouded white and sliding from side to side without any purpose to them.
The Winter Soldier is blind.
Bookmarked by KilldevilandtheWildThings
29 Dec 2025