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    Jim is in love with Spock, but fearing that it will ruin their friendship, he keeps it a secret. But only in reality. In his dreams, he's confessed a million times.
    Except he didn't know it was actually Spock.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    After a life-saving mind meld with Spock, Captain Kirk begins to experience vivid dreams of ancient Vulcan, a time of warring clans and primal bonds.

    In these dreams, a prince bearing Spock's likeness claims they are destined mates, leaving Kirk haunted by how real everything feels.

    When Kirk shares this with Spock, he is told that Vulcans do not dream, deepening the mystery. Unbeknownst to Spock, Kirk is connecting with a remnant of his subconscious left behind from the meld.

    As the dreams grow more intense, Kirk finds himself grappling with his own emotions, toward both his trusted first officer and the mysterious Vulcan prince in his dreams.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    "Y'know..." Rozanov’s arm swung around his own head, and his hand played mercilessly with his ear. “We could stop using them.”

    Shane frowned. “What?”

    Rozanov only offer a shrug.

    “But we would both have to stop hooking up with other people. Wouldn't be safe otherwise.”

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    What if Rozanov decided to use the idea of getting to fuck raw as a way to convince Hollander to be exclusive instead.

    based on this prompt by @itshype

    https://www.tumblr.com/itshype/812475211159060480/the-tuna-meltdowntm-would-have-ended-with-them?source=share

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “You’re wearing a hole in my floor,” he says. “Sit down.”
    He expects pushback. A look. A quip.
    Instead—
    Shane stops."

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    Shane is anxious and overwhelmed, and has a meeting with Ilya near the beginning of their not-relationship, and it doesn't go as expected. Ilya is surprised to discover just how quickly and easily Shane goes under for him, when he isn't really trying, but is more than happy to care for him.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is tired of being called stupid. Tired of reporters blinking at him like he’s buffering. Tired of social media deciding that an accent equals ignorance. So he decides to fix it.

    Shane lets it be a joke — until he hears Ilya sanding down the edges of himself under bright arena lights. He doesn’t interrupt interviews. Until he does.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    At 17 years old, Shane had grown used to seeing in black and white. It was all he'd ever known, and, to be honest, he was completely fine with that. He'd much rather be able to fully focus on hockey than have to figure out how to balance that with a relationship.
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    Or: Soulmates AU where you only see colors once you've met your soulmate!

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    12 Jul 2026

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    [Text] Ilya: oh, I cannot do nice thing for my godchild???

    [Text] Hayden: How is she your godchild? Our kids don’t have godparents

    [Text] Ilya: exactly. position was up for grab, so I grab

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    or, Ilya is determined to buy the Pike children's love

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    12 Jul 2026

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    [Text] LaPointe: You two can vote too I guess: which of you is the mom and which is the dad?

    [Text] Ilya: I am papa clearly

    [Text] Shane: We're neither. Because we're not your parents...

    [Text] Luca: That feels like something only a dad would say

    [Text: LaPointe: And not a very good dad 😔

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    or, a month of texts between Ilya, Shane, and their rookies

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    12 Jul 2026

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    did you read and or watch Heated Rivalry and think, goddamn, will someone please give Shane Hollander a fucking joint already? me too, so i did.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 57

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    Ilya has a momentary flashback to the burn of vodka going down his throat as he chugged it right from the Stanley Cup, as he wished that Shane could’ve been there, that they could be together—and then the flashback ends, right as Ilya thinks he might actually be remembering something important. Whatever. He’s got Shane Hollander cuddling him, somehow. Maybe when he wakes up he won't be whatever the hell an "omega" is and he’ll be back in his own bed, which would be nice, but he’ll miss having Hollander here.

    Ilya Rozanov makes a stupid wish about having a family with Shane Hollander, and unfortunately, the Stanley Cup grants it.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    slight canon divergence au where Shane's parents find out he's gay and seeing Ilya because of Shane's lack of filter at the hospital due to the painkillers he's on

     

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    “Ilya was here,” he smiled again.

