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falling into you by quinnfuhbeay
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.
Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.
It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.
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Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.
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- 30,999
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
19 Jun 2026
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i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.
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their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.
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- Part 1 of hollanov 5+1
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- English
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- 4,046
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 21
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
18 Jun 2026
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they (don't) know about us by rachelrae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
“Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
“I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??Series
- Part 7 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Part 1 of every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
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- English
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- 30,402
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 3,487
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
17 Jun 2026
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Outside Observations by Verdant_Words
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Apr 2026
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Various observations through the years as people realize just what Shane and Ilya mean together in a world where they weren't publicly outted by Brad.
Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
16 Jun 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
15 Jun 2026
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It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
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- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
15 Jun 2026
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Pinged by halfbaked_ziti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.
Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.
Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.
Or:
Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it
(originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)
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- English
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- 8,315
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
15 Jun 2026
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Different This Time by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Ilya laughed.
“That bothered you?”
”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”
”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”
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It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.
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- English
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
15 Jun 2026
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Do you want the house tour? by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“You were so cute,” Shane said, trying not to visibly react that Rozanov was closing the distance between them. He was still wearing his coat, from the outside. “What happened?” he asked, turning to Ilya.
Ilya carefully took the picture from his hands, sliding it in a top drawer on top of folded t-shirts.
Rozanov exhaled in a half laugh. “I am not cute anymore?”
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A missing scene from pre-tuna melt, Shane is left alone in Ilya’s apartment and he snoops, just a little bit.Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
14 Jun 2026
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Grady v. Rozanov by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.
“You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.
“…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”
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Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.
Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.
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- English
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- 6/6
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
14 Jun 2026
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sunfish by Rozalov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not let a little bit of influenza get between him and a Boston-Montreal game. Shane Hollander (and also Cliff Marlow) think this is stupid as fuck. Featuring: some angsty fights, Cliff being confused af but supportive regardless, and surprise appearances by Yuna, David, and pneumonia!
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
11 Jun 2026
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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Hollanov Support Group(chat) by 7ate9
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Svetlana: It’s really everywhere
Hayden: Literally how much lube does one couple need
Rose: Where have you guys found it?
Cassie: Bathrooms, kitchen, living room, garage
Rose: Oh the garage ones!!!
Svetlana: Which ones did you find? The one on the opener or the ones in the toolbox? Or the one on the shelf?
Troy: Garage ones, plural?***
Or, the friends of Hollanov make a game out of their lube hiding places, and everything spirals from there
Or or, the lube fic
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- English
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- 6,462
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 349
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- 5,372
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
10 Jun 2026
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Canada Day by frondsanemones
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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June 2018. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are about to execute the first step of their ten-year plan, with Ilya signing with the Ottawa Centaurs when free agency begins on July 1.
Except Shane accidentally, drunkenly, outs himself to the Montreal Metros at the end of the season. Who are not as okay with it as Shane would have hoped.
AKA the most eventful Canada Day that the MLH has ever seen.
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- 6/6
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- 1,240
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- 12,765
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
10 Jun 2026
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Control Your Dog by winter1477
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Five times Ilya Rozanov acts unhinged over his husband online, and the one time Shane acts unhinged back.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Texting/SMAU's
- Language:
- English
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- 2,141
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 238
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- 15,146
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- 1,492
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026
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Convince Me Either Way by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”
“Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”
“What if it’s just the tip.”
Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”
Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”
Fuck it.
Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking
OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
- Part 1 of Just The Tip™
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- English
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- 5,057
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 491
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- 7,832
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026
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where the hell is my husband? by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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“Yuna, David - my husband just said he doesn’t love me anymore.”
“I did not say that,” Shane argues, when he notes the disbelieving expressions on his parents’ faces. “I said we can’t get another dog.”
“Exactly,” Ilya wails, throwing his arms up in the air. “Is same thing!”
(Or, 5 times Ilya calls Shane his husband, and 1 time Shane calls Ilya his husband.)
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- English
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- 7,882
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- 1/1
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- 12
- Comments:
- 438
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- 16,391
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- 3,082
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026
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Smile for you, laugh like you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Me: Why didn’t you tell me that this((( THIS((( is all something that isn’t used in English. I didn’t know.
Lily: ah))
Lily: is cute when you use it
Lily: like little dog who learned new trick
Lily: makes me proudAfter years of increased back and forth by message with Ilya Rozanov, Shane picks up one of his texting habits, unaware that it is a Russian texting slang.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,732
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 184
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- 5,169
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Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026
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Leave a message after the tone by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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2011, Boston
March 14, 2011 at 10:01 PM“This is—This is Jane. I swear to god if you don’t open the door right now, I’m leaving. I’m not staying in the streets waiting at your front door, you asshole. Do you think it’s fun? Because I don’t—[Sound of a door creaking open] Ah, hey—”
Shane and Ilya's relationship, viewed through unanswered voicemails.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,129
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 367
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- 6,413
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- 857
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- 38,759
Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026
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bad idea, right? by cherhorowitz8
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Apr 2026
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After making up a fake boyfriend so his teammates would stop setting him up on dates, Shane is suddenly faced with the task of finding a real one on short notice in order to avoid humiliation.
Shockingly, his old rival, Ilya Rozanov, is willing to do what it takes to help him. Even if that means pretending to be in love with Shane for a full weekend.
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- English
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- 30,566
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,076
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- 7,040
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- 86,341
Bookmarked by Le_Chien_Bleu
09 Jun 2026