11 Bookmarks by MatchaWithVanilla

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    omega shane with fangs in a world where omegas are actually fucking terrifying.

    and ilya wants him, blood and fangs and all.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    When Ilya asked for something inexpensive for his birthday, he expected flowers and cake. Maybe a self-made card.

    He did not expect 365 emails. Or rather, the promise of them.

    Ilya is promised that for the next 364 days, he will receive an email every morning, each containing a song that reminds Shane of their seventeen years together—from first meetings and first fights to weddings, championships, and everything in between.

    A year of music. A year of memories. A year of Shane loving him as intensely as ever.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a straight man. So what if he can't get hard every time he tries to have sex with a woman? So what if he drinks himself silly just so he has an excuse to sneak into his captains bedroom?

    He was straight.

    Right?

    Or

    Shane Hollander is convinced he's straight, Ilya Rozanov convinces him otherwise.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Not that,” Ilya paused, and then leaned down so his mouth was just inches from Shane’s ear. “I was just noticing that you really like having your hair washed.”

    For a split second, Shane didn’t understand. And then he looked down, following Ilya’s gaze, and his eyes landed on his bottom half - clothed in just a pair of boxer briefs, that were, to his horror, sporting a very obvious wet spot.

    OR

    Shane gets top surgery and is having a little bit of physical trouble with some self-care tasks. His friend Ilya offers to come over and help him wash his hair, and take care of some other things.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    What he wants to say next drifts up from the very depths of him, something he is completely and blissfully unaware of until it struggles to the surface and floats through the waters of his mind.

    Night night, Papa.

    Holy fuck.

    Holy fuck.

    Ilya subconsciously starts to think about Shane as Papa. He has a lot of feelings about this.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Are you– are your fingers in your mouth?”

    Shane mewled again.

    Rozanov spit out some rapid fire Russian, and Shane vaguely heard the slick sound of his hand wrapped around himself speed up.
    “You need something in your mouth that bad, Hollander?”

    Shane practically sobbed, his voice was completely shot. But Rozanov seemed to understand anyway.

    “I know, I know. You will not have to use your fingers next time, pretty thing. Pull the tie.”

    Shane obeyed, not caring enough to smother the long string of moans that follow the motion.
    “Fuck, you like having something around your neck that much? Do I need to get you a leash, щенок?”

    -

    or: an episode 2 fix it of sorts, with ties around necks and illusions to dogs on leashes.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    28 Feb 2026

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