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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    I’m just playing with these characters, we used to say; I’m putting them back when I’m done.

    (As if we could. As if writing about someone doesn’t make them real to you. As if we didn’t know the truth of it - that you can’t write about people and then put them back, because now you’ve bled all over them, and they are, in a way, yours forever; the good and the bad.)

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Bucky, despite standing in the back of the store staring at an entire wall of DVDs, still couldn’t quite fathom how he made it into a porn shop. Then again, there were a number of things that he couldn’t quite always imagine himself doing, and yet he happened upon such situations regardless. However, the porn shop was a new and—still undecided whether or not it was wanted—impressive feat.

    Disclaimer: I do not own any characters, settings, plot lines, concepts, or terminology as created, used, and owned by Marvel Entertainment, LLC ®. This is a work of fanfiction (Disclaimer borrowed from ohcaptainmycaptain1918 in light of the recent thievery by ebooks-tree.com, in which this work and others posted by myself and countless other authors of this and other sites have been taken without knowledge or consent for profited distribution).

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    13 Jan 2024

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    The Associated Press @AP
    Winter Soldier set to stand trial for Washington D.C. massacre and treason apne.ws/1og6SWE

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    26 May 2023

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    Bucky keeps finding himself in these situations and he's pretty sure it's all Tony's fault. His quiet life of working too much is completely disrupted when Tony sends Bucky to pick up Morgan from school. Who knew Kindergarten teachers were so hot?

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    09 Jul 2022

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    “How does that feel? Does that feel good?” Cas breathes the words into Dean’s neck between open-mouthed kisses, like he’s tasting the sweat there. Hysterically, Dean thinks he probably is, the freak.

    Or, Dean gets a little emotional during he and Cas's first time.

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    20 May 2022

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    Cas reads destiel fics and thinks: hmm maybe I should take this fic author’s love advice and tell Dean that the handprint means he’s ‘angel married’ to me now. This is an excellent plan that cannot go wrong.

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    12 May 2022

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    Soooo fun

  7. Public Bookmark 10

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    Being a four-twenty-four year old nephil comes with growing pains. Good thing ice packs exist.

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    15 Nov 2021

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    Dean knows better than to stay late at work, his commute home is dangerous any time, but especially after dark.

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    01 Oct 2021

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    Steve keeps bringing home guys that look like Bucky; Bucky keeps bringing home guys that look like Steve. Sam just wants to drink his coffee in peace. (Guest appearances by nearly every character Sebastian Stan and Chris Evans have ever played. Really.)

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Sometimes, he wakes in the middle of the night, his mind torn between Bucky Barnes and the Winter Soldier.

    The lapses in control are terrifying - until he finds that Steve has the ability to soothe both sides of his broken psyche.

    When Steve dominates him, it gives the Winter Soldier a set of orders to follow, whilst reminding Bucky just how loved and safe he is in Steve's hands.

    Turns out that losing control isn't always a bad thing...

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Bucky's nearly thirty and has never been spanked. For most people, this wouldn't be a pressing concern. Bucky is not most people.

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    18 Sep 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 28

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    Bucky has a long day at work. Steve knows just how to get him out of his head.

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    Day 20 - Edging

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Steve leans in and licks at the sluggishly bleeding bite mark on Bucky’s throat. Bucky instinctively tilts his head, exposing himself to Steve’s mouth; it’s pleasure and submission both, and something in Steve crows in triumph.

    Mine, it says, the stupid, mindless thing.

    He has just enough sense, now, to know that’s not quite right; Bucky’s not his and this is a mistake months in the making, but Steve’s still an alpha in rut, clinging to just a sliver of sanity, and he doesn’t stop mouthing at Bucky’s throat, lapping at bruises fresh and healing. Their bond mark is stark against Bucky’s pale skin. Steve kisses it gently, his matching mark warming.

    This is nothing like their last shared cycle. Steve was lost to it from beginning to end, and he doesn’t remember what Bucky was like. All he has are vague impressions of heat and skin and a deep, gravelly voice.

    When this is over, Bucky will say he never wants to see Steve again, and that’s fair, but this time, Steve will at least know what he’s losing. He’s not sure if that’s better or worse.

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    Steve’s got a past clawing him up and a future with its teeth in him—then, Bucky Barnes.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    They look nothing like what they used to. Time and life have completely changed them. But as they sit there in silence, eating two halves of one cupcake, letting Brooklyn remind there where they came from, and enjoying a sky full of stars… They are those same little boys, somewhere deep down. For just a second, you’d be able to see them again.

    And Bucky thinks to himself that maybe it’s little moments like these – fleeting as they may be – that remind him why life is still worth living.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    There's something going on with Cas. Dean is determined to help him through it, in whatever way he can.

    He might end up with more than he bargained for.

    OR: Dean helps Cas scratch an itch. As it were.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world asked by his employer as a desperate last resort to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a diagnosed OCD suffering from PTSD and agoraphobia, mysophobia, and dystychiphobia. Needless to say—he’s a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years. The only times Gabriel can see traces of the way his brother used to be is when he feels in control—specifically when he has control over a sub. However, due to his idiosyncrasies and paranoia, keeping a sub around has been impossible. Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Ever since the Apocalypse the humans have sold themselves to the Angels as slaves for the Angels’ enjoyment. The Angels pay well for the services exchanged and being an Angel’s slave is in high prestige so when one Dean Winchester finds himself depressingly short on cash it isn’t surprising that he turns to an auction house to offer himself up.

    Or,

    The one where it’s not precedent that an Angel Master and a human slave fall in love but also where Dean meets Cas and the rest, as they say, is history.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    After a particularly harrowing near-miss in the library, Sam, Cas, and Dean have finally managed to figure out how to fully ward the bunker against angels. Now the feathered dickheads cannot poof in or out. That shouldn’t be a big deal, since Cas can just appear right outside the door and then walk in, or leave the bunker and do what Sam resolutely insists on calling “disapparating,” because he’s a fucking nerd.

    Nobody accounted for the eight feet of snow.

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Ever the good soldier, Dean Winchester figures he can get by just fine ignoring his nature, ignoring his feelings, and ignoring his own comfort. And Cas thinks he can do the same-- that is until his wings get so badly neglected he finally enlists Dean's help in tending to them. The floodgates open as both of them forget their old inhibitions. Fluff with a dose of gravity. Now includes artwork!

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    18 Sep 2021

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    Steve wishes Bucky wouldn’t look at him the way he does – a deliberate gaze, subtly digging his top teeth into that pouty bottom lip; following his every move like a lion watches a gazelle. It’s been going on for months, perhaps longer... Steve talks, and Bucky listens. Well, that’s the point – Bucky’s supposed to be listening. Steve’s just doing his job, after all… No harm in that.

    The problem is that it’s no innocent gesture, the way Bucky will have the top of his pen tracing the outline of his mouth... It’s also not innocent at all when Steve turns to look out at the sea of heads while he’s speaking and catches the quickest glimpse of the brunet sneaking a peek at his ass. And Bucky doesn’t even pretend to be bashful about it. He just meets Steve’s eyes and smirks – just the tiniest hint of a thing.

    Even bigger a problem than all that is how absolutely wrong it is. There are a million and one reasons why Bucky’s behavior is inappropriate, and why the way it makes Steve feel is even more inappropriate.

    For starters, Steve is Bucky’s teacher.

    Secondly, he’s only seventeen.

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    18 Sep 2021

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