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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    For Shane, birthdays were never a big deal. He mostly spent his time focusing on hockey until Ilya skated into his life and showed him that it was okay to take a break and enjoy himself. At the birthday dinner, Ilya brought out a gift that left Shane feeling as though he was the luckiest man on the planet. Shane knew he had to give Ilya something in return. Not because he felt obligated to, but because he wanted to show his gratitude. And the best present he could give was himself.

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    Ilya’s eyebrows raise. “This is a thing you want? For me to come inside you?”

    “Yeah—yeah.” Shane clears his throat. “It’s hot. Isn’t it?”

    “Can you not decide whether bare cock in your ass is hot?”

    “Fuck you. See if I let you—”

    Ilya takes Shane’s hand and presses a quiet kiss to his wrist, then the center of his palm. “You will let me.”

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    Or: Shane asks Ilya to fuck him without a condom.

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    Brady’s fingers twitch at his sides, aching to do something: to hold a yoke, to button up a flight suit, to feel the cool brass of an instrument beneath his fingers. There’s a half a dozen smokes in his jacket pocket, almost burning a hole through the fabric with their weight, but he doesn’t reach for them. There’s precious little anything here, let alone cigarettes, and he’s determined to save them. Why? Because he’s disciplined and though he yearns for the pleasant burn of smoke down his throat, he has some self-control.

    Or, a relationship study of Buck and Bucky through Brady

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    “Don’t even think about it. Your leg’s fucked, you’re not going anywhere.” Bucky said with a sigh. “As entertaining as this has been, it’s always a pleasure to meet new people, this gun is a little heavy and my arm is starting to hurt. So either show us the pretty smile I’m sure you got hiding under there and get on your knees; or I’ll shoot you in the head.”

    He shrugged to illustrate the fact that he didn’t care either way, which was mostly true. There was a moment of silence before the stranger sank to their knees and began to unwrap the long strip of fabric they had wound around their face. It fell away in dusty coils, leaving faint indentations on the man’s tanned skin.

    Bucky couldn’t help the way that his breath faltered when the last of the cloth fell away to reveal that the man he had been about to shoot... was little Buck Cleven.

    (non-specific Mad Max AU)

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