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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Wooyoung expects to be transported in to a cramped dorm room or a messy house, but instead he finds himself in a dimly lit, cold and very clean apartment. On the couch is not a drunk man in his thirties or forties, like Wooyoung expects, but a young male, a human. He can’t be older than twenty-two, probably a student living on his own, and he sure looks surprised to see Wooyoung despite being the one who summoned him.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Nothing goes according to plan. Not that Seonghwa had a solid plan or anything; he just tagged along with Yeosang to a random Halloween party. And now he stands in the middle of a crowded room with blood all over his chest. Seonghwa stares blankly at the broken glass at his feet. It took him all his courage to order the glass of fresh blood from the bartender, there is no chance he is going to order another one tonight.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Looking back, Hongjoong felt stupid. Seonghwa had stopped hugging him altogether, the only exception had been that day, in front of the cameras. Seonghwa had drawn a line and Hongjoong had completely missed it, Seonghwa had left him behind.

    Had Hongjoong just been blind? Had it been just fanservice?

    Had he not been… special to Seonghwa?

    A MATZ fanfic about overthinking, miscommunication, and misunderstandings. Not every path to healing is linear.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    “-ishes upon a star were real…” his friend’s voice startled him, interrupting his zoning out state.

    “Huh?”

    “I was saying,” he went on again, “that if wishes upon a star were real… What would you wish for?”

    Thinking about it… Maybe he could wish for a bit of courage to ask Seonghwa out. Maybe for the older to love him as much and in the same way Hongjoong loved him.

    Even when he knew damn well that Seonghwa would never see him like that, miracle involved or not.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Oh. 

    Oh.

    That is the change, isn’t it? It’s not that the pack had become less cuddly, it is just that the target of their affections has shifted!

    A small burst of satisfaction blooms in Hongjoong’s chest as he looks down at his scribbled notes of arrows, x’s, and names — the same bubbling, pleased feeling he always gets when he finally solves a puzzle or wins a prize — but it immediately bursts as the realization hits him that this is the shittiest prize ever. 

    His pack… prefers Wooyoung… over him…? 

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    Hongjoong’s the only Omega in his pack — until one day, suddenly, he’s not. Which isn’t a problem. If Wooyoung is happy, then Hongjoong is happy — and he can’t hide that there’s a not insignificant part of him that wants nothing more than to guide and teach his new baby Omega. That’s not the problem. The problem is everything else that comes with having a second Omega — one the pack seems to favor, and one that is just so much better at being an Omega than Hongjoong ever was. The problem is the sinking feeling in his chest that he’s not good enough. The problem is that he’s just a redundancy, and his pack seems to know it too.

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    06 Jul 2026