    “Yes, honey. I know. They told us. What do you want from Rozanov?”

    Shane threw his head back, staring at the ceiling, “him.”

    Before she could ask Shane what on earth he was talking about, he shifted on the bed again and continued, “Always. Ilya.”

    “We were supposed to meet after the game!” he whined. “But, fucking Marlow, ugh-” he gesticulated with his uninjured hand, “aaaand now I won’t be able to play… and I won’t see him.”

    Shane’s adorable pout was not nearly cute enough to distract her from… whatever was happening.

    “You’re… Rozanov? You- you and… Rozanov are… friends?” she raised an eyebrow. “And you hang out after games? Since when?”

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Here's what we know:

    - Unconscious 6-7 minutes-ish
    - Woke up JUST before the stretcher went into the ambulance
    - Loudly calling for someone in Russian, no name mentioned, Мой… мой парень… где он… MY BOYFRIEND
    - And THEN there's the whole husband thing...

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    Or: Ilya gets a concussion in April 2018. And he wants his husband. Who isn't his husband. Yet. But maybe he should be?

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    12 Jul 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Ilya,” Shane pleaded “I know it sounds crazy, and that I was wrong to leave in Boston, but I promise it’s not bad. I love you, we’re in love…we’re happy together. Please baby, don’t cry.” Ilya roughly wiped at his cheeks with a bed sheet. He was no longer crying, but his eyebrows were arched so high they nearly merged into his hairline.

    “You think I am crying because it is so bad to be married to you, Shane Hollander?” Well, yes, Shane did.

    Ilya wakes up in a hospital bed with a splitting headache and surrounded by Hollanders. The last time Ilya remembers seeing Shane Hollander, he was running away from Ilya's Boston home.

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    A collision on the ice wipes five years of Ilya's memory.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane Hollander has always been safe on the ice, except for the occasional hits here and there.

    But what happens when he gets hit a little too hard and forgets his husband?

    or: Shane has amnesia and forgets Ilya, and their current situation.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 61

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    The man’s face fell, a devastated look taking over his expression. “Oh fuck,” he whispered. “You’re not joking? You really don’t remember who I am?”

    Or, Ilya takes a bad hit during a game and suffers some consequences.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ilya wakes up with amnesia. Apparently he has a husband, a dog, several Stanley Cups, and an alarming number of people who love him.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Kirk, I have a medical report from your CMO saying that you two are…” She squints. “‘Exhibiting an inability to tolerate a loss of physical contact without severe and shared cephalalgia?’ So what, he’s saying that your heads hurt if you stop holding hands?”

    Jim lifts his and Spock’s arms into view of the camera. “Yes ma’am.”

    “Really?” The Admiral says in a tone of unabashed curiosity.

    “I can assure you, ma’am, we are not doing this for recreational purposes.” Spock says dryly.

    ...

    Or the one in which Jim gets hit with Sex Pollen TM, but Spock doesn't like his consent dubious so politely declines.
    Luckily, that crisis is averted. Unluckily, Jim and Spock realize they have been left unable to go without touching for more than a few minutes without excruciating pain. If only they could cure it through the power of confessing their feelings and having scorching hot sex!

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Edwin can feel eyes on him as soon as he steps through the cupboard door; this might have been a mistake, letting Charles talk him into something this daring. He tries tugging the shorts down and then his sleeves, to no avail, though. He knows that in this day and age this length is considered appropriate, but he still feels too exposed. Straightening his back, he fixes his gaze on Charles, who still hasn't said anything, who is no longer even looking at him.

    Or: Edwin wears something new, and Charles can't keep his hands off any longer.

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    12 Jul 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 34

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    Spock's pon farr doesn't resolve itself after the fight with Jim on Vulcan, so once they get back to the ship, he needs Jim to help him out.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    When they were obliged to take their host's truth serum, neither Jim nor Spock had considered what kind of "truth" they might reveal to one another - or to themselves. An already interesting away mission goes far differently than planned...!

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    08 Jul 2026

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