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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “You can make a fight out of anything,” Bucky says, and affects a laugh, badly. “You can make a metaphor a fight. What the hell do anesthetics have to do with anything?”

    Steve almost blurts out, Art is an anesthetic! But at the last second, he gets a hold of himself.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t think he’s crazy to believe a woman he slept with wrote a hit song about how he’s an asshole.

    It is catchy, he can admit that.

    Ilya and Shane, pre-tuna melt. I know trouble when I see it.

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    29 May 2026

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    And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
    It's been an emotional day.

    A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya is six the first time it happens. He's in the garden, and then he sees himself, just a little older, and that older Ilya waves and comes running over to play. Later he will be so grateful Mama is the only one who sees. She tells him it must be their secret, just the two of them, always, and gives him ground rules, to keep him safe: when you visit, don't talk to strangers, don't go in public, don't ask questions of your older self, don't tell your younger self anything. You don't know what knowing the future might change. Don't ever tell anyone about it.

    When Ilya says he's going to score fifty goals his rookie season, he's not boasting, he's reporting a fact.

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    28 May 2026