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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    Fabian dolls up Shane in a sexy look and completely destroys the mind of Shane's husband, Ilya Rozanov-Hollander.

    What's more interesting is a chump at the bar they are celebrating at thinks he has a shot with Shane Hollander-Rozanov.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “Sshhh, it’s all right,” Shane tells him, “Just breathe, okay? Just breathe for me, baby. We can talk when you’re ready.”

    Ilya’s breath hitches. Then his sobs increase and Shane tightens his arms around him. Ilya’s fingers curl into the fabric of Shane’s shirt, and Shane rocks him gently back and forth.

    “I’ve got you,” Shane whispers, repeating the words again and again and again. He presses a kiss to Ilya’s hair, to his brow, to any part that he can reach. And he doesn’t let go. He never, ever lets go.

    Set during "The Long Game" when Shane drives away the morning after Ilya’s Halloween party, and Ilya breaks down crying.

    What if Shane comes back? What if he finds Ilya? How might this one revelation change the course of events?

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Where there is sun there is always also the moon.” She muses.

    “So I need to find darkness then?” He scoffs.

    She looks up at him, unimpressed. “Of course not. But the moon has her purpose. She regulates, she dims the light so that it does not burn for too long, she cycles and moves in a pattern. It’s purposeful, they need each other.”

    Ilya swallows hard, trying desperately not to think about what that means.

    (boston bears era ilya is depressed and forced into getting his future told on a boardwalk and it's shockingly accurate)

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    13 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane is planning a surprise for Ilya for their fifth wedding anniversary but he won't give Ilya any hints. He's a little worried it might end up being too much, but don't fear Shane! Ilya will love it.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Hi, is this Mr. Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Yes, who is this?” Ilya replied, unease twisting his stomach.

    “My name is Dr. Alicia Woolson, and I have you listed as the emergency contact for a Mr. Shane Hollander. He was brought into the emergency department at Montreal General Hospital after a car accident. He was unconscious upon arrival…”

    Ilya couldn’t hear the rest of the words she was saying. He couldn’t listen to the list of broken bones, the internal damages that needed surgery to fix. All he could hear were the last words he said to Shane.

    I don’t want to look at you.

    I don’t want to talk to you.

    Go home.

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    Or, what if Shane got into a car accident when he left after their fight on Boxing Day?

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    09 Jul 2026

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    So, if this isn't a dream, then it has to be the other thing. Time travel. Which…

    Well, Shane will believe in anything if it means Ilya isn't dead.

    So, yeah, time travel. World Juniors, 2008. Meeting Ilya for the first time ever. Again. For the second time.

    Ugh.

    Well, here he goes. It can't possibly be as awkward as the first time, right?

     

    OR, The Centaurs’ plane crashes and Ilya Rozanov dies. Roughly three months later, Shane Hollander dies on the ice. He then wakes up in 2008, on the day he met Ilya Rozanov for the first time.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”

    When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander on the ice.

    All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollanders looking at him with love in their eyes and concern on their faces.

    This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”

    Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.

    Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “Am I too boring for you?”

    He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.

    Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.

    “What.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “You can go, y’know, if you want-“

    “Ah, no. I do not want to,” Ilya interrupts. “Stay at home with my very sexy husband who is wearing his glasses, or go out to a club filled with people who are not you? The answer is very simple, Shane.”

    Shane rolls his eyes again, but he’s smiling as he saunters towards Ilya.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    “We are in hell, surely,” Ilya complains, sweat beading at his temples as he flops down on the couch beside Shane. “Why is it so hot? Is this what we get for having gay sex?”

    Shane fixes him with an unamused stare. “Because it’s barely 10am, and it’s already 34 degrees outside. Oh, and the AC is broken.”

    “I am going to kill myself.”

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    04 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya’s eyes scanned the crowd until he found those familiar freckles that still made his stomach flip to this day. Shane’s freckles.

    His Shane.

    Which didn’t seem so obvious to the man standing next to Shane, whose fingertips traced Hollander’s biceps. The same biceps that Ilya loved to bite into to stifle his moans.

    Who did this guy think he was? Touching his husband. His, his, his.

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    5 times Shane gets hit on in various scenarios (and Ilya predictably loses it)
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    1 time Ilya gets hit on (and Shane's unexpected response)

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    03 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane was learning Russian for Ilya, it was amazing, wonderful, and surely wouldn't cause Ilya to breakdown in realising how much he was loved, right?

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    five times Shane and Ilya used two languages to communicate, and one time they used the secret third option

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    03 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 71

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    "I mean," Shane laughed again, loudly this time, "Ilya, baby, mon amour—can I tell you a secret? And you have to promise to keep it a secret. You can't tell anybody."

     

    Ilya nodded shakily. He didn't like the sound of his secret from Shane, "What is your secret, my Shane?"

     

    "My secret is..." he said, "I don't even like me."

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Gift giving isn't a competition but Shane is still winning.

    aka Shane gifts his husband the best present for his birthday-- himself.

    aka aka free use hollanov but on steroids

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    01 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 85

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    There was a time in Shane and Ilya’s lives where they thought they’d never be able to have each other as their husband, let alone go around telling strangers. So when the opportunity arises, they’re always all too happy to say it.

    TLDR: shane and Ilya love telling people they’re married and calling each other “husband”

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Well over a decade after retirement the public knows Ilya as the picture perfect devoted husband and father. When he's announced as a presenter and commentator for the Olympics as hosted by Toronto one online joke reminds the general public how fucking insane he used to be. Everyone under 35 struggles to square the Ilya Rozanov-Hollander they know today with Ilya Rozanov of the 2010s, fuckboy supreme.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane wakes up sick; he doesn't intend to let that disrupt his day.

    Ilya absolutely disagrees with that plan.

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    26 Jun 2026

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