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    “Is not fine,” Ilya replies. His tone is curiously flat. “You trust me. I hurt you. This cannot be fine.”

    “Ilya, it’s just a game. Even I know a team can’t win every time they play.”

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    When a scene goes wrong, Shane finds it easy to forgive Ilya. It’s not so easy for Ilya to forgive himself.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    "I want- Oh, malysh…" Ilya's voice cracks and Shane can't force himself to look up and watch his fiance cry because of him. He shakes his head against his knees, "I can't—" he gasps out, "I can't— I don't want- I don't feel good—" he doesn't even know what he's saying at this point, words slipping through his tongue without any control as he lets out a cracked sob, all the pain from the past few months bearing down on him so hard it feels like his shoulders and back might break. He feels a strong pair of arms wrap around him, warm and comforting.


    Or, Shane has a much worse time after the whole fan mail situation.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Five times Ilya felt like his epilepsy ruined his life, and one time it didn’t have to.

    A 5+1 fic

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.

    Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.

    “I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”

    “Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”

    (collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)

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    13 Jul 2026