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    Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria

    • is the intense, overwhelming emotional pain stemming from perceived or actual rejection, failure, or criticism. Common examples include deep shame, rage, social avoidance, or intense anxiety over minor criticisms.

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    Abel nodded vigorously, mouth full again. “Mmmhmm. I’ll be good, Papa. Promise.” He lifted his pinky finger.

    Joseph smiled and took it, ruffling his hair. It was longer now than Mary would have allowed, but he couldn’t bring himself to cut it. Each day Abel looked more like her: the same dark curls, the same way his nose scrunched when he smiled, his little giggles. Joseph both cherished and feared that resemblance and he didn't want to get rid of it just yet. “I know you will, Abel.”

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    Another Priest x Nathan fic :} updates slowly, but each comment makes me work harder

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    “Yeah, just got one question.” She didn't wait for a reply, only shoved the bloom in his face, making sure the petals wrapped around his nose, “how does that smell?”

    Abaddon paused for a moment, pulling away to sneeze. “Eugh…” he rubbed his nose, shaking his head slightly as if to dislodge the feeling of the flower on his skin. “Hh,” he rubbed a little harder, pupils slowly starting to dilate. “Doesn't smell like much.”

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    Their mouths collided messily—teeth knocking, breath tangling, both of them reaching, grabbing, unsure where their hands or knees or bodies were supposed to go. Nathan bit at Joseph’s lower lip, startled when the priest gasped into him—raw, unfamiliar.

    Joseph’s fingers scrambled at Nathan’s sleeves as if he didn’t know whether to pull him closer or hold him back.

    Nathan’s hand slid instinctively down, bracing at Joseph’s hip—fingers brushing the edge of the wound beneath his robes.

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    READ THE TAGS!!!!!! Culling my subscriber list. I AM a proshipper, but I will be making non proship content, including a part two to "I'm a Monster So You Say[...]"

     

    Abaddon smiled—a slow, indulgent curl of the mouth. So this is how they worship. It would do, for now. Until he could teach them what a throne really was, and teach them gratitude worthy of his name—kneeling, trembling, whispering thanks for the privilege of simply existing beneath his gaze.

    He brushed past Todd with lazy authority, acknowledging him with the barest nod before lowering himself onto the couch. It yielded beneath his weight, soft and comfortable—an earthly luxury meant for those who are simply better. Something resembling a throne would've suited him better. Still, he stretched along it with a hum of idle contentment. Yes. This will do.

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    He hiccups, sputtering as water spills from his mouth and nose—anything to get it out, to get himself out. He just needs to be anywhere but that room again.

    He bolts from the tub, snatching his clothes in a trembling handful and hurling himself toward the nearest vent. Katherine doesn’t follow, doesn’t even move to stop him—but he scrambles faster anyway, as if she might change her mind.

    Later, when the panic ebbs into a cold, sour shame, he curses himself for being so pathetic. The matriarch will think there’s something wrong with him—when it’s the vessel that’s broken. He hates it: the flesh that binds him, the nerves that twitch and tremble without his consent. It doesn’t listen. It never has.

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    “Father—?” Henry’s voice cracks. “What’s going on? What happened?”

    “Speak not, thief.” Joseph’s voice is low, shaking with fury—or fear. “I know what you are. My son is no more.”

    “Father? Father—please!” Henry sobs, letting tears fall freely now. “You have to fix me, I don't know what happened!”

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    He kicks at her, wriggling, trying to free himself from her grasp. Curse this stupid vessel and its laughably weak upper-body strength! He bites down on her arm—and that's it, she thinks. She's a good mother. She's never laid a hand upon her own children, and she likes to believe she's never even considered it. She doesn't even think she's hit Abaddon until the redness in his skin becomes impossible to ignore; it's a stark comparison to the rest of his deathly pale skin. It reminds her of blood splattered on snow.

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    Part 1 of making fics about my childhood yippeee

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    A few more grueling minutes pass before Jones finally finishes, and the man visibly relaxes once he pulls away. There’s something hauntingly familiar about his face, and Jones wonders if he’s met this blonde man before. “What’s your name, stranger?”

    There’s a beat of silence before he answers.

    “Simeon.”

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    Based on something that happened to me uh (looks at watch) the night before. Hm.

     

    But then your fingers wandered again—sliding against his side, digging at the dip of his waist, skimming lower until they were grabbing his ass. Jean’s stomach turned. He shoved harder, twisting, nearly toppling clean off the mattress. His palm hit the floor with a smack, holding himself up so he didn’t spill onto the carpet. You had to know he didn’t want this.

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    She has never known gentle hands. Her own dig deeper into her throat until the edges of the world smear and darken, until her lungs feel bruised. She growls at the warmth offered to her and exposes herself to the familiar, unrelenting rot. It is as unforgiving as it is cold.

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    The thought crawls up your spine and leaves something like regret coating your mouth, your thoughts, your very being. But, you think to yourself, Jean was never the lighthouse that would lead your boat to shore. He didn’t even want to be.

    Your ship had listened to the calls of sirens, smashed itself upon too-sharp rocks in too-shallow water. Jean Loo had only ever been a reflection of the light you’d reached for, bouncing off the jagged rocks and leading you further astray.

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    You stare at the blade. It’s not heavy— not cold, either. You think to yourself that it has no right to be warmer than the glass bottle you held, the one thing keeping you together just as much as it was tearing you apart. A strangled noise leaves you— ugly and much louder than you thought it would be.

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    He didn’t realize it at first. Not until the man laughed—low and pleased, like he’d uncovered a secret—and Elliot followed his gaze down. He wondered if Liv would remember what he said about male victims and how they weren’t really victims if they could get it up. A hand wrapped around him and he gasped, gut twisting so violently he’s surprised nothing came up. The worst part wasn’t that he was being violated so deeply. It was that he came seconds later. Elliot wasn’t crying, but he was damn close.

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    Scout has an admission

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    Sniper doesn't know what's going on

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    Jeremy REALLY has to pee, so his uncle Mickey pulls the car over.

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    Scout mourns a teammate's death

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    Scout meets this really cool guy at the motel pool

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