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    TMZ @TMZ
    Trouble in paradise? First Husbands of Hockey, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, spotted having a tense-looking debrief in their sprinter van right after leaving a fundraising event for the Ottawa Children’s Hospital. The couple appeared strained, sitting with quite a distance between them despite giving the appearance of being all over each other earlier in the night. Fans are wondering, is this the end of their chaotic “love story.”

    - or -

    Shane's getting really tired of people talking shit about his husband.

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    “Wait right here a sec!” The man put out his arm as if that on its own would stop Ilya from running away, Ilya had no plans to run anytime soon that was for sure. “Here, another map so you don’t get lost again. Not that you will, it just might help.” The man was haphazardly working his way through his words too, maybe he had been mutually charmed. Or maybe he knew who Ilya was and was actually just trying hard not to ask for a photo, he really hoped that wasn’t the case.

    ”Thanks, if I do get lost I’ll make sure to look for the penguins to find you.” The stranger’s cheeks reddened, Ilya’s new favourite view.

    Alternatively:
    When hockey player Ilya Rozanov wakes up depressed in Ottawa, Svetlana suggests visiting the local aquarium. After a fight with a child and a lost map, fate brings him to everyone's favourite penguin handler Shane Hollander.

    A soft fic in an alternate universe where Shane can't play hockey professionally due to an injury, so resorts to his next special interest Penguins.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    239
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    5,361

    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Shane was terrible boyfriend to you. It was sad, boring sex with sad, boring man.”

    “Aw, come on,” she whined, trying very hard to choke down her laughter, “he tried!”

    “Rose, this is the most depressing description of making love I have ever heard.”

    “Well, yes, but—”

    “No buts,” Ilya cut in, expression now turning just shy of wicked in a way Rose knew, deep in her bones, meant nothing good for her, “I am helping now.”

     

    ;

     

    or: after yet another relationship ending in heartbreak, ilya asks rose to let him set her up.

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    Chapters:
    1/5
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    112
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    1,007

    30 May 2026

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
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    Hits:
    10,778

    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    There are 1,762,949 people in Montreal and all of them hate Ilya Rozanov. 1,762,948 of them hate him because he's the captain of the Boston Raiders.

    1 person hates him because he fucks her upstairs neighbor really, really loudly.

    or, 5 times Shane's downstairs tenant nearly kills Ilya, and one time she almost gets killed back.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    5,841

    29 May 2026

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    Ilya houses three new rookies for the Boston Bears. Three idiots from Briar University...Larry, Moe, and Curly...or whatever their names are. What could possibly go wrong?

    Or the Heated Rivalry/Off Campus cross over no one asked for

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    Chapters:
    4/6
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    9,447

    29 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander, the captain of the Montreal Metros, has no place in this generic hotel in Philadelphia of all places. His team is in New York, and Hollander has fled the city under false pretenses and driven almost two hours in a rental car just to get fucked by his rival. There is no explanation he can give if he is spotted in the same hotel as the whole Boston tea.

    Ilya sees the panic in Hollander’s eyes. More clearly, though, he sees how Hollander is still in that place he goes to when they fuck.

    “I can’t go out,” Hollander whimpers and puts his hands over his ears. As if blocking the sound of the alarm will diffuse the situation.

    “You are not dying in fire,” Ilya snaps, the one true thing he knows, and throws a hoodie at him. “We figure it out. Come on.”

     

    or

    When a fire alarm interrupts Shane and Ilya’s meeting in a Philadelphian hotel, they need to evacuate. Under the scrutiny of his coach, teammates, and fans, can Ilya take care of Shane, who is suffering from a panic attack coupled with a sub drop? And later, when Ilya faces an injury, can Shane muster up the courage to stand by his side?

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    Chapters:
    7/7
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    9,036

    29 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 66

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    When the day finally comes for Shane to face the Montreal Metros he tries very hard not to spiral. The whole team has his back and Ilya is right there, to support Shane and antagonize his husbands former team.
    Except both of them are caught by surprise at just how bad some people in Montreal hate them atm.
    They were just a block away from their hotel when all hell breaks loose.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    28 May 2026

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    Hannah Wells knows what she's supposed to do in this situation. She's supposed to be brave. She's supposed to tell. But knowing and doing are two different things. Hannah doesn't tell anyone about what Delaney did that night at the party. She patches herself up as best she can and pines over Justin because he's safe: an impossible ideal without any chance of becoming a real relationship. So what happens when Garrett Graham careens into her life and she can't pretend she's okay anymore?

    Garrett has always channelled his rage into playing hard. He doesn't need to talk to anyone when he can just tell the ice. But the possibility that he's like his dad in all the worst ways scares the shit out of him. So what happens when falling for Hannah Wells means he has to face his demons?

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    28 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 92

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    Hannah Wells was living her dream in Boston, working as a composer, and engaged to her college sweetheart. But a phone call shattered everything. Aaron Delaney hurt more women, a lot more, and they’re not going to let him get away with it. Revenge would taste sweet but is it worth risking everything she’s built?

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    Chapters:
    7/10
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    Hits:
    10,470

    28 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 71

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    LaPointe has the misfortune of rooming next to Shane & Ilya on a roadie. Chaos ensues.

