Lilvi6
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Dear Diary, There's No Bigger Lie Than a First Impression by Lilvi6
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
05 Jul 2026
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ALEXITHYMIA: The inability to identify, express, or sometimes even process human emotion.
Imagine a world without metaphors. For those with alexithymia, there is no "inner life" - only a void where imagination should be. They don’t "feel" fear; they simply notice their pulse quicken and logically deduce they must be afraid. They exist in a reality of cold facts and external data, making them the ultimate observers... and sometimes, the ultimate predators.
Falling in love with this condition should be impossible. But what happens when a man who cannot feel fixates on someone who deliberately hides behind a mask? What happens when you learn to weaponize your own "emptiness" to take everything you’ve ever wanted - only to find the one person you crave remains unreachable?
Alexithymia makes you immune to guilt. But when you combine that immunity with an unwanted obsession, you don’t get a lover. You get a fucking lunatic - someone willing to cross rivers of blood to reach their ultimate goal.
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Zhang Hao was a fool. Madly in love with a man who ruined his life, who turned him into a cold-blooded murderer. Now he has to sit in jail, alone, treated as the monster he is.
He hadn't had a visitor in years, until one winter day when a stranger requested an hour of his time. An hour shouldn't hurt, right? And it wouldn’t if the stranger didn’t end up repeating Hao´s terrible mistakes.
Hao could live with his “monster status”, however, he almost lost his mind once he realized he destroyed yet another innocent life, turning a good man into something much worse than he ever was. -
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Hanbin and Hao had eyes for each other since day one. No wonder they ended up kissing a few times, sue them. Although it brought a lot of confusion into their friendship, it was impossible to resist each other.
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Shit happens, sometimes it changes your life by Lilvi6
Fandoms: แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV)
14 Dec 2023
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Pat visits a gay bar. What he didn't expect was meeting Pran there. His life will never be the same again.
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Admit you were whipped for me first by Lilvi6
Fandoms: แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV)
12 Nov 2023
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The bet seemed to have no end and it was driving both of them insane. One day, Pat got a great idea on how to finally break Pran's wall. Only if he knew Pran doesn't lose that easily.
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Abandoned young and left with only each other, Hao took on the role of Hanbin's protector without question, raising him with steady hands and unbreakable composure, never allowing himself a moment of weakness in front of his younger brother.
Hanbin has grown up watching Hao carry everything alone, untouchable and unshakable, and he’s always wanted to change that. When he stumbles upon Hao’s secret job, he’s confronted with a side of his brother he’s never known, one that awakens something dangerous in him, and finally gives him the chance to show Hao that he can take care of him, too, in ways he never could before.
Or: Hanbin finds out his brother is an adult content creator. He hates the idea, until he watches the content.
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02 Feb 2026
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“I think Mr. Min just hasn’t figured out how to appreciate his partner just yet or how to try things his way.”
Matthew doesn’t respond, sipping his drink and biting back his response.
Hanbin’s chopsticks pause mid air and he squints his eyes at Matthew. “What is it?”
“It’s nothing. I’m just wondering if you’re interested in appreciating Mr. Zhang the way his boyfriend can’t.”
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- Part 1 of My Therapist Says Series
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28 Jan 2026
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make me your number one rockstar by eternity_page
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
26 Sep 2025
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Zhang Hao has been hiding who he is for years, building thick walls around in order to protect himself and not let anyone in. When Hanbin enters his life, strange things start happening, feelings that he's never known before arise and it terrifies him.
Will Hao finally open his heart or will his past stop him from doing that?
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12 Nov 2025
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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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05 Nov 2025
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i live to appreciate you, so take all the love i give by cloudyxenes (xenetells)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
19 Sep 2025
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“Papa, do you have a crush on someone?”
Hao and Hanbin turned to Yujin, wide-eyed, like deer caught in headlights. Yujin stared back at Hao, who had his mouth agape and was slowly turning pale.
“It’s okay if you do, Papa,” Yujin shrugged, averting his eyes. “I just hope your crush is someone I’ll get along with.”
Fourteen-year-old Zhang Yujin gradually realizes a lot of things about the adults around him and decides to meddle in his own special, loving way when he realizes how much his Papa likes their next-door neighbor.
Meanwhile, Zhang Hao thinks he’s slick as he “secretly” flirts and pines over Hanbin—their shy but reliable neighbor, who’s hiding a huge secret underneath the easily flustered exterior. What Hao doesn’t know is that Hanbin knows all of his desires and can do crazier things in the name of lust and love.
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21 Sep 2025