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    They all stand there looking at each other for a minute when they hear the next smack followed by a whimper and a strangled cry.
    “SEE!!!” LaPointe shouts gesturing at the wall “What is going on”
    “okay yeah, that sounds bad” Hayes agrees
    “are we 100% sure this isnt some fucked up sex thing?” Dykstra asks “like it sounds bad but” he trails off
    *
    Once Barrett was able to compose himself he looks at the team and finally explains what he thought was so funny.
    “Guys, you do know that it's Roz and Hollzy’s room next door right?” he asks and then immediately returns to his giggling.
    LaPointe looks around the room at the wide eyed shock on everyone's faces, and the notable blush starting on Haas and himself devolves into maniacal laughter.
    “So it is definitely a weird sex thing” Bood groans as he chuckles looking at the wall.
    “Its always the quiet ones,” Dykstra adds, looking relieved and amused in equal measure.

     

    5+1.
    5 times the Centuars find out golden boy Shane Hollander is freakier than they ever imagined.
    +1 time they find out Ilya is just as bad.

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    Comments:
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    23 May 2026

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    “Shane.”

    “Don’t. Just don’t, please?” He finally looks up at the mirror to see Ilya standing behind him through the reflection.

    He steps a little closer and he can feel the heat of him on his back. He feels the tension through his body slip away as Ilya’s body heat and smell surround him.

    “Did he do that to you?” He finally asks after a moment of silence.

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    Shane loved his simple and domesticated life as an omega, or so he thought. But his husband’s constant work trips had him feeling more lonely than he cared to admit to anyone. What happens when he meets an alpha who makes him feel things his over controlling husband/alpha has never made him feel? Now he has to navigate these confusing feelings for someone who isn't his mate.


    Or: Omega Shane meets Alpha Ilya, except Shane is married. But Ilya is in love and is determined to save him.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    Hits:
    30,510

    23 May 2026

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    21 May 2026

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    For the first time, in a long time, the Ottawa Centaurs are playing well. Luca Haas knows he has eyes on him, every article he reads, every podcast he listens to, he's mentioned when they talk about rookies to keep an eye on. When he doesn't have cameras shoved in his face, he has twenty missed texts from his sister, five unlistened voicemails from his father, and hospital bills from his mother's private care piling up in his inbox.

    Enter "hockeyfan7" a stranger who's supposed to be a one-off sexting session over Grindr. Only he doesn't leave and he might be less of a stranger than Luca wants to admit.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    209
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    25,305

    21 May 2026

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    “You are hurt,” Rosanov keeps his eyes on the house.
    He looks so still and like he is also afraid of breaking the tension.
    “No,” Shane mutters.
    Forget about it, don’t talk about it, if I tell you you might realize how fucking weak I am and you won’t want me anymore, or worse, if I tell you and you defend me, everyone will know.
    “Its not a big deal,”
    “Ah, it is no big deal, you show up in Boston, the natural enemy all bruised, and will not talk about it, ok,” Ilya shrugs.
    It does sound absurd. Well, it is absurd.
    “We don’t talk,” Shane spits back out, quicker than he intended.
    Something flashes across Ilya’s face, hurt? Pain? Fear? Anger? Shane can’t place it and to be honest he is too tired to try.
    Ilya takes a beat. He puts his hands in his pockets.
    “This is bigger than we,” Ilya says and turns back to his house and starts to walk.
    Is it? Is anything bigger than us?

    or

    As their chemistry resurfaces, it collides with growing tension in the locker room and unspoken questions about Shane and the metros.

    While Ilya pushes closer, Shane keeps something buried, knowing the truth could change everything.

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    Chapters:
    14/15
    Comments:
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    195
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    17,386

    21 May 2026

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    Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think what that would entail for him. But he knows.

    Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.
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    OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    178
    Kudos:
    398
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    128
    Hits:
    9,998

    20 May 2026

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    Tired of his parents, friends and teammates always trying to set him up with a ‘Nice Alpha’, Omega Hockey Player, Shane Hollander, hires an actor to pose as his date to a fancy Gala in an effort to get people off his back. He fully intended to hire an actor. However, it seems he mistakenly hired an Alpha prostitute by the name of Ilya Rozanov.

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    34,166
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    246
    Kudos:
    625
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    145
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    15,133

    20 May 2026

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    Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?

    Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.

    Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?

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    Chapters:
    7/12
    Comments:
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    273
    Hits:
    11,622

    20 May 2026

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    In 2017, Shane and Ilya ended their not-relationship for good.

    All because Grigori Rozanov is alive and well, and Ilya Rozanov’s life is still held under this thumb.

    3 years later, unbeknownst to each other, they are both traded to Ottawa.
    Shane, involuntarily, is ousted from Montreal after his teammates discover his biggest secret.
    Ilya, voluntarily, chooses to tank his career and take a salary cut in the hopes it will free him from the burdens of his family’s dependence on him.

    Both are ready to start fresh. Both want their freedom. Both are wholly unprepared for the resurgence of the feelings they’ve kept buried once they see their names side by side in the Centaur’s locker room.

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    Chapters:
    10/12
    Comments:
    121
    Kudos:
    444
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    195
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    12,568

    20 May 2026

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    Shane is violated, his world shattered, and he can't tell Ilya. But Ilya knows something is wrong and will burn himself to make it right, consequences be damned.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    504
    Bookmarks:
    156
    Hits:
    12,784

    19 May 2026

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